Looking down deep inside myself, it's really clear to me while I'm having a good laugh underneath that I want to be married to a hot and nice lady who is sexually attracted to me and wants to get it off a lot with her husband! I'm not even worried about how many babies will come out of it, but I just know the love making part would be very fun and satisfying to do regularly, if she's the one. I haven't found the right one yet, so maybe if she's better looking than a sexy porn star then I guess millions of other guys will feel the same way I do with her. Men are such visually stimulated creatures, whereas some women will continue to age nicely.
It is really challenging, but now thanks to a successful guru sharing his knowledge for free with a master class I attended, it's so easy to realize that the mind can either be in a distressed or happy state. It's so black and white while not being under the influence of any chemicals. The challenge is about recognizing your state of mind when anything negative comes into it while changing it back into happy and secure, which is basically all the positive things.
Aside from working on finding my dream girl to be with, I want to be rich off of my currency trading. For my regular business of choice, I want to be a software developer and heading into mobile apps. I want to be skilled enough to also design the cool apps. I think software developing is something I just enjoy doing and would be so fulfilling for me to develop something that would deliver a knockout.
A very important part of me is that I want to connect with others while doing fun things. This is something I would like to consistently keep up with, until I settle for a mate. Also, I want to work out and see some muscle definition around my body while not being fat at all.
It would have been nice if I understood all these things is what I would go on to like during my tender years of puberty. However, I'm now 36 and thinking like a 20 year old with big dreams again. Boy, I have to now look for some maturity in the ladies I want to date in addition to being hot, so I can just fall in love easily if they respond nicely to my requests. Undoubtedly so, my faith in Jesus plays a big role to how I want to live the traditional life of saving myself for marriage.
