I Understand What Drives People Angry With Me

All of the people who get angry with me from doing something that really bothers them and wants me to stop really have trouble with not ignoring things and being aware of everything in their surroundings. I just messed around with some stuff to get a better understanding of this. The reason why I'm capable of messing around with this stuff is because I'm great at pushing the envelope and forcing people to see things whether they want to or not. I was intentionally playing devil's advocate with a recent topic and I was met by an angry mob. I'm just doing some damage control right now, which is actually fun and I guess my goal was to get a lot of exposure from getting the most comments. The only fuel that is keeping me going is the 1 or 2 weird people who stated that they like my controversial statement.

I'm just naturally good at forcing angry people to shine their light away from me. I'm also pretty good at persuading even though I don't really try to for selfish interests only with good people. I make the mistake sometimes of judging who is a good person or not. After awhile, I show my true colors and I can really be a pain to an angry person who is just forced to shut him or herself off with me and experience moments of trying to be by themselves. I do these things by dealing directly with a person, and I always see a way out. I have the normal moral values, so I can almost push the envelope with anything I want and do it in a natural fashion whether people like it or not.

I guess I'll demonstrate what I mean in this whole making people angry and dealing with them by understanding their anger and pain. They are sometimes at the brink of going crazy and could be about eventually entering into a mental hospital. It was not my decision for them to go crazy; it was their own, and they are responsible for making peace with themselves and become rational about a situation. With me pushing buttons and pushing the envelope, I'm still pretty good at persuading and forcing others to see something they don't want to about me.

Disciplining the Mind

It's really important to be able to discipline the mind. I guess I have to really stress it now because I understand that being able to be disciplined or get to a somewhat decent level of it will seriously help make life a lot more exciting. I think discipline is related to commitment, so in a way it's really about doing something pretty long term. Therefore, in an economic fashion having discipline over not trying to err with making money will contribute to making profit.

My life is about to get really crazy in the stuff I'm going to be doing to make a living. I seriously can see how exciting it's going to be for me and that it could really be useful in getting pretty decent dates too if I wasn't already married haha. My friend has told me that I look the part in that I have a successful image if I wear a suit, so I guess a short guy like me might fare okay with gigantic women. Not my initial cup of tea, but okay, my point is that I think I'll be okay with satisfying my wife for the days that are to come ahead of us.

There's a lot of things out there that people don't really know about in general because they are probably not really open to it or maybe, they just don't really care about too much and are happy where they are at. I guess I just have this ambition to do something really exciting and just let it pack in with a multiple degree to receive utmost satisfaction in the present. I think it just means I was happy yesterday and am satisfied right now and will be tomorrow. It's just pretty stable, and I'm doing this while not stepping on anybody's toes. If people are willing to get to that exciting point of their life, and they just want to take that extra step and they get it done then I feel really happy for them. I'm just trying to live a full life right now and report on some findings that's going to contribute to personal growth. If others can take something from what I'm dishing out because I just want to give it to others freely, then I'm happy if they make profit in something I gave for free. 

Making Positive Tidbits

Stability, contentment, and humor are all elements that can be combined properly to receive a positive response from others especially women. I guess I've been doing quite a bit of writing for the last five years, which is detailed on this blog. I've just written random stuff but when it ties together with what I've been recently writing about, the bad parts of it seem to be overlooked now and in fact, I'm receiving a lot of enjoyment with laughing at some of the comments I've dared myself to put down. No matter how denigrating it is for myself, it just feels good that I can find some space with the involvement I was a part of and have a good laugh about it.

Pretty much, I've tried to adopt a positive writing style without trying to be apostatical. As a matter of fact, while trying to compose some posts, I would sometimes feel really auspicious about stuff because I would be feel cravenly about offending others. Then, I drew a conclusion that the truth can't really leave outerspace and disappear from any physical existence. Becoming veracious all of a sudden helped me overcome a lot of stuff- the saying "The truth sets you free!" is a pretty valid claim. Because of this, I now understand some flaws in the women who are closest to me.

My little sister's cat is becoming sort of annoying right now haha. It's just barging into my room asking to be petted and given attention like every five minutes. The only thing I like about it is that it's clean and knows where to go when it needs to take care of business. Yesterday, I played pretty hard even though I was pretty tired from being Sunday of all days in the week. A female friend of mine took charge as usual and didn't get what she wanted so she felt disrespected and made the whole group do a small exodus from this one restaurant to another one right down the sidewalk. She was basically trying to get a friend and me admitted into the restaurant because the bouncer said my shorts were too long which was perceived as discrimination by my other friends. I was really appreciative of her efforts with standing up for me- I will try to always have her back next time whenever she needs it. I was really laughing about the bullocks that went on, along with not really minding that much from being a little exhausted from bowling really hard with them in the afternoon. My friend told me that I dressed conservatively, so I can see why the bouncer was not really all there last night; along with not paying any attention to my female friend who was dressed really nicely.

Understanding Something About Professions

It's been one of those moments where I'm starting to feel that whatever profession people decide to make a living with, it's really about committing themselves to it. Dedication is really important to a work ethic because it will pay off in the long term. I guess I keep saying this over and over again, but what I want to make some time for everyday is to work out.

I'm no longer really feeling what some people would like to call performance anxiety. As funny as it is, my soul just feels really stable and happy to be in existence. I think I've proved to myself several times just to reassure myself that I could be sufficient with wherever I want to be. I'm making some calls based on people's actions and trying to be logical about it.

I guess my height for seriously being below average as a guy isn't really an impediment to me, based on the interactions I've received from people; in a way, I've been around several weird sociopaths and not about to let them control me when in fact, I'm not bothered by whatever it is about them and just laugh about it. What I mean is that, when people try to bring up stuff about me personally, they just want to change the subject after awhile.  

Establishing Something

I made a thought process with a lot of effort. Pretty much, it felt that taking care of my wife is a lot of hard work and dedication. One of my friends today told me that it's like that with any woman you're going to be with, so I told him "If you're going to work so hard out of love for a woman, why not go for the best looking one to you anyway?" To me, I believe that loving and taking care of my wife is more important than how beautiful she appears to be at times; actually, I'm compelled to state that she's a 10 out of 10 at all times. Basically, I want to encourage her to give me some enjoyment if people know what I mean. Basically in this whole relationship process, I believe that being able to date a very good-looking woman is like adding icing to the foundation of a cake. The core of all relationships should be about how much you love the person and can be compatible with; pretty much, my friend is implying that he might become a slave to a very cute girl he falls for and has a rather good connection with her until he gets bored of her and finds another one he goes throbbing over.

Don't get me wrong; my friend is actually a pretty good guy because he wouldn't let his own wife and children bite the dust just like how Al Bundy stayed faithful to his family- that's the awesome part which made it so funny in the long cancelled show. These are some interesting thoughts that I'm having; I guess they are normal because my buddy is just looking down a street and pointing out how good looking a girl is pretty often. I hang out with him pretty often; I even offered to be his wing man just for fun and he's like so self-denying about the opportunity. Man, he's a pretty funny guy to hang with- I'm starting to not mind his own rants about how certain cute girls are just not meant to be in existence to him at all.

Trying To Place Great Value

Today was sort of an interesting day- I learned to not really doubt in myself; that's pretty much it. I guess sometimes it feels like something bad is going to happen and then you start worrying and then it happens, so you go a little crazy and the person who did it to you goes to others who support the person and then the people supporting the other guy finds some find fault in you and tells you go to get help. Oh well, it's just having a bad day; I mean, it could feel like you're having a bad day for several months. 

No really, I went to do some bowling in the morning today where about 25 people showed up. Man, that's a lot of people who wouldn't mind skipping church. Oh well, the ticket included food, bowling shoes, and two hours of unlimited bowling for only $13 dollars. Man, that was a good deal- I couldn't pass it up and sort of felt like I was playing hooky with church. I haven't been to a church in awhile, but I'm still reading my Bible. Just reading my Bible isn't enough I know, so looking at what I read today- sometimes, doing nothing and saying you're Christian can get you in a lot of trouble.

