Have To Watch Out For

Okay, I'm comfortable with acting cold towards a hot girl lately. By her appearance alone, I'm like stating I'm interested in dating her practically on a website. This doesn't seem to have any appeal at all for those girls who are probably used to it from others guys. I'm just not really sure though and it doesn't really matter that much, but I'm just not hoping to land a girl who is slightly overweight. It just seems to me that she has some personal issues with it or wants to ignore it completely. I don't really dig that type of personality. I'm someone who wants to go work out at a gym daily and take protein shakes to grow muscles and improve on cardio as well.

I still get perverted feelings every once in awhile with wanting to peek at hot bodies. It's an urge where I end up just searching on google for published nude photos of models or celebrities. Some of them look really good to me. It can be arousing, but now I don't really see the point for edging because I'm confident with my ability to hold it long as I want with a logical technique I practiced to obtain. This isn't something to boast about for me. With my relationships, I don't really have any sexual intentions with the girls I'm hanging out with. One of them is really cute and the other used to be hot when she was more slender. I didn't think she looked that way in the past, but still she has some really good selfies of herself and they are pretty. I mean I'm tempted just a bit every once in awhile, but it's not that serious to me. Just an imagination to get carried away with sometimes, but not give into because I am totally for sex in marriage.

Just from having been stupid and developed something male porn stars can do, I gained confidence to not need to edge to porn anymore. I still have those sexual drives of wanting a loving wife with strong sexual urges too sometimes. This one girl I'm developing interesting feelings for is sweet and resourceful. She's also a cool friend who likes to bust out laughing with me, so I find that fun about her. I just don't know really at this point what I'm looking at, but hanging with her is fun so that much I know so far.