I'm typing on this thing at this blog while standing here naked. I just got back from the gym and I'm typing away at this keyboard. There's nothing pornographic because I'm not putting a photograph of myself on here for the ladies to stare at my almost forming six pack and my other curious organs that they might be interested in looking at.
I'm about to take a shower after a pretty easy routine day at the gym. I had fun working out actually and I was all smiles from not really struggling that hard. I did do a few tough workouts like trying to max out my pull ups.
The most mature feeling that I'm getting is for my sister. I'm thinking about buying here a pretty girly gift for Christmas now. I'm seeing her as a lady now and joking around all cool with her. I don't feel that nasty feeling of contempt for her now. I guess I've grown over it and becoming more mature about how things are with people.
I admit that I'm selfish and want all of that loving attention from people and it has to be genuine. Not some type of like obligatory feeling. If I get enough of that then I feel like I'm on top of the world while putting on my modesty card all throughout my days. Sometimes I may get a genuine high and try to do something wild to have fun, but then again, I'm more sure about how I want to coexist with girls who are my beautiful friends these days and do fun stuff with them. I'm so cool about them being around their husbands and boyfriends and kids or whatever. Even the girls I like, I'm starting to feel in that manner too. I'm seriously getting better at being patient with myself.
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