Well, I do go to a church that wants to serve the People once in the morning, once in the afternoon, and once in the evening- it's like they want to serve spiritual food to anybody interested three times a day. Getting one spiritual meal from this church really beats a Happy Meal from Micky D's any day for me. Basically, I'm saying that I want to practice the beautiful stuff that are articulated in the Holy Bible- man, it's so enriching and meaningful with giving me inspiration to live a hardworking and good life. I even believe that it could hold some truth for being a pretty ancient script- man these guys were really onto some very good stuff while organizing some of those prophetic texts, which can be scientifically tested with comparative literature that pops up in archaeology, so it sure beats having to rely on scientific dates that go back a billion years when no one was alive to record that day of history; this Bible stuff was dated in some human civilization so there's evidence for comparison to look at these possible prophetic messages. Excuse my English please, but man Bible prophecy and examining how the end of the world or humanity might happen gets sort of interesting.

Getting Stronger

I am stronger than yesterday. There's nothing like stuff that are a mile away. I'm reaching those destinations a little faster because I'm trying to run everyday- my belly feels like it's going to burst these days. If I can situate my belly from not wanting to tighten up while running, then I'm home free and will be able to run for hours even while my legs just want to fall off.

Of course, there's the take a car to the location method but I'm trying to lose some weight so I prefer running over driving to exercise. I have heard that NASCAR race drivers need thousands of calories because when they're on the track, they burn about five pounds of energy! Ever hear about some race car drivers who are amateurs slamming into a cop car? I saw some drag racing take place in this one movie everyone is familiar about and the winners were awarded with a sweet ride.

Okay, for the last paragraph, I was intentionally doing a negative followed by a positive cycle. I was just messing around. When I talk like that with people who are mad with me, they don't want to talk to me period. It's like they're going to get mad because they side with one agenda and then when I switch course they have all that burning anger inside making them feel stupid.

Therefore, being a weird guy is also hard work which I didn't know that I was doing it back then while going to school- it's appreciated even though people are probably not going to return phone calls and respond positively if you try to do stuff with them as the initiator. You can still be the initiator while being weird; the factor that gets to people in general is your hard work and determination and when it's associated with anything positive, some people are going to eventually get hooked onto you if you have enough time with them. I attracted plenty of girls too now that I think of it because they spoke to me gently and dressed well while greeting me and then asked stuff about me to get to know me, so I guess being weird in a good way can have its perks sometimes in attracting beautiful and intelligent women- just that I was shy and didn't really speak up; that was my ultimate downfall. When I did speak for some reason, I managed to make them laugh- don't know how but I see that it was a good thing even while I didn't really have all the looks, I guess the good parts of my physical body were highlighted well so I think looks don't really matter that much, if the feelings of love take control over a person.

Incredible Life Passing Through

I'm dedicating this passage to my grandpa who passed away on August 24, 2011 at about 4:00 pm PST in Downey Community Hospital. My grandfather was a great man and diligent person- all that I heard from my mom was praise about his great work ethic and how he really didn't take any pleasure in menial forms of entertainment like watching movies or listening to pop culture music. Starting from yeoman status during the postwar of the Japanese occupation in Korea, he obtained wealth through conventional means by working hard and then buying land to farm on. He eventually even almost owned a whole town- that's how wealthy he had become. He managed to father about 8 kids- mostly daughters and only had two sons. One of my uncles from my mom's side is the youngest and a goofball in the family, but I guess it occasionally runs in all of our male blood.

Because my grandfather was a hard working farmer and brilliant investor, I sort of have some of those qualities too when I go after my living. At the age of around 18, my grandpa settled down with my grandma. My grandmother passed away last year- today is the first year since we haven't been able to see her. By Korean tradition, people honor their ancestors the day before they passed away. On this day for my grandma, my grandpa went to go join her a year after she passed away. I heard my relatives commenting that this was an incredibly good time for my grandpa to leave. Basically, my grandparents were inseparable for about 75 years! My mom says that they were a great couple who were in love- my grandma was an incredibly well-spirited and beautifully gifted woman even well into her 80s- that's just how active she was. Before my grandma was hospitalized which crippled my grandpa at the same time, a doctor told my grandpa that he has the heart of a 70 year old while he was 90 years old! If it wasn't for his absolute grief and longing to be with his wife again, I'm sure he could have lived even well past a 100 years old.

My grandfather was the one who inspired me to become a doctor while growing up. He told me just plain forward in Korean with a sturdy and confident voice to study hard and go to college to come out as a doctor. I'm not really alone in this because my little sister was planning on becoming a cardiologist. Another little cousin of mine is planning on going to medical school right after she obtained her license to practice pharmaceutical medicine!

Overall, my grandpa wasn't really a tall man but he had a strong, energetic body who probably stood only about 4' 11". He passed away at the age of 96. However, all of my eight aunts and uncles from my mom's side came out to be taller than their parents. Even though I still consider myself short for being just a tad taller than the old man, it's just inspiration for me to become a beefed up version of him and to also have a little fun on the side with my loved ones. Who knows, my wife might grow taller than me someday with my bones shrinking, but if I convinced her from the beginning that my height didn't matter and she's completely happy with me then I guess her happiness is what matters to me regardless of what other dodo brains think about.

Refocus

I think I've really figured out something that could be revolutionary for me. It's been underneath my nose all this time; I'm just going to reveal it because I figure others could try it out if they ever get a chance to and be really successful at whatever they want. I believe that people can sometimes have something I would like to call natural pressure build up from whatever it is- like feeling pressured to find a suitable partner to marry from feeling lonely or just worrying about being inadequate with something.

With this energy, it's very powerful actually and can actually seriously influence a person to do something that makes him or her human. It's like automatic shutdown with any regards to the world and going through with an action without ever looking back at it. I'm sure if we can look deeply enough with ourselves, we can discern this part of ourselves. The end result can sometimes feel horrific like a dramatic act just came out of the person leaving him or her feel penitent about what he or she did but having trouble leaving it behind because it's like an addiction.

This negative energy is something we can come to appreciate about ourselves and use to our advantage in a healthy way. I believe what I'm trying to touch upon is very complicated and advanced material that really taps into the personal psyche. It's just so ground-breaking for me right now because I see how to use it. It's like going to leave us feeling so vulnerable at that moment, and if we choose to stick to something that benefits ourselves then while on the go, we're going to build up more positive things as we go. It pretty much comes from struggling with the will of the mind- from having this dark side that we want to succumb to but we decide to still stay positive and diligent about something; it's hard but I know that it feels rewarding to stay on a proper path that's being laid out ahead now. It's called dedication and, it's great to have this real energy to challenge ourselves daily and that we can use this fond appreciation to understand that we want to give more time to achieve something greater than us. It's just being incredibly patient while feeling like the insides are just going to explode from feeling so much pain; however, through this energy, if we can claw our way out daily and put it into something we want to be a part of then we'll find ourselves getting somewhere and maybe even find the other few good men out there to associate with us. 

How To Be Issued Passport In Three Days

Today was a pretty tiresome morning because I woke up really early and drove my mom and me to go get ourselves a passport. It looks like the U.S. Passport Center in Los Angeles is really busy because it claims to issue 2,000 passports everyday! I really don't like L.A. traffic because we were still thirty minutes late to our appointment, but fortunately our waiting period was only about an hour so the lines do move rather rapidly. The only way to be able to access this place is to call up an automated 24 hour telephone service and make an appointment while having the applications already filled out, along with a travel itinerary that shows you would need a passport two weeks before departure or for a visa. It's very important to bring the confirmation number because security will check it. Therefore, we'll be receiving our passport in the next three business days which is fast!

Driving really left me beat, so when I got back I slept really well and woke up just now. A job fair is being hosted right near Knott's Berry Farm by a U.S. House of Representative this Wednesday, and when I checked up on the companies rolling by, it looks like jobs that have openings and would be stable are listed. If one wants to check up on it, the website to go to is www.royce.house.gov/jobfair -
I'll see if I can make it.

