I want to focus on my needs first when it comes to getting a job now. I don't want to compromise because it will just make it a tad harder in creating a stable career. It takes work to get to wherever you want to go, and that's just a fact that you can challenge as much as you want but will just take you to first base again.
My niche in making money preferably is in using my computer. I don't want to be stuck at the boring office all day- it might be good for some people because it's common sense to feel that it gives a sort of discipline to help you out with your life. I'm pretty much the person who likes to pave his own road now- in my fullest expression, I believe that employers wouldn't like me that much because I would be of little value to them now. I don't really want to work at a typical office now with daytime hours because it's just not for me.
I don't want to feel like I'm stuck in a position for too long, so I'm going to work at what I personally want to do. I like to work with complicated stuff and don't mind if it deals with figuring out numbers all day. I don't mind having to deal with chaos all the time and being relaxed like it's no big deal in a peaceful environment. I'm pretty much a guy who does what people do to make money in a successful business and who has all that knowledge and uses it to get the fullest potential, along with hiring some big talent (unknown or known).
When I'm in trouble, the Lord seriously helps me in providing me a door to exit the issue meaning that I'm solving the problem and finding relief. I haven't had too many storms in my life and to get out of my most recent one, God required me to start opening up to myself and others through expressions of pure honesty.
My computer is definitely a wonderful start for me in creating my own business. I don't mind being at the computer all day while having fun and then getting paid for it. I definitely have my own business right now which has been going on for a few months and it's been profitable for me. I get to work whenever I want and work on whatever I want dealing with the computer. This liberating feeling is what I've been looking for in making an ideal living. I've found myself becoming dedicated with something that deals with using my computer now.
Because I have this money and time becoming more developed, I want to fulfill my personal obligations or ambitions like becoming a licensed doctor, or maybe even learning to fly a plane. I would really like to learn some languages on the side. I would also like to be a programmer on the side too and even write a stupid story for all I care and try to get it published legitimately. All of this freedom comes from running this business of mine right now, I'm free because I'm doing my own business. I'm different from being entrepreneur-like, but I feel that I'll be paying more taxes than the average citizen soon.
I guess I want to play internet poker right now- I'm using Full Tilt and up about a 1.1 million right now from having played about 2 weeks. No, not real money - play chips. I could play for real money by trading in my play chips so technically I'm closer to free money for my poker career with a starting balance of $2. Yes, life is sometimes weird when you hear about people getting rich in poker and think gambling is bad. Poker is in the gray area speaking from the Bible- it has to be a decision made from the heart, just as creating a profession of counting cards in Blackjack. I'm personally fine with playing poker (expected profit can be developed into positive profit over time which has been shown mathematically by many experts) but blackjack is something I'm becoming more against because of casinos finding ways to keep the house edge. Casinos strive on taking other people's money as a business and the gamblers still don't seem to care with all odds against them like they feel like they really mean something.
I'm going to try to about good productivity now because it's going to help with bringing me stability. I mean with free time, instead of watching television, I could be writing on this blog figuring out what I want to do or maybe even I could be reading up stuff that's happening in this world. I could start working on something else with the computer. There's just about an endless combination of what I could do to be productive everyday until I get ahead with my life. Obviously, that's the ideal situation for me in a perfect world, but I need my breaks and fun too so I'll just limit my personal fun time and increase my game with finding my perfect wife haha.
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