It looks like I'm making a natural effort now to stay away from masturbating to porn because it's all in my confidence with my sexual ability to pleasure my future spouse. It's really been just rooted in that all this time. I guess I was in a dreamy state because from avoiding masturbation and viewing stimulating material, I'm also naturally getting aroused and turned on by thinking about realistic situations with my close "girl" friends. After awhile, I'm like nah, there's a reason for me seeing her as a friend.
Anyway, that was natural I guess and it's funny to talk about on a blog so I don't mind the attention it brings for others who'll accept it as something normal for passing the time. I ended up practicing my technique while humping the bed though and that's pretty embarrassing to admit, but after that I was like, nah I'm not that in the mood for continuing. I didn't end up blowing my load after not having masturbated for weeks now. Yeah, it's just passing by easily for me. The longest I've gone without doing it has been 9 months.
From reading up on some health-related stuff, it looks like it's natural and healthy for the guy to experience hardening while sleeping. I even dreamed at least once that I was viewing porn and trying to keep myself from blowing my load. I succeeded by the way from doing my technique. I'm thinking one of these days I would be able to associate that good feeling without making it an accident if I wanted to. Again, nothing to truly boast about.
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