This is something that I felt was like divine intervention or something. It's just a weird feeling I get whenever I hear the sirens of the paramedics, cops, or fire fighters' trucks: I think they are coming after me. I think the reason why I felt this way a little is because I wasn't letting go of an incident that had so many people against me. Those people are wrong morally and mentally from having gone crazy with my personal, girl problem but still it made me get that scary feeling underneath my gut.
Since I've decided to move on and feel like I could be better than them in everything I do and will make a strong effort to get there, I don't really worry so much about the sirens anymore. Heck, I even feel I could talk my way out of things to the big boys they hire to try to kill me or something. I'm just thinking that going further with it won't benefit that much because the topic to have gone crazy over was so little, and it's their bad and they don't want to clean it up. They aren't even a threat to me, so why should I focus so much energy on something where they showed to be complete fools over to fix an incident that won't even do much good for others? It's just becoming completely nuts.
I'm just going to move on with the incident, but this whole time I was just searching for the reasons why everything happened so that's why I hung on to it. The reason for communicating in any way possible is because my personality intends on staying friends with just about anyone no matter what happened and no matter how much I'm angry and bug the other person. It's time to let go of the unimportant incident and move on for me. It was a girl problem, after all and pretty surprising that it actually happened to me and how I learned a lot off of it.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
Friday, September 27, 2013
Girl Problems
I have finally come to the ultimate closure of all time! All my problems that I focused on during the past years were deeply rooted on having girl problems. It was right under my nose all this time. The incident involved me being frustrated from being shy about asking a girl's personal life; it wasn't even over asking her out on a date, but I did have a crush on her so maybe, it would have led to that. I was just scared of the overwhelming feeling I would get, if she said she had a boyfriend.
From my deep routed frustrations of being shy, it scared them a whole lot and they came up with different views about it they didn't like with me and caused a majority to get carried away with their view. It's funny now because just the other day, I asked a girl who I felt was okay if she was dating anyone; after she said, yes, I felt this overwhelming feeling of sadness that I wasn't expecting. It's funny because I can laugh it off, but I was just feeling a little jealous about her having someone to possibly settle down with. I was like, I want to settle down too with someone nice to myself. I was feeling really tortured and uncomfortable underneath at the moment after having asked her, but at the same time I was trying to laugh it off and now after the feelings went away really fast, I think it's funny to recall the moment.
From my deep routed frustrations of being shy, it scared them a whole lot and they came up with different views about it they didn't like with me and caused a majority to get carried away with their view. It's funny now because just the other day, I asked a girl who I felt was okay if she was dating anyone; after she said, yes, I felt this overwhelming feeling of sadness that I wasn't expecting. It's funny because I can laugh it off, but I was just feeling a little jealous about her having someone to possibly settle down with. I was like, I want to settle down too with someone nice to myself. I was feeling really tortured and uncomfortable underneath at the moment after having asked her, but at the same time I was trying to laugh it off and now after the feelings went away really fast, I think it's funny to recall the moment.
Concentrating On Good Stuff
I'm finding myself daydreaming by playing back my daily interactions with people and myself in my head. I do this a lot while at work because it's like my body is doing one thing but my mind is fixated elsewhere. I guess in those movies, it depicts some characters working at a job and feeling really bad about a breakup or heavy loss. I, myself, am like the type who lives through that discomfort while thinking about and doing the required work.
From having let go of those thoughts momentarily and putting my full effort and focus on getting the work done, I'm finding that I'm more efficient and faster at managing those tasks. When I think about other stuff and do the same, tedious work, I become more slower at finishing things. I guess I'm smart enough to personally realize it. It's starting to become fun playing a personal game with myself of letting go of those minor incidences that seriously tick me off and focusing on the just doing the work. I'm probably good for about five minutes before a random thought pops up on my head. I guess it's something my body does to adjust to the boredom of my job. I can have some serious and deep conversations within myself over incidences and it's pretty crazy; then, I'll start messaging on Facebook to bother some strange girls who don't want to be my friend. I've been a lot smoother at it these days, so those girls don't seem to overreact in a crazy fashion like they used to with me.
From having let go of those thoughts momentarily and putting my full effort and focus on getting the work done, I'm finding that I'm more efficient and faster at managing those tasks. When I think about other stuff and do the same, tedious work, I become more slower at finishing things. I guess I'm smart enough to personally realize it. It's starting to become fun playing a personal game with myself of letting go of those minor incidences that seriously tick me off and focusing on the just doing the work. I'm probably good for about five minutes before a random thought pops up on my head. I guess it's something my body does to adjust to the boredom of my job. I can have some serious and deep conversations within myself over incidences and it's pretty crazy; then, I'll start messaging on Facebook to bother some strange girls who don't want to be my friend. I've been a lot smoother at it these days, so those girls don't seem to overreact in a crazy fashion like they used to with me.
Making Adjustment
From working the second shift, I work from 2 - 11 pm. The benefit is that I get time to myself in the morning and to run some personal errands and get to wake up late. The main drawback is that most people work the regular 8-5 pm shift. Therefore, I'm left with time to hang out only during the weekends.
The work hours isn't really my main concern and finding someone like me to settle down has actually been fun. The thing I'm a little aware of that grabs my attention is that when I come home, I'm usually on the couch watching T.V. and passing out on there. I don't really want to continue that silly habit anymore. I'm going to try to focus more on dealing with my priorities even if I don't have anything to do; I might as well develop some personal projects to keep myself occupied then and get to working on those things. Like for instance, I could research and do boring stuff like learning another language instead of looking to entertain myself with interesting stuff on T.V.
I think it's just a matter of preference but I like the idea of being more grown up these days and think the whole keeping myself busy on other things besides watching T.V. and surfing the web for pointless information to keep my mind entertained would be more practical and beneficial for me. I think having fun with lesser minded friends would balance out the whole being bored most of the time feeling. It's just a matter of discipline and wanting something badly enough to work hard for it. Getting all wish-washy seriously gets old after awhile for me, so might as well abandon those thoughts.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Losing Weight Properly
I've been setting upon a journey of dropping a few additional pounds because I'm only about 10 pounds away from being at my ideal body type. There are a few things to keep in mind, but the main thing is to know what type of body you have. Most people have self-regulating hormones that will cause them to lose weight if they sleep it off; however, it appears that a lot of adults can't afford a good night's sleep so all this weight could be creeping up on them.
The other types are those who really need to work out and diet to lose weight. Regardless of what type one has, I believe that incorporating all three: proper rest, good diet, and exercise will get a person to successfully lose weight. It seems like a lot of females I know who are trying to lose don't really like to put a lot of strenuous effort into working out. It can be such a hassle and so physically challenging for a girl to try to keep in pace with a man's athletic prowess. Basically, those women just prefer dieting and I guess in most cases, it helps give them a better shape if they were a little too big from the beginning.
From being a guy, I want the maximum effect. I feel the energy in my body draining all the time from working out daily but I like how it feels after I finish. I feel so awake and recharged afterwards. It seems like a person trying to lose weight will mainly specialize in one thing and probably most commonly would be dieting, which is extremely hard to overcome and accomplish for one's body and to maintain consistent discipline. Basically, I'm getting at how a person should afford about 8 hours of sleep if he or she can, limit the amount of calorie intake, and then work out daily while including muscular exercises on alternate days and doing cardiovascular exercises daily to start losing weight effectively and to become a more stronger and confident individual!
