Formulating Plans

Basically, my big three really has been working out, trying to study the Bible ultra fast everyday, and working on making profitable trades in a financial market. From looking at other opportunities out there, I'm not really interested in working under somebody with a normal 8 to 4:30 shift. I want to basically do my thing and I think I have the chance from being a programmer. I think the main reason I work under somebody right now is so I can save up and pay some bills and work at my craft of practicing to become a better investor that I have in mind of becoming. One of my pitfalls that I see as a blessing sometimes could also be a curse, so I don't know why I labeled it as a pitfall- I'm confused. Anyway, online poker has been something I have dabbled on for trying to earn a living while passing my time and working underneath anyone. Yet the only challenge that I seem to hate about poker is that it isn't easy to consistently make money while gambling with other great players. I have been finding myself in that predicament a lot with poker and it's like almost long hours too while sitting there and waiting for that big pot to arrive while conserving chips and taking small risks.

I guess overall because of the length of time that could be spent on it and walking away with nothing sometimes, I just don't like that feeling after having tried to play poker for years now and win at this game. On the flip side with doing stock investments, if I lose, at least I don't have to stare at the numbers crashing and if I'm going to fall then might as well go out big while partying with the millions I have left. Jokes aside, I think investing with a long term focus and not actively being at the charts like being that lame poker player I was at a table for long periods of time would be a better trade off for me.

I'm convinced that playing online poker in general while having nothing to do will mean that I've done really something bad to my time management and needs fixing. Hey if I win at online poker and having a run then I'm coming back and pretending that my time management needs fixing. After losing though, I definitely need a new make over with my time management. That is pretty much my trend and it's funny but true. From realizing that effect, I guess it's only made possible because of my confidence without needing to fap and use porn.