I've learned something valuable from today's mess. Life is sometimes delayed like driving on a crowded traffic near downtown L.A. and getting killed for being late to work if one has a job over there. It's a really screwed up world sometimes because I was in a bad mood for being late to our appointment. I don't ever want to be late again and be like one of the first people to be serviced when I arrive to finish some important business now. Therefore, being prepared and getting things done that are necessary really efficiently will promote enjoying time to do other stuff. This is something I'm going to try to apply now.

Trying To Help

In life, I guess it's good for a person to be sort of smart. Sometimes, things may get uncomfortable and some individuals will want to run away from stuff. In these moments that I see in others, I am reminded of how I need to stay committed with something by pondering on my intentions. If I stick to something that is good no matter how hard it feels for me, then in the end it's going to pay off. I now know this part dealing with my life and feel that I don't need to seek any additional guidance or counseling anytime soon with others. Studying the Bible and applying its principles is absolutely different from seeking out a psychologist and even some church goers have issues with others by thinking they need help from a person rather than relying on their faith to see how God could be working for the man or woman the person is going against. Therefore, these church goers really have a weak foundation in worshiping the Lord even though they claim to have a relationship with Him, and these people annoy the heck out of others and keep people from attending their church!

It's not about how difficult or how much a person is struggling with obtaining something. It's about how much the person wants it and is willing to put in, even if he or she ends up feeling contrite. These church goers I affiliated with were pretty much jerks from figuratively drowning in their aqueduct; because I have actually forced their awesome disdain away from me, it's just to say that it may be impossible for some people but the human heart is still capable of beating hard and conquering these annoyances! I did deal with a highly unresponsive woman one time who I guess ended up liking me and would always smile while we hung out and she ended up driving me to places. Wow, I guess I could have called her my girlfriend but I ultimately didn't really try anything. Having a resilient attitude and covering up some personal weaknesses will seriously take a person a long way- sometimes being reticent is the best solution.

If a person is going to be talkative about his situation, then I guess it's good for him to speak about it; no matter how annoying it is for someone who doesn't want to deal with what he's saying or even remotely have any interest in helping. I guess in those instances the person should just say that he wants to help out the individual he's talking to and just let loose like a cannon, but keep it honest because dishonesty will suck in the end. I guess there's a way to hold back on some things by trying to work hard at not being angry no matter how bad the situation gets- it doesn't mean this is becoming a liar. There may also be a lot of pressure underneath from feeling shy about interacting. All of these things are normal and can be conquered eventually. Making some people angry and forcing them to wallow about it is all fun sometimes but keep it to a minimal level and be sure to have a really lucid agenda and don't make too many compromises or become so wish-washy all of a sudden; these are weaknesses that a person can display sometimes, and I love taking advantage of it when it happens.

Interesting Stuff

I know that I can be a pretty good salesman now because I understand that customers like to apply emotional needs when they obtain some things. I also would address this properly for those customers who can be open enough about it and situate to their needs as best as possible; unfortunately, there's also some bad luck that can occur every once in awhile in business and leave some customers unhappy. I think that is why it is best to stay up to date as possible and keep them informed relating to the sales profession a person takes- I think those guys who stay honest about what their selling and work extremely hard in a potentially lucrative field make the most money in any sales-related field. It's just  common sense to be this good of a guy because customers will dish out referrals automatically to other people, if the salesman is in there long enough.

Besides being a potentially good salesman when duty calls, I think I prefer the traditional and stable 8-5 pm job schedule while working under an employer. By calculating my time and everything, it seems to be where good things can happen. With the money that I generate from working at a convenient place, these are the things that I know I can invest my money in- Forex, tax liens, Options Trading, life insurance, I.R.A., and bank stuff. Looks like there are plenty of opportunities out there that don't really require any selling, but just a person whose willing to invest in those areas. It's really about the long run and it takes a good deal of effort and research but depending on the person's style, I think it's worth it for someone's retirement.

Feeling Strong

I'm asked by my close relatives if I have a girlfriend now. My reply is that I don't have one, yet. They ask why not? That's a good question; to be honest, I feel like I lack money and that I'm not living on my own yet. If I could seriously have those two elements solved, then I'll really consider about marriage. There are a lot of beautiful women out there; one of my friends have told me that because there's too many he gets something he likes to call the Three Stooges syndrome. He's pretty much an uptight and very picky person; furthermore, he's too timid to risk being turned down by a woman he feels he could bond with. In addition, he finds women who ask him out to be too aggressive for him; man, he's like the tenth wonder of the world to me. I don't know how he's going to settle down because it looks like that's what he wants, except that he doesn't want to have kids. He's like saying that the end of the world is going happen in his lifetime anyway so being married with kids could be pointless, which is really making me laugh right now thinking about his situation.

I've found that living out my goals that I listed today have made me feel really fulfilled. It feels great to carry out those goals, so that is what I am going to be doing now. I'm going to stick to it like a happy routine for me. It's so reassuring for me to know what I'm looking for in life and that I can be really happy working hard at those goals.

Recently, I've been telling my mom that my confidence and mind is becoming really strong and that some of things she used to say which bugged me a lot don't really bother me anymore. I'm just growing at a much more fuller and rapid rate now because I realize that I could have been valedictorian at my high school and college; furthermore, become a pretty strong leader and graduate from a really nice college and have a fiancee by now. I regret not seeing my capability in a timely manner, but I'm learning to make do with what I have now.  

Monitoring Self

There are only 24 hours in a day, which is the standard measure of time the world really goes by. I guess coming back from vacationing in Las Vegas has really shut off my will to really be productive. I think I just need to learn to will myself to get back into the habit again. I seriously need to let go of some age old habits which like to creep in every once in awhile; it's sort of like eating a little too many midnight snacks and gaining a few unwanted pounds occasionally.

The art of this whole mastering being an organized person and fulfilling obligations that I'm really interested in doing is tough. If I can really will myself to stay steady on this path, then I personally know that I will become successful financially. I seriously know my strengths and weaknesses with learning new things and can pretty much learn to apply these stuff eventually, so I guess I have the resilient attitude to learn about some things that others sort of want to take for granted.

I need to pretty much become a workhorse that's going in for the long haul, which is how I need to put it. I have a personal threshold based on comparing how others live and how I desire to live to consider what could be too much. I pretty much have to motivate myself to do some goals for myself, until I don't really have to think much about it

Everyday Goals For Me

To feel like I'm going somewhere with my life, I've really set out the goals that I want to personally live by. Some of these things are stuff that I don't really have obtained yet, but I guess I can strive towards it everyday. I've had awhile to think about what I really want to accomplish with myself, and it's like being around myself all the time is making it hard for me not to go after these things I'm bothered to do everyday now.

I'm basically just listing it out in an ugly manner and not very reader friendly, but it will have to do for me. I guess as I increase in more skill from really pursuing after stuff, I'll be able to do some more neat things. Right now, some of these stuff are in the beginning stages for me and it's just the beginning that I've found what helps fulfill my requests of being alive everyday. I'm 28 now, so what could one really expect coming out of a 28 year old.

read bible
hobby: computer occupations
music: play piano
like to exercise and trade on forex

additional interests:
mechanical engineering, medicine, being family man

wants: free time, informed on great opportunities, and having fun

Just Parleying

Being around cute girls is something I'll say that I'm rather accustomed to now. In a pitiful way, my sister can be considered to be a cute girl because of her physical structure and current youth. I have had to deal with her all these years while growing up- man, it was a pain. I was initially forcing her to deal with life, and she would cover up her ears and start singing in a coarse voice with a nonchalant lyric that kept reiterating itself like a D.J. flipping a sound back and forth- "La la la!" Other times, she acted a little depressed or sober.  There were also those occasions where she would just bust out laughing. Recently, I thought she was a maniac from laughing while acting so angry with me and clearly not paying attention to anything I said- wait a minute, she's not my girlfriend as sad as it is, why did she need to act like I was her boyfriend?

