Whole Life Routine

I think the routine that I have thought up is wonderful, but all I'm missing is actually getting around to doing them daily, along with that I would like to have a lot of free time to find other things to do and give back to the community. I would seriously like to have a girlfriend now, despite me being short. Getting a lovely girlfriend is going to be no easy task from being a short dude of only 5' 3" at this young age for me. There's not going to be too many opportunities. I guess I'll let the whole world know on this site, if I do get lucky to score a really hot girl and have her marry me. Hope she won't mind the criticism that people direct at her from me just being short. Maybe she will, so maybe I'm just living a pipe dream. I think my reputation will play a large role in finding someone suitable too.

In the meantime, I could try to raise up my salary which would be very nice. I'm really trying to go after doing my own thing without having to rely on an employer for security. It's really something to just keep on trying and doing the best one can. I guess it comes down to just getting lucky with a certain opportunity. It's more like allowing for fate to just connect with one another.

Okay, so I'm waking up at around 5:10 am and get ready and I'm at work by 7. I think I could try to prepare myself for getting ready sooner and then kill a little time from being up by preparing my day or something. Then I get out of work at 4:30 pm and by 6:00 pm, I've had dinner at home.

Realizing this, I have five hours before I fall asleep and can't get up until the next day. That free time is very critical for me to use for getting ahead of the game. I would like those five hours to increase to a longer duration so I could have more fun while being financially successful and giving back to the community.

This is pretty much my unique setup that I'm still trying to master. It's not so mind boggling as it used to be: Bible reading, working out, trading, playing poker, song and music, game programming, cooking, dancing, socializing, running errands, and making plans.

These are my goals and I look to make some good money from trading and game programming. Since it looks like I'm putting off trying to get a girlfriend from being busy and also feeling inferior about scoring a hot date, I should just accept that it might never come to me and not give up by indulging myself in porn.