Well, I hate to admit this but my sexual urges are trying to get the best of me. I made it through one day of not trying to look at porn now. I'm feeling those excited hormones despite me being under 35. Yeah, I'm pretty old man and still having a little bit left of what I had when I was 16 years old. Those sensations felt great and were very addictive and it was something I enjoyed all by myself! Now, I really would like a compatible woman to marry and have a great amount of sex with to be honest!
I'm actually laughing to myself while writing all of this private stuff that I'm sure not too many in this world would want to read. Yeah, so from now on I'm not going to try to get too open and personal about my life in the area of dealing with masturbation and porn. It's a part of me that I wish left me and still do to this day. I'll just consider it to be my own thorn to deal and live with.
I'll just go ahead and mature into a wise old man who neglects those types of self-aroused activities that male teenagers to young men would do. It's only natural to finally consider getting there anyway. I practically wasted this whole post talking about my sexual history which was just me enjoying myself the whole time, which was me just having plenty of dates with Jill!
I've been offered a few times by ladies during my young college days, but I said no because I like to be a prude with high standards. It didn't limit me from trying to go find Jill for awhile though. Love can be a strange deal, but here's to it and to everyone's happiness that they have a wonderful love that includes the emotional, erotic, and unconditional acceptance they can settle with too.
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