I now understand this whole damsel in distress situation, and man, I'm old enough to see it and to quench it like how Gatorade helps to deal with thirst. There was this movie that believed in feeding plants with Gatorade and lo and behold, the crops died and the world became a dust bowl. I'm like a girl-going-wild quencher now. It makes absolute sense to me now that Betty Lam couldn't file a restraining order on her own with me. It also made sense that Annie Tran was like what did I get myself into, and why is my spiritual mentor acting so crazy?

It makes sense that they aren't fully satisfied where they're at right now because it's really difficult to rebound. They need some help from a guy like me because I understand what stability is now. It's no wonder that the people who considered themselves to be great ran away from what could have been really a great thing, if only they could have humbled themselves a bit longer. Out of protecting some strangers, I wish to cover up their identities. However, the people I've associated with in some intimacy or have gotten close with are a different story where I get to write some truth and seriously defend the absolute truth, no matter how much larcenous the person wants to feel affects his or her career. Just disassociating with me isn't really going to help them solve their problems because there will be more in life, whether they like it or not. It's basically inevitable, so it's best for these incapacitated intellects to let go of their stupidity with me. They aren't the best people in the world because they won't really climb to the top of the ladder, based on their pretenses, actions, and how they feel- therefore, they really aren't that much of a worry for me. However, it could be the other way around for them because I'm really a motivated and ambitious person who might like to be charitable but that's coming at a later date once I've calculated the numbers correctly. 

Really Useful Thought

Ever hear the song, "Money, money, money, money, monieee". I think the Million Dollar Man played it in his entrance to the wrestling ring at one point of his career- boy, he's pretty bad as a wrestler and don't get me wrong he'll probably rip my legs apart and make me see my own pelvis bones but he still hires a bunch of weak jabroni with his money. Even the owner Vince McMahon is just barely richer than him by having only a billion dollars. He recently wrote about Randy Savage- the Macho Man. "Macho, macho man! I want to be a macho man!" I think some boys who grew up watching T.V. and are coming out of yesterday to be the leaders of today remember the old commercial where Randy Savage yells, "Oh yeah! Snap it into some slim jim!"

Okay, nothing is really useful on today's post. I just was thinking about money, but I don't have any money. I'm just saying it's useful to use my imagination. The world is flat because I'm using my imagination, and the world is spiraling where stuff that come down must go up, way up, and etc. I'm seriously going to get me a job man even if it means me pawning this whole writing career I have going, no matter how much people complain about the economy being bad even if I'm going to be shoveling poop out of those porty potties and smelling bad and get no dates! Me becoming a sugar daddy from shoveling poop would be like the worst nightmare for some guys. Well, it's not that I want to be a sugar daddy after a long night's work of cleaning up the private business of most people but I guess it turns some hot women on. This one episode on Thousand Ways To Die featured a lady who liked to be vomited on because she felt very high when someone did that to her- pretty weird indeed but she passed away after turning victim from forcing a guy to vomit on her. Let's see, my wife would be like "That's nice, dear!"

Okay, I commemorate the readers for lasting this long- I won't be surprised if I put everybody to sleep. I guess I'm thinking about doing that right now even while I'm writing about ***censored word***. ***Censored word***, man, I'm so out of line. *** Censored word***, ***Censored word***, I have my pledge to to the G-rated crowd. Don't turn me into PG. Yeah, I guess the average person can understand what I'm saying and relate it to some stability that I'm trying to stay honky dory with. Why did the battery never have a B lettering like a D battery? It's because I would stutter from saying I want the B Battery. They're like - what type? I said I want a B Battery dang it. They're like what, I don't get it. Then, I would have to say, okay I would love 2 C batteries then. They're like, have fun. In their minds, they're like thinking I'm really lame.

Ideas Using Money

There's a lot of stuff penurious people can dream of doing when they have money. I'm just generalizing about this one, but I guess it's safe to assume it's a fact. How many people would honestly raise their hands, if a person asked if he wants to make a million? Some would, which is fair enough- what about a billion? I would laugh really out loud and raise my hand nice and high. Okay, I would think about how selfish I am and donate all of it- yeah, for real because it's imaginative money. Imaginative money is easy come and go, right?

I declare that my thinking of invisible money is visible and that I donate all of it to the people right now, but they have to work at their jobs to get to access to this real money. I'm really trying to brainstorm something right now. What an idiot, I have been- I've been playing on a fake roulette table with this online casino all morning long because I thought I could break the casino with it. How wrong I was.

Okay, I actually don't know for sure if I would make a lot of money by using this strategy that I read up online. I'm not really going to say what it is because I don't want another guy like my friend to not want to listen to me anymore because he "allegedly" lost $6000 because of me when I told him my strategy. I guess it's not good to write it out and then get bashed by a lot of rich people calling me idiot or dummy or stupid or anything profane because these rich people trusted me and formed a mob on this blog by calling me some insane names.

Super Human Samurais Are Invading Pop Culture

A young friend took a photo of me while I was asleep so basically someone took a funny and peaceful photo of me. While at the Hoover Dam, I was reminded of how deterring it would be to commit suicide at this place because the awesome scenery is so daunting to even think about diving in. It's like tunnel vision imagining diving into the pool below while looking straight at the walls slanting downward. Okay, so I may never really have any problems with suicidal thoughts- does this imply that I'm a chicken to take my own worthless life? Well, they say living the high and good life with downing beers and eating pizza while watching crazy professional football gets really old when your liver blows up internally!

I recommended a friend a roulette strategy who likes to play something I call Snake Poker. He ended up losing 6000 dollars at the casino today. He's probably never going to listen to me again. Well, he does cook well and clean the house when you ask him to any day of the week- this is for all the available ladies who want to take on someone with some Inca blood (Peruvian).

What's with the title? I'm just trying to sucker in some room readers by trying to unsuccessfully get them hooked. Boy, what's the likelihood of me having faithful readers like my pretty faithful wife who I have to say is a 10 and cooks the best in this world- even better than that guy who likes to cuss on television and manage hell that goes on in a kitchen.

Vacationing In Las Vegas

Basically, I had only about four hours a sleep for the last two days which has been quite a rush. Supposedly one of the girls brought some home made brownies that she liked to call weed brownies. It tasted pretty good, and I wasn't aware it had some medicinal properties on it. I had about two of them and she had four of them. This morning she acted really excited and kept on laughing about random stuff while claiming it was something about those brownies. I guess there was something in those brownies because man, I felt high for awhile this morning after eating it with some really good ginseng tea.

There's basically about 12 of us sharing one roof which is a residential area outside the Strip- about 5 girls and the rest are a bunch of Joes. It was kind of cool to hang out with the ladies at a pretty upbeat club and just groove to the music- I sort of found my own space and meaning while I was there. One of my closest friends with me rated two of those girls as a 9 and 10 out of 10. I pretty much told them that they were all 10s to me. Towards the end of the night, I was told by the oldest girl that she liked me for who I was and that I was dancing alright while implying that she didn't really care about the bad things people feel about me. I guess it's true brotherly and sisterly love.

Meaningful Way To Live

Even if my writing bugs the heck out of everyone, I'm just going to keep it forever G-rated. Everybody else can go ahead and use inappropriate words all they want when they're by themselves or with people they're comfortable with, but for me I'm just not going to use it. I'm also going to be straight forward about stuff too, so that means I know there's some evil inside of me which really isn't appropriate to talk about, so I'm going to avoid going that direction now, unless I can really be G-rated. There are some topics that are inappropriate for little kids, which I know so when I'm around people who aren't little and I can speak about the topic because it's just unavoidable then I will. For the most part, I'm assuming that little kids can be reading this blog now too, even though I still have some inappropriate ones for little kids to look at. Oh well, I'm going to be appropriate for everybody to read this site now. Everybody else can say whatever they want with me or with however they want to use their language, but I'm not going to speak that way. I might just tell my own kids if I ever get any to not use inappropriate language, but other than lecturing them, I guess it depends on the situation where I would need to open up my mouth and ask some people to refrain from doing some stuff.

