I'm playing poker now and also doing Magic the Gathering. These are just leisurely activities to keep myself busy. That's just about it.
Yeah I'm starting to think there really should be no problem with staying relaxed now and just be patient. Whatever path I'm deciding to take, it really should be down a focused path. I might as well start with that goal.
From what I'm understanding now, I think it's just making the best out of a situation and being happy the best one can. It's a lot of effort but I believe that it's really about personal improvement.