Personal Philosophy of Acceptance

I believe that everyone deserves to be where they are at, whether they were born with advantages or not. The worst example I can think of are children being born in the streets and with no one to care for them. In this situation, I can assume the baby had no choice of how to be born. At the same time, I can feel that caring people will try to put them in foster families and the government will try to force them to grow up in an orphanage. 

It's up to everyone and even under those extreme circumstances to learn to be happy. There's nothing wrong about being below average in any area. Whenever people can't be happy for themselves, then they are just being dumb in general. One can decide to keep on being dumb or improve himself. 

The average man's life to me in today's conditions is being a millionaire with a nice home, family with a good wife and kids, physically fit, and content in a well-rounded fashion. There's absolutely nothing wrong about living below this standard as long as the man is truly happy. If not, then he's just being dumb!    

I wholeheartedly believe the best way to find true happiness is being fully aligned to the Lord's ways found in the pages of the Bible. The Lord shall bring comfort and joy to anyone who finds rest upon His graceful feet and loving Hands!  

Making Money Systematically

From having invested for half a year and to perform about twice as better than the NASDAQ and DOW indexes so far, it feels pretty good. I don't even have a $100,000 investment portfolio account yet, but it will get there in maybe a couple years at this point from contributing to it every month. I'm not a huge gambler at all, but have become accustomed to accepting a moderate amount of risk. 

I really don't know too many people who are open to putting some of their hard-earned money on the line. Yet, it's like if they have a friend who became successful and then regret not having done so in the past, then it's just a lost cause for the successful friend to brush aside. There's also going to be a risk of uncertainty involved and I conclude that it's not going to be for everybody. If the person can be happy without investing personal money into stocks or other financial markets besides owning a home, then I'm not in the mood to be of any annoyance. It's just that if that person ever becomes jealous with me or has personal regrets, then he or she is being dumb about it! 

I'm always going to feel average about this whole becoming a millionaire, owning a nice home, and managing life with a good wife and interesting kids. If anyone doesn't get to that point, then I think the person isn't living the average life. However, if the person is already happy where he or she is at, then I don't see anything wrong about it. If not, the person is just being dumb. It's really all that black and white to me now. 

Improving on Time Management

I think the best way to be effective on time management is to pretty much do the least as possible to make yourself satisfied on a daily basis. Everybody is going to be different, and maybe there are going to be some dumb people. What I mean by this is that if the person does something that's so fun and regrets it the next day, then it means the person was being dumb. 

I've been dumb so many times in managing my time. I have my own unique kinks compared to everybody else and this is definitely normal for anyone to relate to. The way that I personally tic took a long time for me to discover, so I'm practically a young kid at heart in terms of how long ago I truly gained my full self-confidence. 

Basically, when you are sad or angry and lashing out all crazy with a nasty tantrum, then it's because I believe you are being dumb! If you are sad about things not going well for yourself, then it's because of the same thing. 

To explain a major difference, mourning for a loss of a loved one could be a beautiful situation from realizing how much that person meant to you or what being reminded of how living life fully is to you. In this situation, it doesn't mean you are being dumb to cry and feel plenty of strong emotions. 

In contrast, being upset and going crazy again from being a selfish brat for the moment, that is being dumb in a practical fashion! It feels like Crazy Lee and a few others who I tried to interact with to resolve a situation that I had absolutely no self-confidence and pride over were being dumb because they felt like they had only one way of dealing with me by being brats because they felt like I was trapping them too much. Well, of course they would feel that way because they don't want to look bad and keep all of that under wraps from others. I don't think it even matters if they weren't playing fair with me because they were all being dumb already! In fact, they instigated that I should legally get in trouble and it never got to that point. Crazy Lee lost and was being dumb! 

My interactions with others are doing way better now. I've improved so much and have had to cut-off a couple friends even though I don't want to. They were being dumb, too! 

Finding Working Strategies to Make Money

I'm going to state that I'm not the right source for figuring out how to make lots of money. It's just unnatural to search for something from someone that helps make you a lot of money while not having ever needed to pay anything for it. Pirating entertaining resources is one thing, and maybe there's a good book out there to help get you started but to put it altogether, it's going to take some effort on your own personal end.