For myself, I'm running about 2.5 miles daily and roughly taking about 17 minutes for me, but my trail has some huge hills to traverse so after finishing the run, I'm always drenched in my own sweat. I'm taking just Sundays off because that's the recommendation to follow. I'm adding in push ups and sit ups on alternating days to make my work outs about an hour and man, I'll be a little more exhausted in those days because my reps are adding up. Just for fun, I have decided to add doing a set of maxing out pull ups into my work out program everyday, except on Sundays.
I've become pretty used to committing myself to working out in the mornings or whenever I find time and have felt really good from engaging in them. I've been told I look about five years younger now too, and I like that compliment a lot. The only thing I have to add is proper diet and remember to sleep 8 hours whenever I can. I've learned that I can push myself to stay awake even when the hormones in my head just want to pass out, so sometimes it's a really tiresome drive back home but I'm always putting a lot of effort into it and getting used to it these days. It seems like those sleep hormones only affect me temporarily before I'm able to surge into productivity mode again.
The other types are those who really need to work out and diet to lose weight. Regardless of what type one has, I believe that incorporating all three: proper rest, good diet, and exercise will get a person to successfully lose weight. It seems like a lot of females I know who are trying to lose don't really like to put a lot of strenuous effort into working out. It can be such a hassle and so physically challenging for a girl to try to keep in pace with a man's athletic prowess. Basically, those women just prefer dieting and I guess in most cases, it helps give them a better shape if they were a little too big from the beginning.
From being a guy, I want the maximum effect. I feel the energy in my body draining all the time from working out daily but I like how it feels after I finish. I feel so awake and recharged afterwards. It seems like a person trying to lose weight will mainly specialize in one thing and probably most commonly would be dieting, which is extremely hard to overcome and accomplish for one's body and to maintain consistent discipline. Basically, I'm getting at how a person should afford about 8 hours of sleep if he or she can, limit the amount of calorie intake, and then work out daily while including muscular exercises on alternate days and doing cardiovascular exercises daily to start losing weight effectively and to become a more stronger and confident individual!
For myself, I'm running about 2.5 miles daily and roughly taking about 17 minutes for me, but my trail has some huge hills to traverse so after finishing the run, I'm always drenched in my own sweat. I'm taking just Sundays off because that's the recommendation to follow. I'm adding in push ups and sit ups on alternating days to make my work outs about an hour and man, I'll be a little more exhausted in those days because my reps are adding up. Just for fun, I have decided to add doing a set of maxing out pull ups into my work out program everyday, except on Sundays.
I've become pretty used to committing myself to working out in the mornings or whenever I find time and have felt really good from engaging in them. I've been told I look about five years younger now too, and I like that compliment a lot. The only thing I have to add is proper diet and remember to sleep 8 hours whenever I can. I've learned that I can push myself to stay awake even when the hormones in my head just want to pass out, so sometimes it's a really tiresome drive back home but I'm always putting a lot of effort into it and getting used to it these days. It seems like those sleep hormones only affect me temporarily before I'm able to surge into productivity mode again.
No Lose Forex Trades
I placed a EURUSD trade early yesterday and after dropping to a support level, it started raising back up to a profitable trade. Because I wished to enter another trade today, I simply set this one at break-even after being about 10 pips up. I then looked for other opportunities and noticed that USDCHF had a nice short trade opportunity. However, it looked as though the support level was going to be tested and wasn't sure if there was confirmation. Just for testing purposes of my indicators, I saw there were three positives from my methods: a Fib level made a nice resistance, the candles made a nice bearish movement with an engulfing candle, and my indicators were giving off signs that there was a bearish divergence.
Even though I was a little worried about the support level that was to be tested being close, I decided to give this one a try and it ended up going in my favor this time. I currently have two trades at a no loss situation because of my 1:1 RR trailing stop. Another benefit that I didn't check was that there was no news to be expected in interfering with my trades, so that should have been another factor to take into.
Monday, September 23, 2013
Hard Work Routine
I'm starting to catch on to this whole being hard working thing on a daily basis now, even if I am a bit bored. I guess I don't want to ultimately get too carried away that I don't end up discovering my potential that would make me happy. Seriously, one of the things gets me going is this confidence that's a part of me these days; it feels like I am young and witty enough to get things done. Even if I get bested by the nature of the beast, I don't like that bad experience to get the best of me; it's something I sort of like to laugh about in myself, when I'm feeling sad over my own selfish desires.
It totally seems like in some places where I don't think I will receive that much, I actually do get a lot of it and in others, I really hardly receive any when I'm expecting anything good. Anyhow, I'm not going to turn totally mindless about it; I would rather adjust to the occasion and continue living a diligent route with earning a decent living and being someone who could make a difference to people's lives, no matter how big or small I would appear to those individuals. I'm still learning a lot about myself and have a lot to try. Like, what's on my mind right now is that I want to seriously try those brainy games that are believed to exercise your mind and make you smarter. I totally lack a little bit of self-awareness from having a lot of good things happening my brain chemically these days but still, I don't want to feel old when those effects are onto me.
Partnering up with a beautiful female for raising a family someday and enjoying each other's devotion to each other is seriously going to be a challenge! First off, I need to find somebody who meets that description. It seems like a lot of people close to me are expecting me to tie the knot sooner or later and for those friends who don't, they seem proud of me for making the effort. It's better to work hard at being balanced today, instead of letting it off to give into the distractions that the day has to offer and to wait for another day. Even if the feeling isn't right at the moment to begin changing it around, making the push to adjust at places you are struggling by accepting your mistakes and changing those regrets into actions whenever you are aware of it can later turn into a daily task! It's just going to take a lot of time, but hanging on and holding on and then making those actions will dramatically change an unhappy person's life.
It totally seems like in some places where I don't think I will receive that much, I actually do get a lot of it and in others, I really hardly receive any when I'm expecting anything good. Anyhow, I'm not going to turn totally mindless about it; I would rather adjust to the occasion and continue living a diligent route with earning a decent living and being someone who could make a difference to people's lives, no matter how big or small I would appear to those individuals. I'm still learning a lot about myself and have a lot to try. Like, what's on my mind right now is that I want to seriously try those brainy games that are believed to exercise your mind and make you smarter. I totally lack a little bit of self-awareness from having a lot of good things happening my brain chemically these days but still, I don't want to feel old when those effects are onto me.
Partnering up with a beautiful female for raising a family someday and enjoying each other's devotion to each other is seriously going to be a challenge! First off, I need to find somebody who meets that description. It seems like a lot of people close to me are expecting me to tie the knot sooner or later and for those friends who don't, they seem proud of me for making the effort. It's better to work hard at being balanced today, instead of letting it off to give into the distractions that the day has to offer and to wait for another day. Even if the feeling isn't right at the moment to begin changing it around, making the push to adjust at places you are struggling by accepting your mistakes and changing those regrets into actions whenever you are aware of it can later turn into a daily task! It's just going to take a lot of time, but hanging on and holding on and then making those actions will dramatically change an unhappy person's life.
