I'm figuring now that playing video games isn't really doing much for me anymore. No durr nor duhh, really? Playing games hasn't really done much for me except give my butt a reason to find some cushion for long hours and sitting on it! After that, my undisciplined mind sometimes wanted to finish off to some porno.
After beating my quest to win at porno, I have this confidence of a champion that when I'm feeling it for that sexual urge and fantasy, I'd rather go find a loving wife to do it with! If I ever find a loving wife in the future she's definitely going to be hot before I marry her at least. I don't know about after, but yeah, at least I will have tried to marry her while she looked hot to me.
So with that itching feeling of porno, I'm like ehh just like I told my manic depression symptoms and now they just like sit in the sidelines until I do something more stimulating like making money while I'm feeling bored! I'm a professional IT personnel and happy to be bonafide with it.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
