It looks like I'm actually starting to live the way I want to now and actually feeling quite good about it. A lot of it comes from not being too worried about things and decisively going after what I really want in life. It really comes down to perceiving things accurately and sometimes making difficult personal sacrifices, but in the end I think it can amount to something good no matter how big or small. It's how things should really be after all.
It takes a lot of experience building for myself and also making great effort to go with common sense. After all, the personal excitement can come from finding a niche that others don't really find in life. One of my closest buddies bugs me a little by gambling at casino games where the odds are slightly stacked against him but so far he's been having a good winning streak and is having a lot of fun from winning. Once he starts losing, he's a pretty sore loser so I guess it's good then that he knows when to stop once the massive bad luck starts kicking in.
Anyhow, I'm starting to look for a way to make a decent return in living and am going after trading my money. I'm pretty much looking for free information and something that could kick start my trading career. Basically, I don't mind losing a couple thousand dollars over it because I have a full time job that pays decent enough to cover my personal expenses. I guess it's worth the excitement to try the thrills of a good trading career. I've been at it for quite some time and have memorized a decorum of how winning traders behave. It's basically a long term thing and I can accept that because the skill is worth gaining for myself and once I have it, it's going to be all for myself. I plan on also giving back to society for the skills I learn because it just feels good to help out the needy for myself. I'm going to hook up some buddies of mine but the valuable skill I learn to master will be mine to keep for life, which is well worth the couple thousand dollars of loss, much like the price of a decent education.
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