Benefits Of Optimism
One of my buddies was really attracted to this one girl and she ended up inviting him out to her party but he didn't want to go. I was wondering what was up, and it's because he's with too many worries and they ended up bringing him down to not even act to avoid conflict. It's pretty interesting how he is really passive aggressive and will avoid conflicts. He was also making weird comments on Facebook with this one pretty girl he was mad at and then he ended up deleting his comments and removing her as a friend after he participated irrelevantly with me on one of her discussions. I had told him on that post that he should tune it down until his next big raise!
The guy likes to think about all the worst outcomes and that is pretty much how he structures his life around. He does like flirt to around with risk in a safe manner like gambling and when the moment he hits a small bump on the road, he bails out. I guess one of the reasons he can't be fully optimistic all the time is because he bases a lot of his decisions emotionally and fails to think it through in a smart manner. He also likes to convince himself with the biggest fact to be the "No go" or "go get-er". It's easy to think simple and selfish like that, and I guess it's natural but the effort being made in the head is all worth it in the end though. Maybe it's true like he said, he's meant to be on God's good humor.
One of the billboard signs I saw is, "Healthy = hugs". Another sign I saw is "Optimism = healthy". It feels really good to hug my female friends sometimes, I won't lie! It's great to be optimistic for a guy because it promotes a lot of inner confidence with a hard work ethic, and it's very attractive for many people too.
The guy likes to think about all the worst outcomes and that is pretty much how he structures his life around. He does like flirt to around with risk in a safe manner like gambling and when the moment he hits a small bump on the road, he bails out. I guess one of the reasons he can't be fully optimistic all the time is because he bases a lot of his decisions emotionally and fails to think it through in a smart manner. He also likes to convince himself with the biggest fact to be the "No go" or "go get-er". It's easy to think simple and selfish like that, and I guess it's natural but the effort being made in the head is all worth it in the end though. Maybe it's true like he said, he's meant to be on God's good humor.
One of the billboard signs I saw is, "Healthy = hugs". Another sign I saw is "Optimism = healthy". It feels really good to hug my female friends sometimes, I won't lie! It's great to be optimistic for a guy because it promotes a lot of inner confidence with a hard work ethic, and it's very attractive for many people too.
Making A Difficult Choice
The personality of a person is generally what will cause him or her to act out in desirable lifestyle choices. One thing for certain though is that there are commonalities people can share even though the way it got there could be different, such as marriage or becoming wealthy. A struggle that I have been making myself is my personality having a deep root of desiring friendship and a peaceful relationship with all the crazies I've ever come across e.g. man, woman, dog, cat, or even baby.
Yeah, those animals and people have made me upset or angry with them before but still deep down inside, I just want to laugh about all the pains they have caused me and get them to move on without overreacting with me whenever I bring up a sensitive topic about them. The thing I have to remember is that they have never been a threat to me, so there's no reason for me to go policing them all of a sudden.
I've come up with a decision and hopefully, it's a great one but at least it's considerably normal, I'm leaving behind that one crazy group I've been struggling to normalize over the past couple years. My main reason is that there really isn't enough good out of it to work that hard for it with them. I've also figured out that they have an inability to truly harm me, so moving on from them might actually be the more strategic advantage on my part. What I mean by that is that I won't really have to spend so much gas money driving up to that beat up location, which is basic and for the more intricate way of thinking, being on good terms with them isn't going to settle much. Might as well just drop everything and leave it behind and move on now. I believe that I am also the better person too because I don't need to make anti-social decisions when I'm about staying friends no matter how emotionally affected I became. I think I'm just going to set up a better life than theirs in remembrance of them in the back of my head and completely move on without worrying about their ineffectiveness.
Saturday, September 21, 2013
Purely Enriching Goals
I think everybody has goals that would make them feel happy. A few could use some help in creating better goals for happiness, but those exceptions just can't be helped no matter how hard you try. Like for instance, this one guy I know thinks hitting on women while getting away with touching them and not getting in trouble is the greatest thing in the world; he then goes on to describe how he's like the ultimate player from doing something weird like that. What a character especially because he doesn't want to change!
Anyway, losers allow their past hurtful experiences and giving up on something that was cherished to formulate their current endeavors. The guy I described above pretty much has this touching fetish because he's trying to be very sensitive with females but feels that touching them like on the arm and hands or even the leg if he can get that far is his way of taking a chance of something risky and getting to experience what it feels to be a man! His heart was also broken by a young and beautiful high school girl, so he prefers doing this touching with young girls who graduated high school because they are of legal age and it reminds him of that experience of how he can prove himself to be better. There's really no way to change him, but I told him as long as you aren't offending them and not getting in trouble with it, and he agreed with me on that note. It's a pretty weird profile for him, but okay.
Basically, what I just described is a loser's goal and it basically makes him so happy because he's done it for so long and convinced himself to think that way. Yes, there are exceptions to making great goals but for myself, I seem to take on fulfillment from doing something I could freely be a giving person in like studying to becoming a physician's assistant (PA). I also take after my past enjoyment of obsessing over computer technology, so getting I.T. certificates is another that I'm also interested in pursuing after and then possibly locking a career in it. My goals seem to be about being happy with helping people and doing a lot of cool stuff!
Time To Pawn Poker
I basically suck at playing poker. I've had it with the high and low swings and can't stand it anymore. I'm going to pawn it for a trading career. The only time I will play poker is if I'm in Las Vegas or some friends want to play poker to kill some time. Other than that with my personal time, I'm going to focusing on other things that interest me.
I'm one of those flexible guys with a thousand other interests and always constantly looking forward to adding more interesting stuff to try out and be engaged in. Poker takes up too much personal time, if I get engaged in it and also the swings suck for me. The professionals are pros because they live through all of that; my hats off to them and salute because they are one-of-a-kind people and pretty sociable I should say, but I'm never going to be one of them. I'm done with professional poker; I'm doing something less time-consuming and more riskier with the excitement of having other distractions which is trading currency.
I'm one of those flexible guys with a thousand other interests and always constantly looking forward to adding more interesting stuff to try out and be engaged in. Poker takes up too much personal time, if I get engaged in it and also the swings suck for me. The professionals are pros because they live through all of that; my hats off to them and salute because they are one-of-a-kind people and pretty sociable I should say, but I'm never going to be one of them. I'm done with professional poker; I'm doing something less time-consuming and more riskier with the excitement of having other distractions which is trading currency.
Work Out Goals
My current endeavors are to do push-ups, sit-ups, pull-ups, and running 2.5 miles. I basically run and do pull-ups everyday except on Sundays. My goal is to do two sets of 75 push-ups and then 80 push-ups successfully with one minute of rest in between and then to perform 160 sit-ups. I am currently at 29/34 push-ups per set and 100 sit-ups. It also includes repeating this work out again after performing the sit-ups and resting for one minute.
