Keeping Emotions in Check as a Discipline

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am considering the right things to do.

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Mainly, I have found out this whole identifying negative and stressful emotions and then replacing it with positive ones. It works quite well and is pretty natural for me. I think you just have to put in the effort to clear your thoughts and then just feel positive energy go into you. It does feel a little weird to maintain at first but as you get used to it, it's like you always feel happy and go-lucky in an authentic sense. It can also give off a positive aura with others around you.

For the most part, I'm ready to work hard for my financial independence, especially in the areas that I'm interested in doing. I'm going to give it a shot with Poker then by reading and studying how to play well, since I'm interested in putting myself in the best spot to get lucky against other opponents. I think that's a skill in itself if you can pull it off consistently enough. There's really only one type of Poker game I want to specialize in which is the most convenient and also the hardest to make money in. 

On Considering Romance With a Close Friend

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am making better strides to improve myself and putting up a routine discipline that I can be happy with, while waiting for a beautiful woman to come into my life. 

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It feels really beautiful and natural to have these good thoughts or feelings about being in love with someone and engaging in all the good things that come from being physically involved with the relationship. I've found myself growing once again and I am what I like to call myself and confirmed by an annoying leader on purpose in the Army as part of the crowd in the better half! 

With this close lady friend of mine, I think her bad qualities are that she can be sensitive in a bad way, stubborn, selfish, hold grudges and misjudgements, and flake out on a whim. She does try to communicate and be a good person while constantly failing at it and holding onto her own preferences. I still love her though.

It's a thing of beauty to behold how we can always work out our friendship. I believe that I'm a better and stronger individual than her. I'm also quite a bit sweeter than all the guys she's used to dating and I'm doing these decent things out of the comfort of my own heart. It must make her feel unworthy sometimes and I remember she even told me that plainly a little while ago! 

Another thing that I've come to accept open mindedly is that we can also work out a great romantic relationship. Her weakness can be my strength when I'm weak, and I always feel great about her letting me end some of our arguments peacefully. I think she also struggles with it in a comical sense too! 

Recapping on Healthy and Positive Things to Do

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 
8. Having an undying faith in Jesus.

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What did I do right today? 

I feel very confident and not ashamed of myself. I'm happy to be a true believer and worshipper of Christ found through the canonized pages of the Old and New Testament. 

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It looks like for being openly attracted to any woman in general, it's going to take some time and also being open-minded about it while putting some pieces together and then making the right moves. I really want to increase my level of flexibility and leverage with dating popular women by increasing my financial wealth. 

With my close friend, she's a little eccentric and it feels weird to naturally feel like she's hot sometimes. I look at her and think she's decent and sort of lost her good looks from aging a little due to stress while looking a bit dorky sometimes! I mean I'm still open-minded about it and she's getting better in her conduct with me. I'm better than her in general. I always complain less than her and when I texted her that in one of our arguments along with how her younger brothers will turn out to be more mature than her, she decided to start shaping up. Words do have influence and I definitely can spread some positive influence! I'm loving it.

Realizing Something Very Good About Myself

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am learning more about myself and what makes me truly happy with the current situation I'm in. 

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It looks like I don't really care that much about any woman I want to be with being so beautiful outwardly. I don't need that attribute in her to be physically attracted to her. It may be a little weird but my physical love drive is very strong and doesn't require much to get it activated. I have also become very open-minded about being with any woman. I'm not going to lie that it does suck to be with a woman who is towards the end of her life. It's going to feel like it drags too much, so maybe I'll just keep on staying nice to those old ladies. 

To give myself a greater shot with dating high quality ladies, I'm working on increasing my financial health to the point where I wouldn't have to worry about money anymore while feeling free to do whatever I want with my time and not be limited to anything or feel submitted to something and dependent on it for my happiness. I just want to feel like a free spirit when it comes to working for my own money! 

Along with working on making lots of money, I want to have a great level of personal fitness along with doing some reading and socializing at interesting events or people I want to try connecting with. Overall it does make sense to leverage my perceived weakness in physical appearance with some ladies from being not that popular of a male Asian and short by making myself successful by becoming rich and working on my personality more with basically not flipping the handle while working through any enraging or selfish thoughts that enter my mind about anyone. 

From applying an emotional technique of keeping my angry feelings in check and identifying/exchanging any bad feelings for good ones, it's helping me to keep a smooth relationship going with a lady friend I've gotten close to and thinks completely different compared to me while we keep hanging out like we're a close-knit family. It's definitely hard work and does feel a little stressful but it's these feelings that I'm managing to always exchange for a noble one while still hanging out with her regularly. We have had our short breaks but she's been nice enough to work on putting it behind her. 