I obviously don't listen to some people, when they ask me to stop doing some things. I don't mind talking about it and continue to do it which probably bugs the heck out of some people who would wish I could stop. I usually end up sticking to what I want to do and not really being bothered by them in the end, so it's up to the person to make the call about what my personality is like even if I'm going to be full-throttle persuasive against the other person's wishes. I tend to be very passionate about my mannerisms which probably hurts a lot of people in different ways. If other people were doing stuff that I didn't like, I just pretty much learn to forgive them and still deal with them. Some people really have a hard time doing the right thing and place being apprehensive above the ability to love the person directly first. I know this first hand because yeah, face it some people over at Hope of God Church in L.A. acted this way- I'm calling them out because I'm trying to be really honest now. It's technically not disparaging them or chastising them even though it feels good for me to write about them- I'm just being honest about their mannerisms and think it's appropriate to let it out and make the public aware about it. These people who acted really peculiar even though I'm saying they're not weird because I'm inspired to try not say anything bad about them are the ones I mentioned in my past posts. 

Besides, I'm about keeping it straight forward and appropriate with my language and actions anyway. Sometimes, people just feel uncomfortable with some of the weird things I do and want me to stop doing them. I don't really want to stop sometimes and I talk about it which makes them go crazy and angry with me, but I'm not bothered by them. The ones who can't really deal with these things are the ones who are having at least a little trouble succeeding with something in their lives right now- I believe I can make this judgment pretty honestly based on how I struggled with it too.

Let's see my weight was down this week, but looks like I gained back about 4 pounds again. Oh well, I just need to keep working out to the best of my ability everyday. I was really sore, so I slowed down quite a bit in my work out session. I just need to keep trying and giving it my all and just stay healthy, well-rested, and content while working out. I'm also in this whole money-making game right now and so far, it's been quite a rush. I need to get a photo taken for renewing my passport- I will be going to Korea just like the other million people who travel there every year; the north side isn't open yet and I'm hoping as a Korean American citizen, Korea will unite into one country someday. My parents want to take my little sibling and me to China to, but I feel reluctant going there being a Communist country and also hearing some stories about fellow Chinese cheating other Chinese by taking away their lives just to make an extra buck. We'll be traveling in a tour group, but I don't really want to trust other Chinese who live there anymore. I mean I have some really good Chinese buddies- very good guys underneath but still I'm not into this whole traveling to China craze right now.

I can't really cover everything I learned with my business because I sort of want to be secretive about it. It's like I'm getting access to people who claim they want to help, but do they really? If I were to gain this edge, do I really want to share this knowledge when I could reap all the benefits for myself and loved ones? There's some information that people can use to get an edge, but for right now I want to hold off with everything good that's been working for me because I need to get somewhere before I find myself complacent and willing to share to keep myself on my toes again.

There Is No Free Lunch

Once one gets informed about something, it's up to the person to make the decision about something. In general, I haven't really been doing some pragmatic things and probably been wasting about a good portion of about four hours daily doing something sedentary. I guess I really shouldn't dwell into it anymore now, since I'm made more aware of my personal surroundings now.

I can lead now in just about anything I'm given the green light for. I mainly need someone to help me out a bit with the brain and leg work and pretty much if I can get all this proper information, I'll happily make an informed decision. I'm excited because over the little things, I realize people's faults and how I could also lead a few people who were just pestering me to change in the past- it's like I can come up to them now and lead them, if I really wanted to.

I guess I'm still looking to break the ice with this whole reading for long periods of time sort of deal. On the good side, I am getting to exercise daily by at least doing some running and regulating my weight a great deal- eventually, I would like to turn into a strength and endurance competitor which would be pretty fun to participate in. I also need to get a new passport and yes, I'm not a criminal or crazy person because I'm going to be issued a new one.  I'm going to go to school to also work with crazy people because I hear there's a shortage of mental health workers right now and a pretty good opportunity in this medical industry. Therefore, if someone thinks I'm crazy, just let him or her know that I'm going to be working with crazy people at a mental hospital and maybe, I might be able to spot some similar characteristics that make the other person whose accusing me crazy.

Let's see, the only significant reading I'm really doing is reading the Bible for about 15 minutes a day. I think I'm just going to open up a book and just look at the pages and read through it patiently. I believe that if I can do this habit and stay motivated to do some of the hard stuff, then I might be able to succeed with where I want to be now. I still entrust myself to do some chores around the house- not really asked or given allowance but I guess I just do it because I want to now. More and more, I'm feeling independent from people and I guess it's a good thing since I'm a guy; it also means I'm looking at the big picture, long term situation, and how lucky I am to be a part of something.

Game Time

Imagine treating life is like an exciting game, if one can put all his or her effort into it. Let's pick out an aggressive man's game to relate with life- tackle football. Failure is not an option! It's all about making plans to protect the quarterback and creating the most powerful offense in the universe. In addition, in this game we also get to have fans cheering us on. It sounds very fun doesn't it to play? Guess who gets to be the M.V.P. of the whole game if your team wins, it's you the quarterback.

Here's the arsenal of plays I have- the time limit will be say 90 days. It's not too little and not too long for doing life changing actions! I need to simplify my goals of what's it going to be. By the way, I thank the Internet for being my fans because I believe that surfers on the Internet reading this blog page are very understanding and just the coolest of them all. I don't care what background you have- just thank you for being alive!

Let's do something fun- I'm going to treat a lady whose a little younger than me and is Korean in the next 90 days by asking any girl whose like that until she accepts. I'm just going to say I just want to hang out and treat her out because I just want to do something like that. If I fail to go out like this with just one age requirement fulfilling Korean lady in 90 days, I will just write a cheesy pick-up line on my Facebook page to encourage myself that I'm not alone in this world of failures.

Here's my next goal in the next 90 days, I'm going to have enough money to go treat out a slightly younger Korean girl than me. Here's my next goal- I'm going to spend some time reading no matter how boring it feels or if I fall asleep at my desk or just don't pay attention to the material I'm trying to read up on. Here's my practical goal- I'm going to do enough running, sit-ups, and pushups in the next 90 days. In the next 90 days, I will acquire a new exercising bike or else at the end if I don't get one, I'll just write an essay why I couldn't get one and publish it for everyone to see.

It's game time! Here's the kick-off, looks like the ball dropped at the 1 yard line and now I have to play there as the quarterback. Oh man, I avoided a sack and threw the ball out of bounds. It's really early in the game- okay I see the defense playing deep for some reason because they're expecting me to throw again. I'm going to run this next play for better fielding. I'm going out for a jog right now, which is part of my playbook.  

How To Get A Guaranteed Job

I learned something valuable in getting a job. First of all, if a person can avoid placing him or herself out of any student debt (directly or indirectly related) or gets out of one first then it becomes like graduating into the big leagues.

There's something really good that has come out for future vocational or college students. The Department of Education has mandated that all secondary schools publish a "Gainful Employment Disclosure" which pretty much lists how many people graduated on time, are attending the school, how many currently have student loans, and quite possibly the job placement rate. This new rule really helps out anybody whose really looking to get started in the job field and helps to filter out other schools who want to act like just taking your money. A lot of "For profit" schools were against this measure because it can cause their schools to lose financial aid for future students and as a result lose more enrollment- they just want to be in existence and sort of act like they don't really care about the future success of their students. 

In general, if a job placement rate is pretty high then most likely, the person who graduates from that program is going to have him or herself a job. Secondly, it's important to stay committed in the field a person gets into or until the loans get paid off if ever imposed. It's just very reasonable to research on what the job is like and know the ins and outs of it before joining. Taking a gamble with some job that promises future success is pretty flimsy, if one doesn't know enough about the field.

It's going to be important to research on the field- the things that matter to you the most. For myself, I look for how the hours have to be worked, the government's projected rate of job openings, the likely pay, and job description is something I really want to handle. Don't ever assume the job is going to be perfect, which was my mistake in the beginning of going after something I ended up regretting.

