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1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
   
2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
10. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am starting to openly communicate about my faults and accepting how the chips may fall. I understand doing this while constantly feeling stable underneath.

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With the few bad apples being angry and acting like monkeys that went bonkers, I just think they were acting like angry narcissists. They were angry about not getting what they wanted out of me and still going to be that way. The incident didn't even deal with them and they were offended that I disagreed with them. I'm not going to agree with them like they are some god in a cult.

Anyways, I think it's narcissistic too if I were to become angry at them and start spewing insult after insult while yelling at them. It doesn't help my case in that I already did this to a few of them. Man, it felt so bad for me to do that. I don't know how being a narcissist is even helpful at this point. It's better to abandon it entirely.

I came up with a good strategy that finally works on these crazy narcs. Don't get me wrong though because being a narcissist doesn't mean you can't be the nicest guy in the world. I was called the nicest guy in the world at one point, so I really know what that statement means because I lived it. I was being a narcissist for all the wrong reasons that kept on feeling bad for me. Man, I needed help. 

Today, I don't admit to being a narcissist. The cool thing about being a narc though is that it has health advantages. A true narc doesn't see narcissism as a bad thing. 

I'm not cut out to be a vulnerable narc anymore. There's no good reason for me to act like one when others are being one to me already.