Now I'm realizing how fun it truly might be to stick with something and make plans with all the available resources. I guess learning to let things go has been really hard on me, but to be able to do it a lot better than before, it has been better to say the truth.
I really didn't feel any passion with my last few positions at work, so I was really limited. These days I'm feeling the joy and capacity of going after it. I'd really like to have enough stability to leave my company someday and be able to go do other stuff while making money through trading successfully.