It's basically to get carried away in the feelings of nothingness and boring life by letting myself suffer from studying and keeping myself occupied with personal projects that are doomed to failure!
There's no other way for me to say that the only thing is that I'm not depressed with where I'm at in life. In fact, I've gained a personal status of being a 0 out a 10 with depression. It's so intact that I don't even joke about hurting myself in that way. I'll joke about hurting others out of wanting to hate them instead, but for me, no way man, I'll stay happy!
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
