It's really hot to watch physically attractive porn stars undress themselves and act like they are enjoying sex. I really cannot find any confirmation of them enjoying it with their on-camera partner based on the current knowledge out there of what women like. Everybody is different and it seems like TV shows or movies might try to simulate the real thing but there isn't any strong indication it was intentionally enjoyed by those performers. From not having a wife to enjoy some good recreational you-know with, I feel so empty with thinking about this stuff and even continuing any more.
It appears in the world of super modeling, it's well-accepted to pose nude for artistic photos. These ladies are hot and probably the well-known ones are already taken! It feels so empty to think about trying to imagine marrying a famous model when I haven't really done anything to try to get there. I'm not motivated enough and it just fills me up with guilt and like innocence is leaving my body. In general, it's beginning to become a bit excessive for my own heart and soul.
I'm going to go after spending my time more wisely and not regretting it by feeling empty. I have gained enough self-confidence to not worry about being unable to attain personal satisfaction. I know who I am, what I want in life, and how I am setting it out for myself.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
