4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
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What did I do right today?
I am reading up on advice for dating a certain type of Asian woman.
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For the friend I want to talk about all this the most, it just doesn't feel appropriate anymore. She's likely not even going to say anything to me about it and just be like "Sure hon!" underneath her kind words and blessings.
She believes that I will have the greatest success of hitting it off with a lady who has the ethnicity which dominates this country I have grown up in. It makes absolute sense.
However, I'm dating someone who is in the ethnic minority. It helps that I have a brain that's capable of being considerate like I read up on tips online with how to be a gentleman. It feels like a drag but taking care of your appearance is very important.
For being just myself, I know a certain trait about myself that makes me narcissistic and also how I could meet other women who I perceive to be self-centered. At the end of day, I won't be getting with these narcs anyway and I'm going to have fun reflecting on the aftermath and using this experience to better myself.
I have a criteria that I'm looking for now, so it helps to go along with that. If she doesn't fit in, then I will settle for trying to be friends. If she doesn't want to do that, then I will let her go while thinking she isn't that laid back or also a narc. It's possible that a narc might agree to be friends with me, so maybe she would want to keep her options open for trying to use me later for something.
