Hard Work Mistakes

This is a post where I'll pretty much be bagging on myself, so yeah I do laugh at myself a lot nowadays. I also talk a lot to myself nowadays because I'm usually walking round about to get some exercise. I just think about things that make me angry and then I rehearse what I'm going to say and think about the person's response. Yes, I think this is a bad thing to do forever so I need to try to be more relaxed. It's my testosterone level, which gets pretty high so maybe I should just channel it and develop myself better for more pleasurable circumstances if you know what I mean haha.

I read that having a very high testosterone level can also lead to risky behaviors. I can see how that fits me with that description. I have to really focus to remain in self-control. I do have a slight advantage in that I've been pretty much practicing all my life with denying myself these sinful pleasures. Haha. I can see that I'll be really active in my marriage to compensate for those sex drives because I want to be pleasing to the God of the Bible I read haha.

So about those hard work mistakes, yeah spending a grip load of cash like an ignorant cow (haha) to do some businesses that I really suck at to try to make some money was not a so good idea in the first place. Recently, I came across what 5% of the workers in it call the ultimate job and I have interested a lot of different friends talking about it just that maybe it's not what interests them very highly because of the fear of losing so much money. It deals with managing money in an international market that gets affected by everything that happens in this world. I believe that people who just like to judge on the surface and then I ask them about the Forex Market to hear their opinions don't really know what they're fully saying about it, which is quite funny whether it's negative or not. In fact, the front-runners in this market don't know everything about it still to this day but they successfully make ends meet following a system and business model. In other words, they're not gambling and playing on the edge of the market just as a casino makes money with a slim marginal lead over its gamblers- that's why it's called gambling; it's gambling when you play something that you accept as being the underdog.

So technically, I led myself into some things that wasn't really that easy to get my hands on. To get on the fast track of something, it's really going to need a little bit of talent but passion drives a person a whole lot further. Passion is what encompasses me with the work that I'm currently doing; maybe, that's why I'm making it more profitable. Yes, I could do some grunt work like I said but doing it for about a year is probably the longest I could withhold with a threshold of patience. There's just no passion in it for me to continue doing those kind of work- I know some of it is really important and makes you feel depended on but it's for those people who have a passion to do it.