Everyday it's really about choices. Some are good ones and others can cause some regret later on if not executed properly. Time management is very important. One of my friends does a really good job at this. She executes tasks pretty fast and states that she likes me. What I don't get sort of is that she gives me these nice hugs and then has recently started giving me a pat on the back.
I wonder if that's supposed to a sign of having earned camaraderie with her or that she's just doing that without realizing it. Maybe she's keen on it and trying to give off a friendly message to me. I don't really feel for her as I used to though. During the last year though, I had some really nice hugs with her. I did like her, but now those feelings of attraction have just waned.
I don't think basing love off of physical attraction isn't going to help any cause. I'm not looking at it in that manner. Yet, it's nice to have an outlook of being with a pretty wife in the future.
So back to choices and enough with digressing for once in a blue moon! I literally have a choice each day to whether I want to come home and not work out and just go about watching porn secretly or to keep myself busy with something.
I do have a schedule that I made visually and I have it on my desk. I haven't even really came close to finish the first five of them. What I'm lacking in is that I don't really want to treat my time and that preciously and just let it fly by. I'm totally not paying attention with my time that I'm putting into something. This is where my weakness is in that I'm not going after preparation, where I should be.
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