I found that putting my own line of effort has felt a lot more natural and comfortable for me these days. It could be that I've been lucky enough to find the right resources for me. I did cough up some money though to subscribe to an investing group that I really bought into. Now, I think it's just going overboard if I try to look for more groups of the same caliber and have to pay for it. 

I pretty much have all that I need to get started and won't have to pay for any more services until I've finally done well enough to buy all the services of the investment group I'm with and begin playing a rich man's game. I could say that I'm at the second level out of four tier groups right now. My stocks have been averaging 10% profit for the last six months already. It's really not that bad to start out and the average is even beating my employer's 401 K plan. 

I think I've finally found a working version of the holy grail for making money in stocks and the Forex market now. The Forex market is something that I have been testing by myself for a while, so it is technically my baby. I've searched and hung on to some indicators and my style seems to be working well for me. I'm probably not going to share that one because I don't ever see myself putting in the time to understand fully why it works for me. It just makes me money when it's spot on, and I don't want to put my seal of approval onto something that I don't fully know the inside and outside of. 

The argument of not having clients for me is that if my method is working so well and makes me so much, then I don't really need any commission from others. I can just be that lucky person to benefit off of having put in enough natural effort on my own. I'm really happy as it is already to keep on improving my craft and maintaining a steady flow of wealth. 

If anybody else is really interested and doesn't do it from just giving up hope, having too many worries, or never finding any time for it then he's dumb and deserves to never make any money off of it. If he tries and ends up losing too much money and gives up later on, then he's also dumb! It's pretty much that black and white to me. 

Staying Better Disciplined

I guess since I have chosen to become a self-employed, part-time investor/trader to make a full-time living, this should give me a lot of independence with my choices of activities and endeavors once it starts bringing in consistent paychecks. I remain a pretty steadfast Christian at heart to this day. I do lack some self-control though when I have all this time to myself. Perhaps opening my heart to a good woman and getting married to her will help me stay grounded. It's also what I desire to do now. There is a small and physically fit lady friend I'm romantically interested in. 

I'm also interested in a coworker and think she's hot! I'm still stuck at trying to make a move on her though. It could be too late, so the conventional thing to do for myself would be to just think of her as just a coworker and be ready for moving on, if she already found someone to settle with. 

I'm pretty happy underneath, so I don't mind these predicaments happening. It's a small struggle to communicate my true feelings and connect well with my other lady friend at a whole new and romantic level though. I think she might have some sort of feelings for me underneath, but I haven't been able to fully bring that out yet. I'm trying to stay a non-jealous and understanding type so far, since I prefer always maintaining positive energy. I think I have a great shot with her. She might become my future all-around and beautiful wife! 

The downside to being in a relationship with her is that she already has a few exes who couldn't keep up with her and has been divorced almost three times already! This isn't going to look good at all to my parents, but I feel there's a genuine connection with her and we could seriously stay a lifelong married couple. I guess if I bring in steady paychecks with my investing/trading career that I'm working on now, then it won't really matter anymore what my parents think as long as I'm happy about it. 

The past to me is all history and she has no children to take care of and has been wanting a family for some time. I think she's a very deserving and really nice person. She does get cranky and expresses her complaints quite often with me, but I just don't mind because I think her concerns are reasonable. Best of all, I think an intimate relationship with her would be a lot of fun and staying married would make living life that much better. 

Accepting Bad Situations in Life

I think the biggest issue for me is dealing with dumb people. These dumb people like to complain about situations while being frustrated and so hot-headed. They should go see a therapist about it, but I haven't had the chance to tell them that and probably won't ever from just how it looks and the mood I put myself in with them. 

They're just dumb people and I have to work with it while staying relaxed about it much as possible. It's just how it is. I'm okay with accepting it, and if I was to go off tangent because of dumb people ruining my life then I would be telling myself I need to go see the therapist. I don't want to go see the therapist, but they should stop complaining and acting out in frustration sometimes. In other words, therapy will be a great option for them! 