It looks like I'm more mature than she is and it probably is expected because I'm older than her. Having this close friendship with her and dealing with these weird feelings of love and annoyance while dealing with these guy feelings I get sometimes around her is giving me the experience I need to build relationships that I want to keep! 

Figuring Out What to Do

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am figuring out how to focus at work.

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With my job, I'm now figuring out how to work hard. There's basically four things I think I can do productively to feel good about myself. The first is to work on my trades and investments, second is to program or work, third is finish reading off my emails, and lastly do a few writeups like this. 

With Poker and having luck involved, it's like no matter how great my decisions were, it can end up not working well for me. Mathematically speaking, I'm playing at an optimal level but if I didn't win then it doesn't really matter. It could be like this for any duration, so I think my better talent lies in making money off of long term trades and investments. I'm much more patient at it, so playing Poker would just be for a little excitement and probably against my better judgement. The opponents can be really hard in that they also like to play tight and aggressive the same way I do. I'm just not good enough and my abilities won't ever be getting there to make a good living off of it. 

I'm going to have to just give up on it even though I want to keep on playing. It's not going to work out for me on this one. At least I can focus on trading without feeling any shame of losing while feeling like I'm making great strides with making some money. 

Being Successful With Maintaining Current Relationships

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

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What did I do right today? 

I put in at least a little effort to do my job.

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I'm really interested in being successful at everything I do now while maintaining a sound and happy mind. I'm ready to accept any shortcomings and move on without holding any grudges while replacing negative low level thoughts and feelings with high level ones. 

From doing this, I'm realizing that even if I'm not really in love with my close friend who I've felt tons of struggles with in maintaining a friendship, I still do love her a lot and want to always have a great relationship with her. Maybe a key to having successful relationships is love, itself! 

I'm also very open-minded about any thoughts of getting into any romantic and serious relationship with her. I'm not even jealous with the thought of her getting jiggy with it to someone else. It looks like I'm opening up my mind and feeling this way now. 

I originally was trying to honor my parents but I believe they are ethically wrong, so it's like if your parents are sinning then you shouldn't follow suit. It's more like you would be honoring them by living a truly successful and happy life even if they live like people with low level and negative thoughts from being upset about you choosing to be with someone they disapprove of for any reasons! 

Overall, I think two keys to having a good relationship with anyone are love and open-mindedness. 

Personal Uniqueness

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

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What did I do right today? 

I'm getting in the mood to always focus well with a nice, clean attitude.

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I think what I need to be focusing on is really going to be on making swing trades with Forex and occasionally stocks, along with maintaining a crypto fund that is making a good return monthly. This means that I will have a lot of time on my hands and to get to my destination, I might as well prepare myself with a backup plan so I should work hard on my side career that I have a decent grasp of already even if it feels like a burden sometimes. 

I think I just need to think positive and develop better character to stay focused and hardworking. I need to stick to a routine. 

At the same time while I'm going for a good run with becoming rich in this unique way, I want to focus on staying truly happy mentally while being the best person I can be. This means taking in any low-level negative feelings and replacing it with high-level ones while doing it consistently. I also want to keep on working out to maintain a healthy body. 

I have so much to invest myself in and I think working is mainly carrying out my backup plan or being safe while waiting it out to catch my big break from investing and trading. I think I'll just carry out the work while developing myself more in it and who knows, maybe I can run something with it someday to help me out on my trading and investing career. 

In the Meantime

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

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What did I do right today? 

I feel like I'm getting it all figured out. 

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To reach my goal of financial independence and freedom of time, I don't mind working hard for it while utilizing my natural desires and talent. I believe that being wealthy with an athletic body and great personality will compensate for my perceived lack of height with some young pretty ladies to find myself a good partner. It makes sense that she would be willing to compromise in that instance. It's like creating leverage for myself. 

It will be cool to have plenty of beautiful women in line and then find someone to settle with and enjoy a romantic life with. 

Simple Goal

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

---

What did I do right today? 

I'm managing to keep it together.

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I'm really interested in making a lot of money as an investor and trader now. I don't really want to spend that much time working either and would rather look to do things to stay occupied while finding myself a sexy and loving wife who is always in the mood! I think it would be setting myself up for the dream life.

The first thing that I see as a requirement is having a healthy and positive mindset while recognizing all the bad things that make you feel down and converting it with good thoughts to keep yourself moving. There really is some natural talent that also needs to be involved. 

