It's fun sending a cute female friend some cute messages. I'm starting to have some fun with it. In a way, it keeps my frustration level down and helps me stay more level-headed. It's better preparation for my ultimate test I feel is destined for me at a very high level. It's like my calling that I'm looking forward to.
One of these days, that's going to happen. I'm not going to go make myself all spaz out or anything.