I used to have this conscience where if I failed at something for a certain intended purpose, I would just be down on myself and crash emotionally. I was ingrained from an early age that drugs wouldn't solve my problems, so it eventually got to the point where I felt weird from having to overreact with them.
Even though I'm feeling like a horrible wreck underneath and feeling so much frustration and angry with someone, I need to remind myself how it doesn't really matter on the long run. I might as well just go with my gut now in those areas and move on.
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