Thursday, December 7, 2023

Implementing Main Dream

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands. 

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there. 

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What did I do right today?

I am going to work hard to win in life.

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I think if I get my main dream which is becoming a millionaire with a six pack then I have won in life. It pretty much means to me being in physical shape while being financially independent.

My main tasks have been catered to get to here, so it's pretty simple that all I need to do is visualize this happening for me and now that I know what it is that I want to work on, then might as well get to working on it. I have worked on my attitude to the point that I'm no longer hurting with any disappointing letdowns from others. Plus, it's great knowing that the girls I've been friends with are mainly ladies I feel weird about trying to date anyway, so it doesn't really matter to me about not being able to see them for long periods anymore. 

I'm currently focused on getting to this direction and it's good that I've finally found myself and have this great ability to talk my way through some actual nonsense among some friends and acquaintances who were being unreasonable and irrational with me because they have some anger issues that make them act narcissistic. There's a bad word associated with these types of people, so they were being like this anyway and I'm not really so hurt about accepting it anymore while having a good sense of outlook. 

I just need to push myself now and keep up with these positive affirmations and self-validation techniques. I'm so happy most of all to identify myself as part of the Christian faith. I may need to join a singles ministry that consists of people similar to my upbringing and try to hang out with some ladies I can connect with as just friends, so I can have a good idea what I might be getting myself into as I validate my future partner. 

Of course, growing in my faith with God is going to have to come first and this fun stuff will be coming second. It's great to not have so much anxiety underneath or nervous feelings with complexes about how I feel so short anymore. I feel very strong underneath at the core, so I think I'll just complement this manly feeling by going to the gym and working out while not minding stronger and beautiful people around me so much. I'm not going to be bothering them and just let whatever it is happen naturally. I think I'll just be friendly to everyone there while not minding any cooler effects.