Feeling Good About Trying

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

---

What did I do right today? 

I put myself in the mood to do well.

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I personally believe that living your life for Christ is the way to go! I am a full believer of him and grateful to have this mentality of being able to trust the Lord. I do still have a lot of naughty curiosities though! 

For the most part, I'm just trying the best I can right now to reach my goals and to stay happy and balanced in my life without worrying, stressing out, or being angry over what others have done or could be doing to me. I am at this stage of my life with being able to do this while being focused. 

Trying Hard

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

---

What did I do right today? 

I went to work.

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I don't really feel like saying much today. I just want to try my best to make a lot of money, earn a lot of free time, maintain a healthy body and lifestyle, and finally end up with a nice and sexy romantic partner. A lot of this is really mental and channeling a positive flow of energy to replace any negative thoughts. 

Finding a Strong Advantage

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 

---

What did I do right today? 

I'm deeply involved and patient about gaining my financial success. 

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It sounds like I finally have a good ability to move on from realizing my high and low energy. Without meaning to brag or rant, I understand why I fell out with a few friends. They all were directing some low-level energy at me, which caused me to feel some low-level energy (frustration) and then in turn, I kept on manufacturing a lot of it and directing it to them which ended up annoying them! 

This is a very important self-realization for myself which is going to allow me to interact better with my close friend who really does struggle with low-level energy mentally and seeks a therapist for it. I'm still open-minded about being in a serious romantic and intimate relationship with her but I'm now feeling this way also for several women. 

I'm understanding this solution of restraining my frustration now and thinking with a clearer mind. It's definitely a new and enlightening practice for me. It's assisting me to laugh about the silly mistakes my past angry friends made. 

Putting on Gears of Focus

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.

---

What did I do right today? 

I'm working on using my time wisely. 

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I have now learned that it's not necessary to stress out like you have a mental issue over just any quibble. It's considerably mental activity at a low level. High level would be all about positivity while having consistent success! 

A great countermeasure to take against any form of stress or negativity is reflecting on what you are grateful about. It's definitely running away if you blame something else for making you feel miserable. It doesn't make you a better person either. We all have the tools to combat anything stressful or negative effectively and to resolve it at a very high level, but it's reasonable to sense that some people are just not ready to practice it for their own well-being. It should be our responsibility to take care of ourselves before going the extra mile, which does require a substantial amount of talent. 

It's probably not even something you can take for granted from thinking most won't be in the mood to do well at it. It's not something to get so negative about either, but something you can work on compensating properly to maintain a high level of intellectual activity and well-being. 

Little By Little

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.

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What did I do right today? 

I'm trying to focus on getting things done without slacking off.

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Something that I'm encouraged to keep on telling myself when I feel overwhelmed and lazy about doing work is "Little by little." It's the action of keeping yourself moving that really counts and there's no need to stress out over feeling like you have to push yourself over the edge. I mean if you don't think you will burn out afterwards and have the excitement to do it then might as well! 

I feel like my evening was well-spent yesterday. The things that I want to add to my pre-bedtime are looking up trades when applicable, growing taller stretches, maxing out a set of push-ups if I didn't work out, brushing my teeth twice, and showering. I think I'm going to invest in those facial products again.

I think I will not really say the things that I want to obtain and am working on unless it deals with normal things like traditional work or things that I'm actually doing. 

Good Feelings

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.

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What did I do right today? 

I'm gradually picking up on priorities. I'm interested in dating while being the best person I can be! 

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I'm finding myself to be feeling less of the hassles while working on something. I just have this really nice feeling. It's good to be able to move on with a blank page and have an open mind. 

I'm just feeling a lot more confident in general underneath. I think everybody can just keep on growing and improving somewhere as a person. The important thing is that I now have this and it's very important for me to utilize this success generating tool to get to where I want to be in life! 

Good Things and Improvements

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.

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What did I do right today? 

I did some meaningful work today. I'm learning to trade better while timing the market better.

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Yesterday, I managed to install the new battery on my laptop. After that, I enjoyed watching a baseball game rooting for my favorite team against the Yankees. It was an exciting game because they beat the Yankees' best pitcher after their best hitter scored a home run. 

I also ended up letting my mind run a little loose while playing some free online Poker. I think it's good that I have a goal of trying to accumulate the most amount of play chips I can and be recognized as one of the Top 10 players. 

I probably could have saved that fun activity for another time by prioritizing some work on myself. I think I need to keep on doing a little at a time to keep on reaching my other goals. 