The amount of pull-ups I wish to perform is 30. I am currently at 6 or 8, if I want to count baby pull-ups. The run time is pretty solid already, but I am just running to maintain my health and to see if I could develop a more faster two-mile run. Once I reach my goals, I'm going to start doing the crazy and renowned home workouts known as P90X and Insanity. During those exercise programs, it will require me to have a healthy diet along with taking the right dietary supplements for maximum results in my physical body. I am looking forward to that day I change over, but I will always be implementing running as a favorable exercise.
The amount of pull-ups I wish to perform is 30. I am currently at 6 or 8, if I want to count baby pull-ups. The run time is pretty solid already, but I am just running to maintain my health and to see if I could develop a more faster two-mile run. Once I reach my goals, I'm going to start doing the crazy and renowned home workouts known as P90X and Insanity. During those exercise programs, it will require me to have a healthy diet along with taking the right dietary supplements for maximum results in my physical body. I am looking forward to that day I change over, but I will always be implementing running as a favorable exercise.
Anticipating Weekend
I am definitely around a group of interesting guys most of the time. The way that I'm living my life is that I'm starting to hang out with females a little more and experiencing what their side is about. I'm pretty open to it and even though I don't agree with every aspect that a crazy girl might do, I'm still okay with just being friends and having a normal conversation.
Throughout the week, it's pretty much work and focusing on my career with little time to attend to personal matters like dating. It's during the weekend that I find myself having the most relaxed time off and enjoying all of the free time. My mind and heart are just starting to really mature and be happy about taking on responsibilities that I should have always been doing. I'm no longer really finding exciting computer games to be such a useful hobby anymore.
There are a variety of things that I enjoy doing, and I'm pretty much flexible so with my decisions, I need them to be pretty stern and also my morals aren't really to be in strife with anyone so I need to go after the best things that would be best suited for me now. It really doesn't matter how much a crazy individual thinks you are crazy for anything or how much they start overreacting, what's important is that you find your personal awareness of what you can get out of something and then examine if it's worthwhile to go after something. There's really no right or wrong in this pursuit, as long as the crazy individual isn't getting hurt. He or she might get offended but that's only because she's being well over the top and having a hard time getting over some feelings.
The way I'm starting to see it is that I have to examine the rewards of doing something of my natural self which is still staying a friend even long after a conflict that never resolved itself is really worthwhile with some people. My little crazy sister is a definite yes! Some other people, maybe not so much because of their personally, crazy belief system.
Throughout the week, it's pretty much work and focusing on my career with little time to attend to personal matters like dating. It's during the weekend that I find myself having the most relaxed time off and enjoying all of the free time. My mind and heart are just starting to really mature and be happy about taking on responsibilities that I should have always been doing. I'm no longer really finding exciting computer games to be such a useful hobby anymore.
There are a variety of things that I enjoy doing, and I'm pretty much flexible so with my decisions, I need them to be pretty stern and also my morals aren't really to be in strife with anyone so I need to go after the best things that would be best suited for me now. It really doesn't matter how much a crazy individual thinks you are crazy for anything or how much they start overreacting, what's important is that you find your personal awareness of what you can get out of something and then examine if it's worthwhile to go after something. There's really no right or wrong in this pursuit, as long as the crazy individual isn't getting hurt. He or she might get offended but that's only because she's being well over the top and having a hard time getting over some feelings.
The way I'm starting to see it is that I have to examine the rewards of doing something of my natural self which is still staying a friend even long after a conflict that never resolved itself is really worthwhile with some people. My little crazy sister is a definite yes! Some other people, maybe not so much because of their personally, crazy belief system.
Made Cool Forex Trade
The image above is an example of a profitable demo trade I made to test my theories and ideas. Basically, I noticed that the market was on a down trend and by drawing Fibonacci levels accordingly, I observed that a bearish candlestick might be causing a reversal to the small uptrend during my entry. After entering, during the next candle which I have circled, it hit my target profit which was a huge bearish candle!
Overall, I'm really enjoying this set and go style because I wasn't at my computer the whole time the trading platform made the profitable trade. I was actually at work, so I just put in a trailing stop at a 1 to 1 risk reward ratio to protect a good trade for me. Other factors that encouraged me to try this trade out was that it also looked like the market was currently at a resistance level. Also, the trend line I drew looked to have been broken by a bearish candle, so I was like let's enter to see what happens.
My target profit was a 1 to 2 risk reward, so I made profit that would support the idea of breaking even being correct 33% of the time. I want to try out trades by only keeping a simple 1 to 1 RR ratio trailing stop and then see if my trades ride out to capture some more profit! It's been really fun and enjoyable for me and I can totally see this field you have to be knowledgeable in becoming a reality for me someday.
My trading style isn't so keen on using EMAs anymore, even though it is a popular method. I'm just sticking to trading with divergences, support/resistance levels, Fibonacci levels, candlestick patterns, trend lines, and checking the news whenever I can. I'm basically reviewing all that I know pretty often as I can to solidify a strong basis of becoming a professional Forex trader. I can see it being a very rewarding career and a huge blessing to my preferences of a life style.
Friday, September 20, 2013
Doing Priorities First
What I notice the advantages of doing priorities first is that once the task is completed, then it's gold, meaning that you don't have to look back at it again. I found myself doing trivial tasks a lot like playing video games I became bored with as a kid. It makes me laugh how stupid I was. Even though I did senseless stuff like that to try to appease my lustful sensations that never died, I felt so empty and guilty inside all the time. It's just too funny what I went through emotionally.
I'm no longer hurting when I go after tedious task of doing some priority. It's like listening to a boring conversation from a pretty girl. I want to think about something else because I'm so bored and tune out; I'm also aware that I'm about to day dream with this lovely girl's tale and not interact with her at a coffee shop. I just put in a little bit more effort and listen to what she has to say, even though I don't like it at the moment. That's how I think doing tedious and important tasks are like. Even though you don't like it, it's like eating those nasty vegetables when you were little; I think vegetables taste exquisite now but when I was a kid, I was packing up on a lot of sugar and one would know how hyper a kid would turn out to be! From talking to those lovely girls, I'm actually quite glad I completed some priorities everybody thinks about because it impresses them. Also, it feels actually good and something I can be really pleased about from looking back on now.
I'm no longer hurting when I go after tedious task of doing some priority. It's like listening to a boring conversation from a pretty girl. I want to think about something else because I'm so bored and tune out; I'm also aware that I'm about to day dream with this lovely girl's tale and not interact with her at a coffee shop. I just put in a little bit more effort and listen to what she has to say, even though I don't like it at the moment. That's how I think doing tedious and important tasks are like. Even though you don't like it, it's like eating those nasty vegetables when you were little; I think vegetables taste exquisite now but when I was a kid, I was packing up on a lot of sugar and one would know how hyper a kid would turn out to be! From talking to those lovely girls, I'm actually quite glad I completed some priorities everybody thinks about because it impresses them. Also, it feels actually good and something I can be really pleased about from looking back on now.