I Totally See It Now

According to Wikipedia, the pit bull has a bite, hold, and shake mechanism which has caused some dog bite related fatalities. Because of its reputation for engaged vicious attacks, some states and parts of Canada have set legislative limits on pet owners who have a pit bull. Despite its negative appeal, it can easily be exemplar in characterizing the possession of an indomitable spirit. Therefore, I believe the insignia of a pit bull could be a great inspiration for a soldier, boxer, football player, or anybody who holds a belligerent profession.

My brain waves are all of a sudden working on me right now- this is most likely a good sign of my well-being. This is something I noticed this morning that is going to be so pivotal in my walk of construing some people I've been forced to reckoned with.

Pretty much, I work hard and am really happy with the hard work that I'm putting in. Everyday, I'm just so happy from being to give it my all with something that I want to do. Therefore, whatever negative stuff that some people want to say pertaining to me doesn't really affect me. I know some people who are like- oh, you are so crazy; you need to be admitted into some psychological rehab. If I'm super happy from the hard work I'm doing and making good money and happily married to a beautiful wife with some pretty nice children of my own and a nice home, then what these people are saying is pretty much not true. Therefore, it's a myth for the very few people I've come to see with my pair of eyes who have claimed that I need to get some psychiatric help.

I've managed to get along nicely with a person who told me I needed to get help at one point- she told me that me being a part of it would be a waste of time; this is my younger sibling whose still a complicated girl to me sometimes. I have at one point of my life made her feel like I was giving her a hard time by just saying "Hi" to her, which is pretty funny. I'm also doing well with my oldest friend who thought I was crazy at one point- he's actually a good guy but misconstrued by others because of his demeanor but he works hard on occasion, so he's well-deserving during those times.

The people who have stated that I'm crazy enough to get help is this one guy I'll call Officer Chum Chum Chung Li Hi Ya! Officer Chum Chum Chung Li Hi Ya had some major homosexual issues with me because he was like why am I chasing after a girl so badly who doesn't like me, when I have my eyes on the prize which is him. What a douche bag, sorry. The person who also thought I needed help was Betty, but she's like quiet with me now whenever I open up my mouth with her for some reason; oh yeah, I did write that I liked her at one point in my lifetime. Betty may be uncool sometimes, but when she's cool she gets a little feisty sometimes but it's manageable so I'll say that's what makes her cute.

Let's see the dimwitted Chris Kuch also never mentioned I needed to get some help, along with this one effeminate sounding guy named Golf- man, I don't think he can hit that far with a golf club but that's his name he goes by. Let's see the pastor who looked like he was going through a mid-life crisis who said that I was scaring his sheep also never told me I needed to get help.

Hmm, so very few people have told me I needed to get help and by doing some extensive background check on these guys then maybe one is going to find something extremely peculiar about them. Like this one guy had a really good time with two girls at the same time- hmm, interesting and another time he bombed his car license after driving under the influence of alcohol. Spending time in jail while so drunk and tired with the bight lights on his face must have been a lot of fun and not to mention the mug shot must have come out nice. Okay, this guy really has a bad track record, so I'm not going to even mention his name even though what I'm saying about him is true. I don't even want to say it right now on this post. My dad also thinks I'm crazy at times too like I'm rebel and wants me to get help- I think his testosterone level is a little lower than it was; poor daddy, I hope he snaps out of his midlife crisis a lot sooner.

In addition, Lee told me I needed to get some help and another girl named Stephanie. That's pretty much it. Nobody really goes over to Lee's house anymore to do some Bible worship or that's what I heard from someone. Maybe, it was a temporary shut down to see if I'm really stalking her. I guess I legally didn't stalk her, so what's that make me? Not a criminal. Lee and Stephanie can continue to think I'm crazy while I'm living under so much happiness being very hard working, with a nice house, a beautiful wife and some pretty nice kids. 2 single ladies out of the at least 100,000 people I've seen with my bare eyes thinking I'm crazy while I'm living the way I currently am- hmm, I don't know how to do the math with this one. Anyone want to help me out if they catch my drift?

Who Am I Really Kidding?

I'm really somebody who can handle negativity really well in general from anybody. I'm just responding to them or supposedly bothering them which I don't really see as trying to hurt them just to humor myself. It doesn't matter if I'm not feeling confident about something or really bothered by some other incident. If I just do what I need to do, then I'm pretty much going to be fine eventually while being some sort of a leader. I feel like one of my strengths is really being able to do one-on-one interactions and building some rapport.

I feel the hardship already surrounding my life and know the humbling feeling. If I just give it my all, regardless of what I'm feeling, I'm usually fine in dealing with anything. Exhaustion, depression, fatigue, hunger, anger, passion, and anxiety are like all packed into one with me and when I just put into it all I've got, I sometimes catch the break that I was looking for. It's just being relentless and just being constant. It's okay to be a little intermittent in giving effort by trying to focus on some entertainment to relax every once in awhile. I guess it's okay to try to relax and then switch back into the work hard mode when it's time to use it again.

Even though I try to be a legally bound citizen from following those rules and regulations set out by the government, I still feel free and independent. Some guy I know who felt like I was giving him a hard time must have been going through some depression- I didn't really see it at the time. I'm now dealing with girls at my age of 28, which is actually sort of nice for a change. I'm a really short man, around 5' 4" even though I smile and tell people I'm 5' 3".  Now that I think about it, it was pretty cool for that one guy who could be diagnosed with being clinically depressed to try to legally represent me as a really fat guy who weighed 200 pounds and was only 5' 1". Yeah, I would use that weight to sit on top of him like an immature jerk! I honestly wish my body was about at least proportionately 6 inches taller, which is the only physical thing I would change about myself. One of my tall friends wished that he could transfer over some of his height to appease me. Despite this real difficulty in learning to just deal, I'm reminded how to put in the hard work and energy to get something jocular done dealing with others who really aren't all that great in actuality. There can really be only like one person at the top with anything to be considered great and the likelihood of me finding that person is picayune. More or less, it's pretty safe to assume that no one is really that awesome in this world including myself.

Stuff To Do While Bored

I think it's common for people to be bored at their job, especially if it's not really that competitive. One of the hardest things to do for me is admitting my faults when I know for sure that what I did was wrong and feel that it also casts a negative image to me when I think it through about this condition happening to others. It's been hard, depressing, and just infuriating but no one really asks him or herself to be around misfortune all the rest of the days. 

One thing that I lacked in the past but I now do have is taking initiative to be responsive to a situation and to play dirty about it now, if necessary. Another hard thing for me to do is just sitting around waiting for that moment of opportunity to rise up, while I'm just sulking about a lot of anger. However, I'm through all this and don't feel that much badgered about it anymore. For any reason, as long as I put effort to be in control of myself with whatever thing that was bothering me and put my heart into it, there's like something out there lending me a hand to get through any situation that seems dire for me.

Man, I'm Prepared For Life

Wherever I want to stick my nose into and whatever situation I'm dealing with, it doesn't matter how people behave with me because eventually I'm going to get what I want out of them. After all, all the significant people who counted the most never really did anything harmful to me anyway. Living in a pretty democratic state of California, a lot of weird stuff can happen to people anyway and it just goes to show that some people can't be pleased no matter what they ask you to do for them, so you sometimes need to take charge and inform them what would be best for them and to be patient with them in a loving sense. After all, their initial responses may be vile but when you take some time out with them and just do your thing with some form of love, then they all are going to recant what they feel about you while others see them as really bad people. This is only if you apply ethics very properly and seriously have the right convictions at the right moment of space and time. I seem to have a knack for this, when I'm backed up a wall or like a wounded tiger. This is something that I have to thank God for personally because all the situations I've been in have turned out to be quite fortuitous on my end by trying to wholeheartedly adhere to the uncompromising principles found in the Holy Bible.