These other little things that I had in mind to do in not any specific order were reading, stretching, working out, washing up, checking up on trades, and putting some work into software engineering. 

I really do want to work on connecting with friendly strangers better. First, I want it to be in a smaller setting and then later be comfortable with mingling in a bigger crowd. I also want to make more money and start hitting the gym. I think I'm happy to finally have this really nice confidence underneath but it's going to be important for me to practice some humility. 

I'm in the mood to also give the best advice that I can as well now with close friends who like to bug me with theirs in the worst areas. I'm open-minded to it for listening and discussion while I'm cringing underneath! 

Creating Winning Routine

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.

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What did I do right today? 

I am continuously improving myself and working at reaching my goals. 

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I'm looking at scheduling my life around to fit my personal interests with self-development. I think I need more good friends who can actually care about me and be very helpful at the same time. 

I'm planning to go hit the gym now to practice a yoga, HIIT  and weight training routine, along with an ab workout. I think it would be great to take those classes every week! When I get home, I want to try out some growing taller stretches as a routine too now just to see what happens. I also want to use some facial products.

I'm looking to expand in dating, so I want to be able to have normal discussions with strangers first in a smaller setting before going off to mingle in a larger setting. I guess it won't hurt to just play board games with them to socialize, if I have nothing else. 

I'm going to create a healthy routine for myself in the end while keeping myself open-minded and being genuinely happy while capable of moving on with a blank page from any hiccups. 

Things to Try Working On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.

---

What did I do right today? 

I am working towards planning my steps ahead.

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Well, I found out my laptop's battery stopped charging and that I needed a new one since it wasn't working anymore. My dad ended up facing something similar and he decided to just give me his old laptop and purchase a new one. So I now have two that I can repair and freely use whenever I want to! The battery is coming through the mail today, so I can't wait to test it out at the end of my shift.

What I want to work on now is making myself more attractive. I think I really need it more than ever, if I still want to have a chance with the best looking women out there. Honestly, I'm not really being that picky anymore because I want to date and get a good feel for it while trying my best to do good at it. I'm willing to part with all of my preferences now and just date any woman who is interested enough in me. I only want the experience while being as serious as possible. I am very open-minded now not to say the least. I don't really mind dating women who are considered fat or ugly anymore. If they can come out on their own to meet me, then I'm all for it! 

I even said at first that I don't want single moms, but now I'm fine with that. I'm even okay with dating women who have been divorced a few times but I'm going to be careful with them. I don't think age is going to be a barrier either. Therefore, I will be very hesitant about kissing some of these women! I want to learn the proper things to say and what going through the motion is like or being able to sense if it's going along smoothly. I'm just interested in dating any women in general now, so I'm going to keep a mindful and watchful eye on it without any of my friends really knowing about it. 

With the things that I'm doing to improve myself, I also want them to be comfortable for me and something that I want to enjoy doing as well so that everything will feel so natural for me first. The secondary reason is so I can find myself the best dates possible! 

I think my first step is really moving out of my parent's home and buying my own, but eventually, it feels like I'm going to be trying to connect with this one beautiful lady. I don't even know if she's already taken or not generally interested in men but it would be great to already know. I'm also okay if she has kids or coming out of some long term relationship. I think I would just feel great to pick up a nice chick like her! I'm seriously open-minded about it though as I am with my close friend, too. 

Realizing Emotional Maturity

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.

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What did I do right today? 

I am working towards planning my steps ahead.

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Sometimes, it doesn't matter how much experience you say that you have with anything. Random things can sometimes just surprise and overwhelm you during daily moments which just causes you to react emotionally and/or maybe get so stressed about it on rare occasions. 

It doesn't matter who you are in this world. Everyone can keep on growing and improving in this area called emotional maturity. One of my closest friends can think or react in a quite silly manner whenever she feels stressed out. She says that it always affects her mental and physical health which is unfortunate. 

I honestly still love her with all the pureness in my heart. What makes it so easy and such a joy to always meet her in the middle of our relationship is that I know she likes to try to be a kind person. 

She really isn't that fully equipped to give advice everywhere with her friends. Sometimes it doesn't matter how much experience you feel happy about having with an area you want to give advice in. It comes down to being talented in coaching or mentoring others. She's clearly not that gifted because she can show struggles of being emotionally mature. For all the people she says who can relate to any of her feelings, they also can keep on growing emotionally mature. In fact, it's anyone who can benefit from always seeking to grow in this area.