Man, I forgot to update this blog last month because I was preoccupied with trying to live my life. I feel like doing so many things and absolutely nothing comes according to plan with the way I exactly planned it. I don't think I'm struggling with emotional problems so much anymore.
I think I should let it go and consider how much it really doesn't matter and work on those things that I have a discomfort zone with. Basically, I'm starting to think that visual things don't really so much in principle and that it's really based on long term traits that I'm looking for. If all of it adds up, and I am capable of placing that before shallow things then I think I'll feel pretty good.