Not Staying Distracted
There are a lot of things that could distract a person, especially when there's not a lot of things to do to consume time at the moment. First off, I do realize that the most fun of doing something distracting requires two things: money and friends. I know several females who love shopping- it was funny to eavesdrop on this girl I used to like and how she confessed to maxing out her credit card and having to pay the bills. I made her other friends mad because I used the word eavesdrop! They were pretty crazy and should get some help because they didn't get the overall picture and sense. Anyway, even if they don't choose to get help, I am still accepting of who they are and don't mind how crazy they become with me now. I am still scared of how they try to hire the big boys to take me down, but I'm learning to better manage those feelings and prepare better for it without causing too much of a ruckus.
It's pretty funny now that I think the incidents that took place for me, and how others become entertained with some of the stories I share too from my own perspective. I think overall, I am the better person because I still intend on staying friends with them no matter what and not budge from that idealism even if I get super mad or disappointed at them. I have so much confidence underneath me that it feels so healthy and makes me feel alive! It's a great feeling. I see how I'm communicating with physically attractive females a lot better and they are responding positively to me too; yeah, it's a great confidence booster to just feel confident and then more fun and great things happening. Dude, my appearance is young and I think I'm witty enough from the academic efforts I made, so there's all the confidence I need with whatever I need to plan for an outcome. I feel sad every once in awhile over my personal appearance not being the way I want it too, but I think those moments are funny now so it doesn't even hurt my confidence.
It's pretty funny now that I think the incidents that took place for me, and how others become entertained with some of the stories I share too from my own perspective. I think overall, I am the better person because I still intend on staying friends with them no matter what and not budge from that idealism even if I get super mad or disappointed at them. I have so much confidence underneath me that it feels so healthy and makes me feel alive! It's a great feeling. I see how I'm communicating with physically attractive females a lot better and they are responding positively to me too; yeah, it's a great confidence booster to just feel confident and then more fun and great things happening. Dude, my appearance is young and I think I'm witty enough from the academic efforts I made, so there's all the confidence I need with whatever I need to plan for an outcome. I feel sad every once in awhile over my personal appearance not being the way I want it too, but I think those moments are funny now so it doesn't even hurt my confidence.
Normal Way To Let Go
I was a crazy addict and just had so much disregard for my own personal feelings when it came to being competitive at a video game. I remember how I didn't care how boring the game became and just kept playing it, even if it was eating away the hours of my life. It was a really stupid reason! I don't really care how I was in the past anymore and have let it go now.
Whatever comes up my way, I might as well let that take route for me and go with the most stable bunch of people I can go with while being a leader at it. I used to be scared about making people overreact with me or going crazy with me, but now I realize it isn't necessarily because it's your fault. Having done something wrong and the person going crazy with you are two different things. The solution is to pretty much talk it over the right way, and I believe the best way is to be objective, funny, and logically persuasive to the point the other guy going crazy can't argue with you. With women, it's a little different, you can't just start verbally attacking them even though it's fun to do with guys you are mad at; women require a little more skill if you are a guy- you have to use honest and sweet words of encouragement; if done properly, women will be a better blessing then the guy you are arguing with and calling a dumb bell!
Basically, I just rambled on. I think it's safe to say if you become bored with something after having so much high hopes for it and can't do well at it then might as well look for a better option of creating a living. There are some people who have changed their major like five times already and have never graduated but even though I never caught on to that, I can understand how those feelings are normal. If you tried your best and just don't like something about it now and feel like you aren't that good at it, then might as well move on from it from the main course of your life. This is what I'm going to do then. I don't care how much I tried and failed at it; I'm just going to move on and try something else that I'm interested in- I'm human and have so many things I'm interested in anyway and still have something to work with for making a living anyway.
Going Off Strong Convictions
Having a stable belief system will seriously influence one person into a steady direction because when doubt comes the person's way, he or she will probably not stagger from the belief. What I believe these days is something that could be funny but useful for me. I believe in the midst of stupid conflicts, I am young and intelligent enough to get around!
I just have that confidence in me so much nowadays so by looking for a certain way to manipulate the direction in my favor, most often than not I can find a way to eventually be crowned the new champion! Of course, I can't lose interest in the subject matter- that's for sure or see it conflicting with my other arrangements going on. I also need to perceive a reward that would be worthwhile before going after it. I also have to be prepared for handling the worst case scenarios, but mostly, they have been unfair and I have been fortunate in those cases. With all of those things in place, then it makes sense to do what you feel needs to be done!
I just have that confidence in me so much nowadays so by looking for a certain way to manipulate the direction in my favor, most often than not I can find a way to eventually be crowned the new champion! Of course, I can't lose interest in the subject matter- that's for sure or see it conflicting with my other arrangements going on. I also need to perceive a reward that would be worthwhile before going after it. I also have to be prepared for handling the worst case scenarios, but mostly, they have been unfair and I have been fortunate in those cases. With all of those things in place, then it makes sense to do what you feel needs to be done!
Making The Effort
I find myself being weird when I'm driving by myself and talking to myself every once in awhile. I'm getting minor fits of remembering unpleasing moments. I also do a lot of related day dreaming still and sometimes have to make the effort to put that aside to get something else done. It's not an easy challenge with the road I've been taking, but I do enjoy it better these days!
What I have been noticing is that knowledge is power! Somehow, it must be natural to think in a way to want to come up on top for the best interest and by going after it, I believe that the better moral person will usually win, if he or she maintains personal composure. One of the things I am understanding to deal with better is my own anger and not letting it get the best of me.
What I have been noticing is that knowledge is power! Somehow, it must be natural to think in a way to want to come up on top for the best interest and by going after it, I believe that the better moral person will usually win, if he or she maintains personal composure. One of the things I am understanding to deal with better is my own anger and not letting it get the best of me.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Planning Things
I think I should really put my focus on the bigger scope of things in life and really limit my playing time. I guess for my personality, I can't really help it but make friends with people and hang out with them. That being said, I also get a lot of personal time and with this personal time, I need to utilize a lot better because I don't really get a lot of it.
Right now, I'm looking to create a back up plan in case my full-time job doesn't work out. I do have an interest in being a health practitioner of more or less, a physician's assistant. I guess I find the field of medicine to be interesting and soothing in a way to learn about without stressing myself out so much with constant worries of others suing me from being wrong. I would like to go volunteer my services at a third world country once or twice with the medical knowledge I obtain, and it would be like a dream come true for me.
Right now, I'm looking to create a back up plan in case my full-time job doesn't work out. I do have an interest in being a health practitioner of more or less, a physician's assistant. I guess I find the field of medicine to be interesting and soothing in a way to learn about without stressing myself out so much with constant worries of others suing me from being wrong. I would like to go volunteer my services at a third world country once or twice with the medical knowledge I obtain, and it would be like a dream come true for me.
Keeping It Going
There just comes a time sometimes when failing at something or not getting what you were looking for doesn't really bring you down. It's just this natural persistence fueled by a sense of harmonious, personal beliefs that just keeps your work ethic at an elevated level. It feels good to have a meaningful drive and to always expect a positive outcome, even if something didn't go your way at that moment in time. Especially in the form of having a career, it's great to have confidence in a field that won't be going anywhere and for one to develop his or her place in it and then reap the financial compensations that come out of it!