On a technical basis, I've never really been sued for any resources nor been convicted and fingerprinted at a police station, so I've been really lucky in that sense. I'm like one of those people who get really close to being in deep trouble sometimes, but then I manage to find my way out of it and still become a very happy camper. I guess the moments of time where I feel disconcerting about stuff and then just make a decisive act on a whiff of confidence, more often than not, I catch my selfish pretenses sometimes and the other person doesn't seem to notice them; furthermore, putting myself in self-adjustment mode, if I make a really horrible mistake which I feel apprehensive about and not really show it to the person I'm dealing with, it becomes dismissed but I wouldn't try to rely on this on a regular basis. Sometimes, being quirky is needed to be successful at something, but then again, make sure it's playing for all the marbles and that it will makes others and yourself happy around you. You'll make some fans, if you can get to that level of focus and dedication with just about anything.  However, my hope is that it's not something illicit that the person ends up doing.

It's probably best to steer clear of unnecessary, dissenting people who try to mess up your chi even if the person is your own parent. What's important is to have an unwavering mind with what you want to commit yourself to and no matter how foolish it appears to others, it's what your intent is as long as it's purely good (and yes, it exists under everybody's noses) and that how others put these negative thoughts on you and waste their time thinking and talking about you in the weirdest sense. They really can't do much to you if you think about it, and seriously having stronger words to counter them and having more stronger feelings by how you act with them to potentially hurt them will really deter them from anything with you. Don't be fearful of some people, who really aren't that close to you anyway. However, I'm someone to be feared in a good way, so if you're going out to pursue or do some hunting like players do, be sure to wise up on some street smarts and to have some enjoyment out of it because a lot of people are going to need to be schooled and be sure to give them a little knack of love to avoid any shoot-outs like that are found in some action movies. Keep it peaceful, incredibly smart and sexy, and productive- I'm actually at this point of stage in my life that I am doing this already. It doesn't matter if you or me are not that good looking or incredibly short or even weigh a ton while sitting on a wheelchair- you can still act and do something that is really sexy. The opposition can't hold me down; whatever they throw at me isn't going to work. They are forced to abdicate their high horse. 

Cleaning Up Game Addiction

An 83-year old former president of Egypt, Mubarak is put on trial for accusations of corruption and killing protesters while on a hospital bed. A high school football coach in Texas passed away in practice due to extreme heat conditions. Bus passengers die in Zimbabwe after a crash. Today is the birthday of Tony Bennett and Martha Stewart.

Today is an interesting day, indeed. I feel really audacious enough to let go of what I have been normally accustomed to which is playing video games like a drug addict hooked on steroids! It's been sort of like my security blanket all these years to alleviate the moments I felt I couldn't help being in solitude. Now that I pretty much covered the main games I associated myself with on this computer, I don't really feel like playing them anymore because I had this need of being ostentatious about beating everybody at a silly game. It just burned so much of my time away and was just so disregarding and precarious about meeting other pragmatic demands.

Doing the stuff I mentioned while being a kid is great! I'm now getting close to becoming an overgrown adult who hasn't done much, so I really have to refocus myself on obtaining some other needs now. For some reason, I looked up online to check to see if there were any sinecure jobs out there but none came to be of avail. I have really made up my mind to make a career out of working with computers because I get this sense of satisfaction out of it, even though I feel like everybody else already has the knowledge that I have. I can do some basic programming on a computer using Java and C++ which my degree taught me; yet, it's not really enough training to convince any employers to hire me on the spot for a very responsible position because they would like to see that I held my ground really well in a position related to it- it's all office politics and unfortunately, I'm one of those victims who fell into a grinder and have had trouble trying to get out of it. There is a source that is taking people into a menial I.T. position and is deterring for lots of people, but it's nonetheless I.T. and if it's going to relocate me to hot and a humid desert somewhere in Africa while being secluded with unfamiliar people for a couple years, then well I'm willing to live up to the challenge with it now. I don't mind being haled into starting out rough to pursue after something idealistic, even if I just want a position that's idyllic.

I now have a newfound interest with reading stuff. I never thought learning new vocabulary could also feel so auspicious. Reading books have felt ominous but if I use my imagination, it's like playing a video game for a long time just that I'm trying to have fun doing something that could be practical. Honestly, there's a lot of virile stuff I would rather focus but if I'm going to be sidelined for awhile, I might as well accept this foreshadowing of myself. 

Some Techniques Part 3

Yosemite National Park is having some bad luck this year- 14 people have now fallen off mountains to their deaths. A gay presidential candidate in Ireland has decided to drop out of the race. The U.S. Senate passes a bill to cut $2.1 trillion in spending; there was some speculative worry that the country's credit rating would drop. (http://news.yahoo.com/house-passes-debt-bill-wards-off-default-risk-002406360.html) Today is an infamous day because Congress enacted the income tax law in 1861. The first Lincoln penny came out today in 1909. Today was also the day Operation Desert Shield began in 1990. Today is also Ice Cream Soda Day, so go out and grab a root beer float before it's too late!

Wizard 101

This game is one of the largest gaming communities in the world which also competes with World of Warcraft. It recently won an award for Best Community in a MMORG (massively multiplayer online role-player game) because the developers tried so hard to get their subscribers to vote for them by giving out some free incentives- I guess it doesn't hurt to spoil them a little. It's a pretty fun game for adults and children, but it looks like a lot of young teens really love playing this game. By having a pretty cool character and being charming while defeating a lot of young ones in duels, I was pretty sought after and even hit on by really, young girls. This game is free up to a certain point, but then gets really boring without purchasing other levels. I never upgraded to the premium levels, but I can share how to be the king over all rookies and the best, unpaid subscriber.

It's really easy to make buddies in this game because of how you can share levels with each other in helping to defeat monsters. You can even do some cute spells like healing other characters or playing a funny spell to liven up your gaming experience. I'll repeat that I had several young girls trying to hit on me, and it made me feel nervous. This one girl messaged me that she liked me, and then I ran away from her. Another girl asked me to come over to her castle that she built with her dad's money which was pretty nice and then started trying to flirt with me while pretending to play tea cups. Man, it was pretty funny but I know that I'm supposed to be an adult here so I didn't try any hanky-panky with anybody.   

You have to choose an appropriate game name which sucks but anyway I ended up making my handle- Noah Deathrider. I believe based on my research, I picked the best spells and equipment to suit my duels and kick everybody's hide whose around the same level and maybe even be able to kill other characters who are a couple levels higher than me, depending on what type of wizard they are. In this game, being at the right level is so important because it rewards new spells, which can't get any more simpler. Your stats will also automatically increase, so leveling really counts in becoming a powerful wizard; that's what also makes it so fun and addictive for some people.

The basic strategy for me was to have an all-around best offense, best defense, and have the most life that I can get. I believe that I became like the king of players who are level 10. Even other players complained about me cheating with a very useful spell, but the game allows it. This spell pretty much gives you the upper edge over other wizards this early in the stage. Going for being the best player while doing it for free, this is what you will need to acquire:

First of all, pick the Myth Wizard category. The fire wizard is probably one of the most common, but they don't have a lot of life. The life wizard is a very player oriented wizard, but the spells are mainly for healing others. The lightning wizard is the most powerful wizard of the bunch and probably the rarest one to be able to protect against, but still their life is the smallest among all wizards. The death wizard is about doing some heavy damage and might be actually fun to play, but these guys were the ones who complained about me cheating against them. The ice wizard has the most life, but early in their dueling career they'll get dusted with powerful spells. Feel free to pick the other wizards, if you are going to start paying for this game to have more fun. My strategy is for those who want to be satisfied being the best, unpaid wizard in the business.

It's going to be a tedious process, but somehow manage to complete all the quests with the Myth Wizard and level up to at least 10, if you're ambitious about it then go for level 12 to get that useful shark spell from the lightning school. Just keep trying to level up to get all those useful items and spells until you get bored of playing for free in the same map. Your primary spells will be from the Myth school and your secondary should be from the Lightning school which has the most powerful spells. By being a Myth wizard, you will be able to conjure a helper to fight in a duel with you so literally it makes it 2 vs 1 in every duel. That's pretty much the secret, but you can still lose if you don't take the proper precautions.

