Well, without question, I'm still sinning on the Lord's Day? if it's meant to be everyday. I'm not proud of it and I don't mean that as a funny joke even though I'm laughing about it. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. That's what the Bible says.
What I'm finding that works is to just go at it and that's about it. The most difficult days I'd so for being addicted to porn is the first three days. The mind just wants to crave the fun attention that you give yourself and continuously get it or however amount before you wear yourself out.
After those days passes, it's like nothing. I went at it again today to test to see how I'm doing in the field of holding it in. I didn't do so well, and it's going to be like that always. However, afterwards I'm really holding it in like a beast after a few times. I'm saying this while laughing too, but it's something to really boast about it for me. It's my own detriment that I keep walking myself into.
I seriously want to settle down but need to get my mind permanently off of this stuff first.
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