Once again, I'm looking to rock climb, bowl, sing and dance, play electric guitar and piano, trade stocks, and play just a little poker. I'm realizing that I do like to gamble just a little bit for fun and it's just for the excitement. It's just opportunity that I'm looking for and sometimes with everything going for you, it just doesn't happen. It's this lesson that I need to toughen myself up over.
I'll just keep working at it and trying to trust in the Lord for delivering all my needs. It's just that patience I need to have and that I need to trust Jesus and maybe what I want selfishly isn't going to good for God anyway so we'll see where this goes.