Things to Work On

It looks like I'm pretty happy about watching Family Feud with my parents during the evening. After that, my night just goes downhill from losing some personal focus. It's because I start getting really sleepy and don't want to push myself anymore.

I tried drinking some green tea last night but it didn't seem to be working as well as I would like. I think I'll try out coffee instead this time and even listen to that relaxing music that gets me in the mood for being proactive.

What I would like to get done at the bare minimum is work on my stocks, trade Forex and cryptocurrency, and take care of my second round of personal hygiene before going to bed. I'll just do these things and then whatever next. If I end up working out after taking an evening shower then I'll just rinse myself off really quick then. Might as well just take care of my bare minimum to stay happy. 

Dealing With Personal Truth

I believe that it's absolutely fine with being below average if you are happy with it. If not, then it's because I think you are being dumb about it. If you start complaining about it or acting out in any type of frustration, then you should probably go see a therapist. I see that there's really two options: stay dumb or do something to improve. Going to see a therapist is an option for improving yourself.

The way I see it is that a lot of people think they are doing something helpful for themselves but when they go back to negative thoughts after a little while then they are back to being dumb again. I'm pretty much around dumb people all the time! Maybe a decent majority of people are pretty dumb to begin with already. I think only a handful of them are truly happy with where they are at, so that would mean they aren't dumb from probably not caring about their personal status.

I guess a person can do hobbies to keep his or her mind off of stress and escape from being really dumb whenever he or she feels things aren't going the way they should.  There's probably a limit to the amount a person can put his or mind into it before letting the negative thoughts take over again. 

For myself, I accept that I'm a dumb person sometimes too. It's just that I'm happy with where I'm at so far, so maybe I'm not too bad compared to what others are going through. I'm basically saying that if you aren't happy about anything then it's because you are being dumb and should consider seeing a therapist. You deserve to be where you are at currently. To reiterate, stay dumb or do something to improve. Seeing a therapist would be for improving yourself.   

What Being Average Means Based On My Past Experience

We all have different and countless experiences in life when compared to one another as unique individuals! This church I went to in the past believed that we shouldn't compare ourselves to each other to be happy. In other words, I take it to mean that ignorance is bliss. 

I never truly agreed with it and always bothered me. I tried to let them spoon-feed me such nonsense like that which didn't have much spiritual meaning either but it was taken seriously by them. 

Well, they are a small church and not mainstream to begin with and will never get there no matter what they do. They are just too dumb as a whole to make such a huge impact like that in this world. 

The reason I kept going there was because I was struggling with my personal confidence and wanted to work on relating to others. 

They became close to the worst friends to try to do that. It's a bad church to me, hands down. I'm not going to disregard that it might be a different experience to another person. I have a friend who used to go there agreeing with me in private that they aren't that great of a church. I even left a review on them and they couldn't have it removed while even attempting it. I voiced my opinion so freely and with no shame! This goes down to how I have some beef over the beliefs that the church was trying to instill in others. They are being stupid about it. A few of their teachings that I can't tolerate with them don't even matter that much in general and they can't support it too well with strong backing. 

It seems like the people there are just there for something else really like wanting to have a good religious experience more than trying to find some sound spiritual teaching. It makes sense then with how some of the more reasonable people there ended up moving on for good. 

In the first place, they were being hypocrites with how they lashed out at me out of frustration from being so annoyed about how I didn't want to be in agreement with them. I was playing dumb with them by constantly bringing it up to just talk about it with them. 

Overall they are all just being stupid and now that I have my personal confidence, I never really needed them for anything in the first place anyways! 

Living the Average Life

After being alive all this time, I have a personal standard of what it means to be average. I don't need to go anymore above it after to be happy. What I think is average may not be what people believe really is, but in a way it does make sense. 

For me, being average in today's world means being a millionaire with a nice home, married to a beautiful wife or good husband with kids, physically fit, and enjoying a good life. If a person can't obtain this from not knowing how or given up on it then I think he is just plain dumb! It does require intelligence and enough patience to get that point. If the person chooses not to be average and is already happy about it, then I don't think it would even matter to him! 

