Something I have found out about myself is that when I persist with something, I usually might find my way around to getting there anyway. Some people are less open about it for whatever reasons and that's cool to me. I don't really mind anymore.
I honestly think now that some people really do enjoy sex and just don't care enough about being looked down by others and like to get paid while doing the act on camera! Based on what I read about the female anatomy, I have found enough visual evidence to conclude that some female porn stars are really enjoying what they are feeling. This is all perverted material thoughtfully analyzed by yours truly!
There's just a fascination with sex throughout dealing with it. From just constantly thinking about something and trying to understand it, even trying to figure out sex gets boring. I have made my own biased conclusions based on my own preferences. I think sex should be based on a married couple who love each other very much and come to some very intimate agreement. I can't wait to get there!