This is how to maximize your chances of never losing like how it happens for me. The great thing is that since these players are kids who don't really do their homework but play, they don't really research on powerful spells, so you'll defeat them fairly easily for being unsuspecting. My idea of the best wizard is one who can grind it out the longest while defending himself and then busting out a powerful spell, so life is the most important stat. All of these items can be bought by visiting Elik Silverfist in Olde Towne. These are the best items I acquired for my level from constantly checking on Elik Silverfist.

Hat- Helm of Supremacy (benefit: +45 life)
Robe- Robes of the Great Troll (+60 life)
Boots- Hardened boots (+26 life)
Wand- Baron's Staff of Command (+8 free spells)
Athames- Shortblade of the mirage (+50 life, +42 mana)
Amulets - Gibblestone, Greebly, Rotunda's torc (rare to find, but check consistently), Swift Arrow
Ring - Band of Intuition (maximum life offered at this level on a ring)
Deck - Pharoah's Deck

When you construct your deck, by the time you can acquire the Pharoah's Deck and have the Storm Shark, use these spells:
3 Pixie, 3 Cyclops, 3 Troll Minion, 2 Myth trap, 1 troll, 2 lightning bats, 3 storm sharks, 3 thermic shield

For the side board, you may use treasure cards. A very useful spell is Touch which adds 75 points of damage. Other useful treasure cards are shields that protect you from other elements. These shields will give you major assistance in dueling higher level wizards or even handling sometimes a 3 v 1 duel which is common while you're trying to level up. You can acquire useful treasure cards by visiting the librarian. If you wear Swift Arrow for your amulet, you can combine the original Myth trap along with the Myth trap that comes from the amulet and Touch to form a powerful Cyclops which will sometimes knock out the rookie you're dueling in one hit. It makes the other player mad and not want to be friends with you.

Before you duel against a wizard, be sure to know what type you're going up against and then set up your amulets and treasure cards to suit your purpose. This way, you'll always be undefeated with my Myth wizard which I gave to you freely for anybody whose the same level as you or a little higher. In the duel, the basic strategy is to use the free spells to set up defenses and throw a free meteor shower on the other player. Once you have about four pips (measure of power to call out spells), cast out a troll minion to get a helper with the maximum life. Protect yourself some more and be ready to heal yourself and then do some combos of powerful spells with the help of your minion which you'll know what he's going to cast. Sometimes, he'll cast Cyclops and you won't have enough power to cast one before him, but you can cast a free Myth trap to power up the Cyclops and do some damage.

Some Techniques - Part 2 Final

I'm going to wrap up my strategy on how to annihilate the computers you play against in Governor of Poker today while playing in the hardest mode. Tomorrow, I will share how I virtually became undefeated in dueling against real people who also occasionally have more experience than me online with the game Wizard 101; technically, I found a way to have the best advantage over others with the current stage I'm at in that game.

Governor Of Poker Cont.

Yesterday, I forgot to mention a few more important tricks to apply in the tournaments. Whenever you get any setup with what I'm about to mention for cash games in a tournament game, you must apply these strategies in order to be successful at it. The main strategy is to pretty much try to make a move with stealing the pot whenever you play against a maximum of two other player and are holding pretty bad cards. The position you're in also matters a lot because it gives you enough information to make the right decision. For cash games, also apply the tournament strategy I laid out yesterday because it will help avoid a lot of unpredictable things that happen in the game and keep you safely in the game. Whenever you don't have enough chips to do an appropriate raise of three times the big blind, then just move all-in. 

This is the general, simple setup to use. Whenever you're in the small blind and have one of those strong starting hands with the list I gave out, just call to see the flop unless you have AA or KK then you must raise. If you get pocket AA (the strongest starting hand) and you are playing against two remaining players then just call at the preflop to draw them in. If you have QQ or JJ and someone did an open raise then just call or always follow through with an open raise of three times the big blind (ex. in a big blind that has 50, raise to 150).  This setup works the same way in tournament games. In addition, whenever the pot will grow to be at least 10 times the small blind for the flop then make the minimum call with poor hands to only match the big blind (for example, if the other 7 players at the table contributed to a total of 135 chips and you're small blind is 15 then when you make the call, you are putting in 15 chips to get a 1 to 10 reward if you get lucky while holding a bad hand.) This is related to the strategy of playing pot odds, which can be very helpful in building your stack and stay in the game longer for making a nice pay day.

When you're in the big blind check with any hand unless you have the top four pairs. In the case with AA and you are playing against a maximum of two players, then checking will work well in drawing them in for the later stages of playing the hand. Whenever you have a strong hand on the list I mentioned besides the top four pairs and someone does a huge raise before it gets to your turn, then fold unless you don't have enough chips to wait for a better hand.

When you're playing on the dealer button and there are only a maximum of three players in the hand, if you have a poor hand make a minimum raise to see if the players in the blinds decide to fold. Most likely when this situation happens, you will be in only with the small and big blind. There are other occasions where you can spot something like this and take advantage of your position. During the flop, you will be the last person to act so if the other players check by the time it gets to you, make a minimum bet to do a small bluff and see if they fold. This strategy works really well and will help build your stack in this game if your consistent with it. Sometimes, they will out raise you then just let go of the hand; no worries, you will get them later because the other players can't get lucky forever. If they make the calls in the flop, then wait for them to check on the turn and then check to see the river. On the river, if they check and gets to you depending on the amount of chips you have make a desirable bluff with the minimum bet, half the chips you put in, or no more than the amount of chips you invested. Sometimes, they will call and you will lose the hand but the tendency is that they will fold and you will just keep building your stack while bluffing your way in the cash games. Furthermore, the blinds will never raise in a cash game so you will virtually have an unlimited amount of chances to display an arsenal of doing some opportunistic bluffing to build your stack and not risk it that much. This is playing poker at a fine and conservative level for this game.   

This is a very important technique to run the computer dry and continuously have it feed you chips, no matter how big their chip stacks grow and how small of chips you have remaining. This only applies if you're going heads up with a player and only the two of you remain on the table. As long as you barely have two big blinds worth of chips by the time in you're in the big blind, then use this trick. If the opponent just calls the small blind, make the minimum raise while you're on the big blind. If the flop makes a pair, then make the initial bet. Most likely, the computer will fold. However, if you make a really sweet hand that's better than a pair and no cards are really a threat to you at the moment then check to try to draw the computer in. Check the flop and turn, if you don't end up with at least a pair while doing this. If it leads to the river and you didn't make a hand or have the lowest pair compared to the board then make a bluff no more than the amount of chips you invested. If the computer folds, then reveal your hand to it and occasionally watch steam come out of its ear which gets amusing.    

Be sure to always make a minimum bet when you just make a pair on the flop or turn. However, on the river be sure to check if it's not the top pair. If you have a strong hand on the river of at least having the top pair, then make a bet that's worth about the size of the pot and the computer will give you plenty of chips to take the lead or it will fold. It doesn't matter because you are going to apply this strategy over and over again and treat the computer you go heads up against like an ATM.  

There's one more thing before I conclude this fun strategy. When you start dominating the last remaining player which is going to happen very often in the cash games if you apply my techniques, when the player is down to their last chips, try not to bluff with a poor hand preflop because it might give the opponent some momentum. Therefore, just in this case, just check or make a call only on preflop to see if your pocket cards make any hand with the board and then put the computer all-in.

Conclusion

By combining the tournament strategy and additional techniques I laid out today, you will be an unstoppable force in the cash games of this game. It's going to be an up and down rush from time to time but just continuously doing these patterns I laid out, you will end up dominating the players on a consistent basis. Whenever you can get the proper setup in a tournament or cash game, be sure to use the technique I laid out and it will help you to stay longer in the game to place in the money. One more thing, once you start winning enough tournaments and cash games, you will have to purchase some real estate that provides you some additional income. If you get lazy with playing this game, you can just keep hitting the "Next Day" button to build additional income to purchase more houses and the more homes you purchase the more you're going to make and never go broke to pass this game! Just for fun, try to pass it with the quickest amount of days elapsed in the game without relying so much on income coming from real estate and build your reputation meter to full in each city.