One of the most time-consuming activities that I find myself involved in is planning and then committing to it. It was difficult at first because I didn't really have the confidence or heart to calm down all of my apprehensions. It's like one girl I dated who stated that she was afraid about losing some more weight. One of my biggest confessions about not going dating is that I was still waiting on growing a couple more inches for the last ten years! Well, I abandoned that idea of not dating, but I haven't lost the urge to want to naturally grow some more. Just have to make due sometimes and one of the biggest secrets I have to share is laughter during times of sorrow over shallow matters. What I mean is that with anything selfish about me, if I feel sad in that area, I just think it's funny- like how I feel sad about dating a taller woman, I think it's funny now and it doesn't really hinder me from hanging out with one now. In fact, I've been getting pretty good with talking to girls that I have hung out with a succession of taller women these days. I still want to be taller than them and feel sad occasionally but I think it's funny to laugh about it in my own head and that pretty much just helps me keep going.
One of the most time-consuming activities that I find myself involved in is planning and then committing to it. It was difficult at first because I didn't really have the confidence or heart to calm down all of my apprehensions. It's like one girl I dated who stated that she was afraid about losing some more weight. One of my biggest confessions about not going dating is that I was still waiting on growing a couple more inches for the last ten years! Well, I abandoned that idea of not dating, but I haven't lost the urge to want to naturally grow some more. Just have to make due sometimes and one of the biggest secrets I have to share is laughter during times of sorrow over shallow matters. What I mean is that with anything selfish about me, if I feel sad in that area, I just think it's funny- like how I feel sad about dating a taller woman, I think it's funny now and it doesn't really hinder me from hanging out with one now. In fact, I've been getting pretty good with talking to girls that I have hung out with a succession of taller women these days. I still want to be taller than them and feel sad occasionally but I think it's funny to laugh about it in my own head and that pretty much just helps me keep going.
Another Useful Thing
I have finally realized another basic thing that is hard for a lot of adolescent males to young males in their twenties to come to terms with. It's basically how the appearance of a beautiful and attractive lady isn't the same as what the guy is going to have permanently. The thing that matters more is committing to a beneficial relationship and making it work, besides finding pleasurable moments with a physically alluring beauty. There is more satisfaction and fulfillment in establishing a lifetime partnership with the opposite sex, besides just feeling good about dating a pretty female.
This personal justification that seems to be agreed upon by pretty smart individuals really gets me to adjust my lifestyle a little bit better. Occasionally, I would find myself cheating on my morals but the part that gets me the most is how it feels like a waste of time! Just working towards a fulfilling relationship and being open to incidents that might occur is good enough for me. Having an agreement of dating with a high quality girl has given me the pick up I needed to look at a higher and more meaningful perspective. Even if it doesn't work out, I'm just glad that talking honestly about some life issues with her made me see the better man who I want to be from within.
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Forex Trades Looking Nicer
I'm starting to understand my own simplified style of trading currency. It's definitely speculating because you really don't know what the market is going to do at any given time. I watched this really cool documentary on YouTube about how top traders were putting in billions of dollars in the market just to lower or raise the currency by a couple cents for making profit. It's pretty crazy how they were scalping the market by coordinating with other big banks!
Anyway, my take has been a more eased approach and something I have been longing to do on a part-time basis while letting this thing turn into my main form of living. I'm taking on a day/swing trading approach from just enjoying the style. My employed strategies are in no particular order: Fibonacci numbers, candlestick and chart patterns, divergences, support/resistance, news reports, and trend lines. On top of doing that I will trade no more than one currency per day and add on the next day, if I am in a no lose situation. It's turning out to be quite promising and pretty fun.
I pretty much have a set and go thing where I just use my customized script I wrote to set up a 1 to 2 risk reward trade and then manually put in a trailing stop of 1 to 1. It's still on demo but if I can get it working really well then maybe I might have something that would support my finances in place of having a full-time job.
Monday, September 9, 2013
Going For Most Effective Approach
Now I see that communicating the right way is more important than what I'm feeling at the moment and also more important than saying how you want to help the person with personal advice. It all comes down to talking the right way with incidents where the other person is going a little crazy with you. Afterwards, if you did something literally bad then yeah, that's where you get consequences.
Basically, a person becoming crazy with you and you having done something bad are two separate entities. I guess I thought they both somehow went together for a time being so I was really angry and stuck in a hole somewhere in my heart for awhile. Now, I realize that I'm rather lucky from not having done something so bad that it would give me huge consequences to suffer. No matter what the crazy person tells me or others, I'm fairly lucky that I didn't lose my cool enough to have to face very serious consequences.
What's also even better is that I can now handle talking to the person with issues without losing my own cool now and actually talking about the issue the right way. Even I were to feel like losing it, I can be humble enough to drop the incident at that moment. My intention is to get along with everyone, even if they are going bananas about stuff occasionally; those types of girls shall never be my ideal choice to marry but still I have a natural and unique desire to get along with them. I'm very quite good at managing those feelings from having had such an interesting background and weird persona that would stand out if personalities were visible to everybody.
Might Take A Few Times
Expecting the worst and having the confidence to go through with it because you just naturally desire it isn't always the easiest course to go through in life. There are a lot of factors involved and sometimes you have to let go of some things because there might be something bigger that you desire, and it pretty much overlies a desire.
From having had some successes in my confident approach and seriously not being that emotionally affected by a crazy person, I'm really ready to handle talking about the past with other crazy people that drives them crazy when I bring it up now and to get them to find resolve in the manner and then for them to not become so angry about it anymore. Obviously, they are probably going to feel really silly or worthless about what happened but it's not going to stop them from being their crazy old selves! I don't mind them being crazy so much with me anymore because I won't let it affect me a great deal. Possibly, they'll have a greater motivation to be okay around me and allow me to influence them into being a little nicer with me.
From having had some successes in my confident approach and seriously not being that emotionally affected by a crazy person, I'm really ready to handle talking about the past with other crazy people that drives them crazy when I bring it up now and to get them to find resolve in the manner and then for them to not become so angry about it anymore. Obviously, they are probably going to feel really silly or worthless about what happened but it's not going to stop them from being their crazy old selves! I don't mind them being crazy so much with me anymore because I won't let it affect me a great deal. Possibly, they'll have a greater motivation to be okay around me and allow me to influence them into being a little nicer with me.
Balancing Between Thinking And Acting Out
Through having a calm and collected reassurance with living my own personal life, I believe that it's normal to go after personal desires whether it's thought of it as being selfish or not. My desires tend to be about making the most out of life with myself and inspiring others to have great relations with me.
The principle that I want to try to discuss is about how we should be doing everything out of preparation. Sometimes, things don't go according to plan and when the other person is fretting so much and we are taken a back from feeling mad or annoyed at the person, we need to take some time off from the person instead of continuing to push forward. Then the next step is to build overwhelming confidence that you won't feel angry with what the person is saying or doing to you and that you'll be prepared to handle anything that goes wrong no matter how silly or annoying the situation becomes.
Possibly after taking a breather for awhile and letting go of those angry feelings and once it's pretty certain you can't be so mad that you're frozen and not knowing what to do, then it's time to go back and talk to them while being yourself and letting them calm down with you. This is only if you have the desire to do this. It doesn't matter what they think at this point because you have developed so much personal integrity and self-confidence that you just naturally know what to do on the spot there without losing your own personal cool.