Based on what I described to be average, I think a lot of people in this world can't do enough for just that. Including myself, they all deserve to be where they are at from not having been smart enough and also patient. If anyone cares about it and thinks someone else isn't deserving to be there, it really shouldn't be their problem to complain about and should go consult a therapist.  

Waiting Patiently for Good Things to Happen

I guess I've bought into the Christian faith a really long time ago. It was hard to live with and understand things at the same time while struggling to be a good student at certain times. All of that has started to become something I can overcome ever since I've gained a lot of personal confidence. 

I'm not really so caught up with relying on people to do things for me on my schedule for personal satisfaction. It's weird but I'm starting to notice that life is about looking around for opportunities and keeping your options open while keeping your window open as much as you can. In other words, I'm no longer feeling so shell-shocked underneath. I used to be a socially nervous wreck that it rubbed off a few dumb people the wrong way. They don't really know that I always mean well in the end, but it does make sense that I may have better advantages in some places that they want and how I conduct myself not connecting so well with them. 

I've grown to become even more resilient and in a better confident mood, regardless of my inferiority complexes. It's funny how I am and hopefully the communication isn't that bad but makes me still lucky enough to keep all of my hopes alive! 

Handling the Little Things Routinely

I think the biggest thing for me is having a mental lapse and going off with doing something else each and every night. This is something that I really need to fix. I think the basic things that I'm really interested in maintaining for myself is just managing my side business of investing/trading, working out, cooking fast and delicious dishes, and managing good hygiene plus a decent all-around looking body. 

Putting it together, it's just four things for myself at the moment. I do also want to make a lot of room in spending time with a significant other. I feel like I'm making some progress with a good lady friend to get to this point.  

New Investing and Trading Approaches

For the later half of last year, my stocks were impressively consistent and gained at least 10% profit to end the year while continuously contributing funds on a monthly basis. It actually did better than the 401K plan my company is providing, but they are giving away free money while they benefit from dealing with less taxes so must be a win-win situation. 

This year, I would like to play more aggressively on my stocks and try to obtain in the range of 30-40% growth. This means that I will also be taking upon greater risk, compared to last year which was so minimal. I think if I end up becoming a rich fart, then there's really no need to risk it so big anymore and live off of it happily while going back to safe investing mode. I've learned how that can be done properly now, but at this time of age, I can handle risking a little more in a reasonable manner for a bigger return. 

For my live Forex trades, it's been flat out breaking even this month from experimenting on placing optimal trades. I also have cryptocurrency pairs that I'm loosely applying my strategy while paper trading on it to get some additional insight. 

I'm starting to come away with two, reliable swing trading strategies that relies on a fast moving average, hi-lo oscillator, and important pivot price levels. It's my secret recipe that I'm still perfecting but mainly to generalize what I'm doing, it's following the main trend which works the most effectively or bouncing off an important resistance or support price area. The latter one is quite complicated and can even be more flexible but I noticed that I need to have at least half confirmation with my indicators on a 4-hour chart to see if I can get things rolling. 

Staying Actively Engaged With Positive Energy

What I'm noticing now is that feelings of boredom and being stuck can sometimes arise after designing a routine for myself. Yet, I think it's just all part of the process of finding this high and mighty ground.

It seems simple after a while, but it can feel so undesirable to carry out on certain days. I think it just comes down to making the most out of your time and trying to get to your ultimate destination without having to make so many leisurely pit stops to the point that it starts driving you crazy! 

I'm much better accepting these days but should still be hard working at it best as possible while keeping a clear and positive conscience. 

Understanding Desires From Future Spouse

It looks like what I want to do the most with my future wife is just be a devoted lovebird couple and have so much fun together. For me, having kids will come second and it will never be out of the picture. 

What I'm trying to put all the pieces together with right now is figuring out the ones who are mutually interested in having a marriage life I just mentioned. I'm totally open to staying good and loving to her while moving on with small regrets if it just doesn't work out. I guess this is the best I can do currently, but in time, I'm going to be having to try making a move on some really good ones I end up meeting and find out in a timely manner that they are single and looking for a good guy to be with. 

