Managing Time Better

One of the things I have to do is control my impulsiveness to play video games. It's like an addiction for me because I crave it from often times feeling like I have nothing to do. Right now, I have no urge to look at porn. The only times I've really done so is that once in awhile, I want to practice and see if I can hold it in and not release too soon from doing a tight grip.

I'm pretty much concentrating and getting about 95% of it, but never really 100% because it's just impossible for me. I think there's that little extra effort that I need to put time into in order to master what I'm looking for. Maybe in fact, instead of being just a little time, it could even take a lifetime to master from the lack of information that I have stored within myself.

Definitely, I'm getting a whole lot better with my chops and doing really well with interacting better. It's a good thing with where I'm headed though. I don't think the people who I gave trouble and who just fired back at me from being mad in a blind sense while denying it.

I managed to beat the people who gave me a hard time. I didn't intentionally mean to give them a hard time in the first place. They were just being buttheads with me because they couldn't handle something that really had nothing do with the person and me. The fact that this confusion took place is that they just refused to see anything else except their own way of status and from being selfish in that manner.

It really did tick me off and I just opened up by just making fun of the person and letting it all out in that direction. I just became blunt and spoke what came out of my heart. It was totally just smack talk and that's all it really was. I think it's normal and funny and that's what I participated with myself in doing. The other person hasn't came after me from doing that.

I guess I'll see what happens because I'm actually interested in making it hard on the other person and making him look bad now. That could probably be one of the reasons why the other person doesn't want to act up with me anymore and be respectful towards me. From me actually being honest, I'm not really that scary but someone who can be related to. From me doing some honest smack talk, it really helped set things in motion for myself though.