The principle that I want to try to discuss is about how we should be doing everything out of preparation. Sometimes, things don't go according to plan and when the other person is fretting so much and we are taken a back from feeling mad or annoyed at the person, we need to take some time off from the person instead of continuing to push forward. Then the next step is to build overwhelming confidence that you won't feel angry with what the person is saying or doing to you and that you'll be prepared to handle anything that goes wrong no matter how silly or annoying the situation becomes.
Possibly after taking a breather for awhile and letting go of those angry feelings and once it's pretty certain you can't be so mad that you're frozen and not knowing what to do, then it's time to go back and talk to them while being yourself and letting them calm down with you. This is only if you have the desire to do this. It doesn't matter what they think at this point because you have developed so much personal integrity and self-confidence that you just naturally know what to do on the spot there without losing your own personal cool.
Going For A Shoe-In
Looks like going through the days, my mind is just wandering over the same details that just feel really good to play over in my head. I do have this desire though to stay committed to paying attention more these days to my surroundings and others. I'm living in peace right now and it's great! I guess since I developed some guts and used it to find out what I needed to know, I don't really have to be such a great jerk with the same crazy people anymore.
Being always calm and collected is one of the greatest mysteries to solve, it really can help resolve a lot of people issues which are mostly minor. My feelings go on a high and low binge all the time, so I think becoming dedicated must be the number one concern while looking for ways to always innovate and reinvent some personal techniques. I have noticed that the things I planned out in my head don't always go according to plan, but I still seem to remain pretty cool and funny when it doesn't now.
Being always calm and collected is one of the greatest mysteries to solve, it really can help resolve a lot of people issues which are mostly minor. My feelings go on a high and low binge all the time, so I think becoming dedicated must be the number one concern while looking for ways to always innovate and reinvent some personal techniques. I have noticed that the things I planned out in my head don't always go according to plan, but I still seem to remain pretty cool and funny when it doesn't now.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Making More Affordable Costs To Opportunity
From having a pretty decent job and low rent to pay, I have plenty of spending money left over to go for running a little side business and to go have fun with friends. I don't even feel baffled by spending money on a female friend I won't be dating seriously anymore. This giving attitude just feels great and helps me to see a positive, interactive environment while just engaging in so much mutual fun with the female friend. I can't really say girlfriend because everyone would think that way.
I've only had one girlfriend and it was just a simple agreement in committing myself to her. It was done online and she was writing to me as a pen pal. I didn't take my agreement with her seriously, but she was so mad that she wrote she would never write to me again if I didn't say anything and that's what happened. I guess I didn't like her old classic name, "Pam". Now I know Pamela could actually be a very attractive name; oh well, my mind wasn't registering that mature and fast enough at the wild age of 13. I was influenced by the usual stuff that influences some bad adults today. So no, I'm not that innocent even though I look that way. I don't even feel like a loser either if people know what I mean.
I've moved on already, which means that I've learned from my mistakes and don't need some pills to make my life more happier. From making this assertion, I realize that angry people do have a mental condition of being crazy in the moment. If they act crazy by yelling or trying to screw you over and say that it's for your own good or something, then yeah, they are mad with you no matter what they say otherwise. Even though I've felt so angry and communicated my feelings, I've always had a hidden agenda of staying their friend so I'm an absolute exception to the claim- I've never blocked or removed any friend on Facebook either, no matter how annoying or crazy I felt their posts or pictures were. I have never made any rejection either on Facebook and add anyone even if I think he or she is fake; I'm just that good at managing those feelings- I'm pretty unique in this area!
I've only had one girlfriend and it was just a simple agreement in committing myself to her. It was done online and she was writing to me as a pen pal. I didn't take my agreement with her seriously, but she was so mad that she wrote she would never write to me again if I didn't say anything and that's what happened. I guess I didn't like her old classic name, "Pam". Now I know Pamela could actually be a very attractive name; oh well, my mind wasn't registering that mature and fast enough at the wild age of 13. I was influenced by the usual stuff that influences some bad adults today. So no, I'm not that innocent even though I look that way. I don't even feel like a loser either if people know what I mean.
I've moved on already, which means that I've learned from my mistakes and don't need some pills to make my life more happier. From making this assertion, I realize that angry people do have a mental condition of being crazy in the moment. If they act crazy by yelling or trying to screw you over and say that it's for your own good or something, then yeah, they are mad with you no matter what they say otherwise. Even though I've felt so angry and communicated my feelings, I've always had a hidden agenda of staying their friend so I'm an absolute exception to the claim- I've never blocked or removed any friend on Facebook either, no matter how annoying or crazy I felt their posts or pictures were. I have never made any rejection either on Facebook and add anyone even if I think he or she is fake; I'm just that good at managing those feelings- I'm pretty unique in this area!
Time To Begin Searching
From having built so much confidence and no longer minding being rejected while pursuing a girlfriend, I'm ready to go for a figurative hunt in finding a lovely wife! I'm a lot different than possibly 7.5 guys out of 10; I really don't factor in any woman's physical appearance because I already know she can make herself look beautiful. I tend to be very active in a physical manner like going out for snowboarding or taking a light run in the hot sun, so one thing I am looking for is a lady who would be pretty much into hanging out with me most of the time. The romantic parts can come later and the crazy fun moments can happen after making a deeper marriage vow.
My parents are both very well acquainted with ancient arts of raising an Asian family. I myself have adopted a more loose model, but tend to stick to conservatively moral viewpoints on the important matters. I guess I've been fostered pretty well for having developed a love to be pleasing to others and getting on the right page with God based only on all the verses of the Holy Bible. I think I'm going for marrying an Asian woman of my heritage, but for the family I raise, I won't hold a high bar of having to marry the same race anymore. My parents intended on raising me to marry a pure Asian woman of their country and having their Asian grand kids. With me not being very picky about girls, I don't have a problem with it anymore and will look for that venue now. While in the meantime of looking for that one Asian girl to marry, I'll just have fun with girls of any race while hanging out with them as a friend and gaining experience of the type of person I am and getting more familiar with female territory.
My parents are both very well acquainted with ancient arts of raising an Asian family. I myself have adopted a more loose model, but tend to stick to conservatively moral viewpoints on the important matters. I guess I've been fostered pretty well for having developed a love to be pleasing to others and getting on the right page with God based only on all the verses of the Holy Bible. I think I'm going for marrying an Asian woman of my heritage, but for the family I raise, I won't hold a high bar of having to marry the same race anymore. My parents intended on raising me to marry a pure Asian woman of their country and having their Asian grand kids. With me not being very picky about girls, I don't have a problem with it anymore and will look for that venue now. While in the meantime of looking for that one Asian girl to marry, I'll just have fun with girls of any race while hanging out with them as a friend and gaining experience of the type of person I am and getting more familiar with female territory.