From considering my current options, there is one good lady friend who I can eventually get really serious with and enjoy this type of tandem lifestyle. She's had a couple poor life partners and is probably having an easier time getting over her latest ex because I'm just there often to see her and give good company. 

Benefits of Self-confidence

I think being self-disciplined is mainly possible from having already made up your mind with what you want to do. If you are stuck from lacking so much self-confidence like I used to and had minor mental instability issues while being sharp as nails sometimes, it's just going to take a whole lot of those smart genes to wake yourself up!

Self-discipline just means that you acknowledge you have a beautiful goal in mind and realize that life sucks at the moment but you should just keep on putting work into it because you feel like you have to. Try letting self-discipline become hours and then days and then get it close to a hundred years!!! I wouldn't even be surprised if someone became mentally tougher than a Shaolin Monk! 

Applying self-discipline into my life, I already have self-confidence and plenty of it so now it's just self-acknowledging that the moment feels like it just sucks but you are going to still do it because you feel like you have to. This is pretty much applying self-discipline in a nutshell. Having a wonderful attitude about self-discipline is tough sometimes, but that's where self-confidence comes in if you don't already have it. 

I'm starting to see what this meaning is from an intuitive sense, so might as well get my stuff together.  

Benefits of Self-discipline

A long time ago, I had a tutor who was trying to help me get better SAT scores. I really hated studying in high school. I mean who doesn't, right? I really was pretty eccentric and a lost cause but still there was potential underneath that needed to be tapped and nobody was able to reach it except for myself. 

The day it started coming together was when I felt a whole lot of self-confidence from just working hard and thinking positive. I was self-driven to do well enough in school and get 4.0s starting from elementary school and even up to the graduate school level. I guess from just lacking self-confidence, I let the dumbest and lamest people walk all over me while I sarcastically worshipped the grounds they walked on and drove them crazy from texting them harmless messages that they interpreted to be passive aggressive.   

I learned to open myself up like a book from that experience, but that didn't mean my battle was over yet. I needed to gain self-confidence. There you go because I totally found it for myself now. 

*** "Thank the Lord of hosts who reigns in heaven!"  *** 

I feel great and have a nice and physically fit, little girl friend who I get along so well with and see often. We aren't dating yet, so I intentionally spaced out girlfriend. It might get there soon enough since we admitted to liking each other already as friends. 

I still need to touch upon self-discipline, so this post should be called Benefits of Self-confidence. I'll leave it here for today. 

Where I See Myself

I can seriously see myself moving out of my parent's home someday to a nice place of my own with enough money to live comfortably and support my own investing and trading business. In addition, I can see myself getting married too. There is a lady friend I get along really well with and we are seeing each other often while exchanging texts regularly. I think she might really be my type! She's older than me by two years though, but she's treated age like just a number with me. 

She also has a knack for passing along some really helpful tips and I've incorporated them into my lifestyle. I feel like it's possible that she could end up being like a big sister to me, but I still have a desire to date her. We are getting along great and have done a couple road trips together. She really likes me as a friend! In the general scope of things, I guess for her there's family, friends, and then a significant other. 

Transitioning from being her friend to significant other is something I'll be thinking about. It just feels really comfortable to do this with her and I really don't mind her personal nagging issues that much either. I think if we tie the knot then we could consummate the whole marriage and be together all our days. Right now, she's getting out of a serious relationship and I don't want to get hasty with her while giving her time to get settled again first.  

Disciplining Self to Fix Unwanted Acts

I guess my mind tends to wander off a lot, so I need to just get used to feeling bored about something or just take a quick break. This is probably what I'm doing for the most part, before plugging myself back into something I really want to do. 

Now, my life is starting to revolve around making sense and living it out of having some good purpose and direction. What the Lord has done for me is powerful in sustaining my faith upon Jesus. I live freely while keeping in mind some Biblical principles for the modern day world. I feel like how putting my faith upon Jesus and trying to tune in to my audio Bible app daily has brought upon more personal stability for me. It's still not perfect because lots of other things distract me daily, but I'm willing to put in the amount of work I can handle whenever the Lord calls me. 

