Okay, what I need to do is pretty much follow a routine and live up to it even if I'm not really feeling it. I think there's where I'm having trouble managing then. It's a lot of hard work and I'm not totally into all the time, but I think it's good for me to do something anyway. Regardless of whatever I do in life, it's pretty much going to be a privilege anyway that I get to make a living.
To have a living and be able to make a decent earning on something, I guess that's what it's about then.