Communicating Effectively
One of the hardest parts in communicating with another person, for instance, a girl you like (since I'm a guy); is not allowing your personal desires to take over and try to consume the other person as the object of your affection. Despite those hormonal and natural feelings of wanting to be with someone, it's important for a man to be able to respect another's personal space. What I mean by personal space is respecting their faithful commitments of being with another. There are so much more menial things and getting so worked up and complaining about those things, means that something wrong is going on in the head. However, don't be alarmed because everyone has some type of mental issue; otherwise, there wouldn't be a life worth living for!
I've found myself being able to practice a useful form of talking while not feeling out of whack with anyone. It took me awhile to handle a lady going crazy with me by raising her voice from being angry- I still find it annoying that my own mother could resort to that fashion occasionally, but those feelings of adrenaline where I could scream at the top of my lungs or do a wrestling move and pin a guy in three seconds are something I really don't do anymore. I'm not resorting to those temporary feelings but let's just say, I'm going to keep it on reserve for primal survival instinct.
The way I've been doing it with the angry women who have gone crazy with me to the point of no return is through communicating via words of sweet and honest encouragement. It's important to be truthful because without it, the woman will hate you even more later on, but through honesty, there's really no denying it while you're saying sweet things to her. There's really this sense of emotional security that women possess, and it can come out better by fostering her in a kind, social setting whether it's personal between you and her or not. It's actually a lot of fun to have personal interaction with her and enjoy the moment while setting a good example for others to follow. Along with being able to encourage in a sweet and honest manner which is the general, straightforward idea that all men should have for their wife, I add a little bit of my own fun which is just being naturally funny with her through observant and caring behavior.
I've found myself being able to practice a useful form of talking while not feeling out of whack with anyone. It took me awhile to handle a lady going crazy with me by raising her voice from being angry- I still find it annoying that my own mother could resort to that fashion occasionally, but those feelings of adrenaline where I could scream at the top of my lungs or do a wrestling move and pin a guy in three seconds are something I really don't do anymore. I'm not resorting to those temporary feelings but let's just say, I'm going to keep it on reserve for primal survival instinct.
The way I've been doing it with the angry women who have gone crazy with me to the point of no return is through communicating via words of sweet and honest encouragement. It's important to be truthful because without it, the woman will hate you even more later on, but through honesty, there's really no denying it while you're saying sweet things to her. There's really this sense of emotional security that women possess, and it can come out better by fostering her in a kind, social setting whether it's personal between you and her or not. It's actually a lot of fun to have personal interaction with her and enjoy the moment while setting a good example for others to follow. Along with being able to encourage in a sweet and honest manner which is the general, straightforward idea that all men should have for their wife, I add a little bit of my own fun which is just being naturally funny with her through observant and caring behavior.
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Misled Urges
The predisposition of a boy's feelings is sometimes fostered through the upbringing of what made the boy stimulated! It's pretty funny what I'm mentioning, but I think from having grown a little more mature these days which seemed like was never going to happen, I'm starting to see how my feelings want to go out of control sometimes. It's just that it can offend others when I'm feeling that way and trying to express myself with the wrong people.
I actually notice that with those wrong people, especially the females in general, they express words to convey a hidden meaning of how their insides are turning chaotic and can't handle an unfair situation that well. Even though it ticked me off in the beginning when I was supposedly a victim to a girl raising her voice at me in a crazy manner, I couldn't do anything about it. Now, from having matured a little more, it's actually pretty darn funny with what crazy emotion the girl is letting out.
I see now that my stimuli have taken me into an immoral direction like a man who wants to chase after fleeting pleasures. I see that it's sort of like living a lie and won't really sooth all of the longing desires I have in my heart. It's pretty much living like a hedonistic brat in my own private closet! It's time for me to allow God to undue my fleshly desires that won't promote everlasting life.
I actually notice that with those wrong people, especially the females in general, they express words to convey a hidden meaning of how their insides are turning chaotic and can't handle an unfair situation that well. Even though it ticked me off in the beginning when I was supposedly a victim to a girl raising her voice at me in a crazy manner, I couldn't do anything about it. Now, from having matured a little more, it's actually pretty darn funny with what crazy emotion the girl is letting out.
I see now that my stimuli have taken me into an immoral direction like a man who wants to chase after fleeting pleasures. I see that it's sort of like living a lie and won't really sooth all of the longing desires I have in my heart. It's pretty much living like a hedonistic brat in my own private closet! It's time for me to allow God to undue my fleshly desires that won't promote everlasting life.
Centering On Healthy Goals
I think a lot of healthy attempts in becoming successful and satisfied in life has to deal with not wasting any precious time. For a time being, it felt like computer games and watching interesting films were king in my life. From doing that on a daily basis in college, it felt like I was getting my daily fill but what made it worse is that I felt really guilty from feeling very empty inside and with no absolute direction in life.
Times have changed for me these days. I'm starting to analyze things at a bigger picture and despite my emotions being whacked out of proportion in some areas dealing with a couple mean and peculiar individuals, I've finally learned to come through on a clean basis. I think sometimes the personal mind needs to take an emotional beating of bringing itself down over feelings of play time and then focus on a desired goal like a machine.
It's pretty cool that my positive intent can be communicated rather well with some ladies with crazy feelings at the moment. I'm glad that my sensitivities and actions are all coming into accordance with God's desires on a daily walk. The missing pieces that I have been longing for in my feelings have been connecting, and what makes things so much greater for me is that I don't mind being turned down by others anymore. If I had the time and money then I would have no problems helping to fix what I see wrong in others with an experience that I had; normally, as a unemployed college student, I would have no problems trying to fix the issue right away but I'm not at the stage anymore.
There are bigger things for me to focus on like career, being grounded spiritually, finding someone to settle down with, and developing as a better person, and helping others who are ready and willing to receive it. Even though I am greatly and emotionally ticked off to the point I could completely destroy their image these days, I need to focus on better things and have to let it go. Overall, I'm just happy that it worked out well for me because I obtained what I needed to know and actually demonstrated something nice with full potential and lasting, positive influence.
Times have changed for me these days. I'm starting to analyze things at a bigger picture and despite my emotions being whacked out of proportion in some areas dealing with a couple mean and peculiar individuals, I've finally learned to come through on a clean basis. I think sometimes the personal mind needs to take an emotional beating of bringing itself down over feelings of play time and then focus on a desired goal like a machine.
It's pretty cool that my positive intent can be communicated rather well with some ladies with crazy feelings at the moment. I'm glad that my sensitivities and actions are all coming into accordance with God's desires on a daily walk. The missing pieces that I have been longing for in my feelings have been connecting, and what makes things so much greater for me is that I don't mind being turned down by others anymore. If I had the time and money then I would have no problems helping to fix what I see wrong in others with an experience that I had; normally, as a unemployed college student, I would have no problems trying to fix the issue right away but I'm not at the stage anymore.
There are bigger things for me to focus on like career, being grounded spiritually, finding someone to settle down with, and developing as a better person, and helping others who are ready and willing to receive it. Even though I am greatly and emotionally ticked off to the point I could completely destroy their image these days, I need to focus on better things and have to let it go. Overall, I'm just happy that it worked out well for me because I obtained what I needed to know and actually demonstrated something nice with full potential and lasting, positive influence.
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