Living Life Happily While Reaching Goals

Honestly, with the things that we do and how others can come along and share the ride and journey with you, it can truly be awesome. I'm currently thinking about how one can lose weight. It's 80% diet, 20% work out, and 100% mindset! Pretty much, I just have to get my diet in order to lose weight properly. Then, I add in the finishing touches by working out moderately. 

It's amazing how there are great people out there and near us who can go above and beyond. It's a good show while being an inspiration and something you can highly appreciate. We're all more than just a bird and more than a plane. I probably had to work on my communication more back then, but that just came over time with finding my happy ground and personal confidence. 

In time, I guess I'll be trying to win over a good girl who I think is hot but I just want to keep all of this natural so far while keeping it fun for both of us. 

Disciplining the Mind

I think being happy about disciplining yourself is one thing and a pretty tough thing to apply on a consistent basis. Maybe it's really hard to think ahead while you are feeling really pressured and just want to box yourself into something that you can be comfortable with and then apply it as a routine. Not that there's anything wrong with it, but if you like to sit there and think about it like I do, then maybe you will always want to keep on making some improvements for yourself. 

I'm starting to appreciate getting past all this mind over matter stuff. It's true that tolerating pain might get life threatening if you're overdoing it, so there is a certain point your body will just naturally force you to shut off. 

I just think trying to reach these peak limits is pretty cool and worth trying to surpass them on a daily basis. It's almost not even being human.

Being Successful Off Doing Something You Love

I'm really starting to visualize a future of doing well enough for myself as an investor. I am also a swing trader for Forex and honing my low maintenance methods with it as well. I'm practically doing my own thing and hoping it works well enough to be profitable each month! From doing these live trades, I'm not even risking that much because I only care about accuracy.

I figure that by risking small amounts, you stand to lose very little if it goes against you but if you do well on a consistent basis then those small amounts you put in will balloon up to a large amount and build your account. The main thing is pretty much about protecting yourself from mishaps. I can still be happy about risking a small amount and then letting it build up while winning with at least a 1 to 1 ratio or better. 

Out of necessity, it will be about going into work as a software engineer now. My true occupation that I have always longed for has been profiting off a systematic and low maintenance approach of making trades and investing. It's surprising to me in that not too many friends and family I know are into doing it this way nor can they fathom getting themselves into it. It's just in human nature to be greedy while taking a chance and then making careless mistakes. 

I remember how hard it was for me in the beginning, but I have been paying my dues for this and I believe that I'm at the right age for it now too. For now, I'm building my portfolio accounts off of taking part in the stock market, Forex, and cryptocurrency. These all have low barriers to entry and eventually, I will be expanding to include options, pre-IPOs, bonds, precious metals, and even real estate. 

Keeping a Disciplined Approach

I know it's really hard, but the main thing is to be patient while overcoming worries and anxiety. I guess it's pretty much about doing the best you can on a daily basis while getting around to realize how some things that interest you are done. 

From learning that I prefer being more of a hands-off type of person, it makes sense that I became an investor on the side. I'm starting to catch on to managing risk while navigating through the market cycles. 

Making Sense Out of Building Wealth

I guess for my day job, I need to constantly stay focused and do good work. It's not even been a year yet and I'm just warming things up on the go while basically not trying to lose a lot of money. It's just cool with how things have been coming along for me.

I totally realize that I want to make my money from an investing and hands-off approach. I'm pretty detached about money and see it as a vehicle to get to my intended destination. I don't see money as the most important thing in the world, when examining it at the global scale of things. 

For the time being, I want to work hard and earn income to put into my savings and get rich from investing and trading properly with this long term and low maintenance approach. I have grown to really enjoy it personally and something to incorporate into my daily regime until I've built enough to last my family and me a few times over. 

Obtaining Greater Intrinsic Value

This is a pretty difficult thing to grasp and I'm finally making note of it. I struggled with this all my life for the most part because I never felt satisfied enough with what I was doing on my own. 

