I still haven't been able to get it together with scheduling everything and staying on top. Okay I'll try to make another effort then. I sort of have a headache right now so maybe I have a slight cold or something. It could probably be that I'm just a little dehydrated right now.
I need to get back into dedicating myself again into doing what I had in mind of doing. I'm still struggling a little with wanting to marry a hot and loving girlfriend. I haven't made one yet, so I'm just coming to an acceptance with it. In the meantime, I might as well keep on trying to build myself up and prepare for the right things and to just keep on trying.