Finally Happening

I'm now very confident about solving my problems with a few people. I have a reason with why I choose to not end it so soon. I'm worried about the mess it can create and I don't really want to publicize it with my friends who are there. Then again, I really have to question if those people are really my friends then if they are going to criticize my behavior. Maybe they themselves want to be selfish about the incident and just avoid negativity in general. If I were to engage in some activity that would embarrass those estranged peers of mine, then these so called friends would want to stay away because they wouldn't want to deal with my ire.

I think the reason why people bring up issues with me is because of my demeanor of choosing to be indifferent. It might create some irritated people and they might just complain to me. If I were to make myself a hard person to deal with, then I wouldn't really have anyone talking to me. I would also have to fend for myself. I guess that's how it is mostly in the real world and that's probably a normal thing for people to do to try to be successful in life.

I think having a warm nature and being kind is great to let all of that out with friends and people you accept. Having a well-established family and good spouse really does feed a lot of balance with creating boundaries with allies and political enemies. To know all of these general things and try to lead the way, I guess it's really healthy to just know how to win.