It just comes down to a few simple sentences for me. I think obtaining ultimate satisfaction with the right lady comes down to maintaining a lot of self-confidence and patience in finding the right girl to be with while also being the right person for her and doing things well enough for yourself to make her happy! 

It makes a whole lot of sense, right? I came up with it on my own intuition after going through many years of worry and personal misery. Here's another useful thing to keep in mind.

Since obtaining personal gratification for temporary pleasure is so easy these days from having or being able to buy the right tools, how much more better would it be to hold out a little longer while putting in enough hard work and then obtain something that means more and keeps on lasting for a while? I'm saying that you could find high quality women who have much more to offer than the current attractive ones who could be bought for just a price. 

After all, there's really no need to dwell on personal fantasies anymore or find that type of entertainment and go after working hard to live out your dreams! 

Working on Making Profit

I currently believe that my most reliable way of investing is to play with stocks from allocating the proper amount. As of this moment, I have now taken some interest in also working with cryptocurrency. I'm not putting all my eggs in that one though and playing with just a minimal amount. 

Eventually, I want to work with options, bonds, and the real estate market. For the time being, I need to save up for doing those things and the best I can do so far is playing with stocks, cryptocurrency, and Forex. 

In the long run, I don't think I will have to be a software engineer anymore, but it is my go to choice in case I ever need to pay my dues for building my wealth. With what I can do now, I'll just put in the work to create something that is reliable enough to build myself some solid wealth.

Progressing Further

Yesterday, I ended up digressing off my personal agenda by watching YouTube videos on entertaining wrestling videos. I also read some user comments, along with a few question and answer articles from WWE legends themselves. I was a fan a long time ago, but I was just curious about how they all managed to keep a straight face. It was fun reading some details about behind the scenes. 

I ended up managing my stock and forex trades last night, while also taking care to floss and brush my teeth. A special lady friend texted me some advice about whitening your teeth. You know, I really like her and think we could make it work with being together for the rest of our lives. She's an alpha-driven type of person and very confident with staying self-composed around people. It's like she can wear revealing clothes and brush off weird comments if she had to. I think she's hot for the most part, too. 

Adding on one little thing to another, I think I want to add in an evening shower now and take better care of getting rid of my minor toe fungus. 

One Baby Step at a Time

My goal with making money in stocks and swing trading Forex right now is to reach past $5,000 in profit. It's only a small baby step for me. I don't mind taking my time getting there either and don't want to risk it too big also. The good thing though is that I did purchase the proper tools to keep track on my stocks 24/7. I believe that it will deliver me a lot of profit, now that I'm set on a systematic way with making money. It looks like I'm just going to need to check it once a day for maintenance, unless I get early alerts to close out trades!  

Since this is what I want to mainly focus on for earning a fortune someday, I don't think I really have to focus on building my programming skills anymore and just work at my current job to bring home a paycheck and use a portion of it to invest while taking care of personal expenses. I consider myself lucky to have reached this position.

Staying Up Little Longer

A good thing about last night is that I managed to stay awake a little longer before passing out on my chair. I managed to do the first task which was investing while listening to my relaxing music. I guess I was plugged into it for a little while, so maybe I should take a break from it this time by also getting my workout in.

It's really starting to make sense to me with getting serious about this whole investing and swing trading thing. I only have about $15,000 in it so far and contributing roughly 15% of my pre-taxed income monthly. I've been managing a steady average of 10% profit for several months which hasn't been a bad start, but now I want to target a bigger average of profit. 

I think the proper strategy will be adjusting my allocated portfolio to suit my needs. Eventually, I would like to build up my portfolio to a $100,000 value before I start getting really serious about expanding upon my investing options. It'll probably land there eventually. 

Getting Around to Doing Main Goals Properly

I guess it's going to be just taking baby steps while micro-managing myself. I mean I feel great and confident with myself for the most part. I'm totally ready to take on a stable marriage, once I can break away from living at my parent's place and afford a nice home and good life. 

What's really cool to me is that I'm not even worried about being rejected by the girls I'm totally interested in for whatever reason. I can still stay nice with them no problems and maybe they'll still be cool about hanging out. I guess it's just taking baby steps to get there. I'm having such a good time these days.