I'm sure that I've written more than just 500 postings on the internet, so for this site alone, I'm at 500. Okay, this is not much of a celebration for me. I guess there's going to be no end to me writing, so yeah there I go again with typing away.
I'm going to do some goal settings. Even though I was considered to be not that sharp at a job site, I beg to differ because I tried my absolute best; and this lead-worker just did not feel right about me and all this luck did not work out for me. I don't really care; I'm back on the job market again and will have no problems finding another job. I do not really mind at all. I was given that kind of encouragement as well for me.
I feel pretty content with my sexuality and how I was brought up with that, so I should really end my days of masturbation and viewing pornography. It's starting to get a lot easier when I put some thought into it. The sex drive is putting me in this mind set that makes me do those types of things, but I just have to treat it as something uncomfortable I'm going to have to get used to. Wait until I get a real girlfriend, that's where the fun is going to begin. I'm not going to try that until I can get this sexual addiction under control a little more, and I have this content wholeness with myself.