The way I'm seeing life more now is how with the things we choose to spend time on, it's pretty much a grind. Some of the grinding is much more fun than others and others can be more useful than others. For the most part, spending time in life is about the things we choose to grind in. For instance, are we going to spend time to raise our kids instead of watching our favorite T.V. shows or is it going to be vice versa while being a student who relies off of others to give us food and shelter and also company?
This gets me thinking now that watching T.V. is actually like grinding too in a way because time is being spent in doing something mindlessly. The reason why I call it grinding is because I feel stupid too often if I become a couch potato. It happens each time for me and I regret watching something I really enjoyed so much when I could have tried to do a million other better things. The thing is though I would have struggled to be good at them. With watching T.V. it's a grind from just feeling bored and the others are a hassle from not wanting to be stressed out.
Getting caught up in watching porno or hot ladies letting themselves be admired for their beautiful bodies and in some cases too excessively while performing or simulating dirty adult acts on camera, it's just a waste of time because she's not going to be my lover any time soon so why should I really care? I should be feeling depressed about not having a hot wife to begin with and do something about it to get there, instead of trying to entertain myself with viewing the same old act of different variations which is pretty much the same thing! Porn is seriously a vice and the industry knows it and they are trying to capitalize on it while combatting poor guys who don't pay a single cent for it by watching free porn on the Internet. I'm not really that poor but I also don't pay a single cent for it!
We got to be smart here and avoid vices like murdering others and trying to always sleep with a hot lady who already has a great husband and isn't open to it! It's better to move on from old news and hope for the best, like be put in a serious situation where you have to kill to survive and it's that person you hate but you are just saying you don't want to hate so you don't have to feel guilty! It's obviously better to not rely on those types of wishful thinking.
There's no need to lose personal sense of security or worth like this annoying girl I know does every once in awhile when she's going through her monthly moment. It's better to stay calm and make the best decisions for yourself at all times and grind properly while understanding that you are sacrificing fun for something more useful sometimes and it's just the way things are! Accept it and go for obtaining personal success and understand yourself and work on it.
