Well, I've had the opportunity to basically be able to make acquaintances with some women for the last two weekends. It was cool and all! I'm just trying to put myself out there. When I'm around people, I'm a little bit shorter so I just naturally feel shy about speaking up. I'm starting to just laugh about my predicament and feelings.
That reminds me, I need to get back to being consistent with trying those growth stretches again.Okay, with the trading thing I'm going to also try to add in looking at the 4 hour chart as well this time around. I'll see how that goes in improving my position trades.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
Sunday, November 29, 2015
Friday, November 27, 2015
Happy Thanksgiving / Black Friday
I'm going to try to make a post on at least the major holidays.
Anyhow, with this trading thing going, I've decided to adjust my style again. This time I've decided to trade based on the weekly, so that means I'll only have to look at this once a week or just to adjust profit on a daily basis. I'm going to go for position trading this time around, instead of just day/swing trading.
I'm going to go for making entries using the day chart that corresponds to the weekly. This way, it will be hard for me to miss any important trading signal. I have tried waiting with faster time frames but I'm too impatient and bored of just sitting around watching and hoping for my shiny moment. I would rather just get in the market and ride the waves of profit!
I'm realizing that I'm going to stop out every once in awhile, but my style is really to make a lot of profit on the long term and it might even go for months sometimes. I'm cool with that and excited to try this new approach I thought up from just analyzing the charts, while trying to understand how this one system works. It's not exactly following the way it's supposed to be though, and I've just gone off doing my own thing.
Anyhow, with this trading thing going, I've decided to adjust my style again. This time I've decided to trade based on the weekly, so that means I'll only have to look at this once a week or just to adjust profit on a daily basis. I'm going to go for position trading this time around, instead of just day/swing trading.
I'm going to go for making entries using the day chart that corresponds to the weekly. This way, it will be hard for me to miss any important trading signal. I have tried waiting with faster time frames but I'm too impatient and bored of just sitting around watching and hoping for my shiny moment. I would rather just get in the market and ride the waves of profit!
I'm realizing that I'm going to stop out every once in awhile, but my style is really to make a lot of profit on the long term and it might even go for months sometimes. I'm cool with that and excited to try this new approach I thought up from just analyzing the charts, while trying to understand how this one system works. It's not exactly following the way it's supposed to be though, and I've just gone off doing my own thing.
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Lots of Things To Do
Playing video games and watching T.V. sounds like a lot of fun to do when I have no aspirations to be anybody, right after giving some of my time to the Lord. However, that really isn't the case. I want to do lots of things and have always wanted to. I'm really going to need to set aside my time more away from the big screen and wanting to mash buttons for conquering a silly game way-better than others. I think I can use all of that fun and personal time while turning it into a useful investment.
Well, I would like to go out and keep hanging out with people. It's fun to meet new people and to also catch up with the old. The bad things that happened aren't really that big of a deal anyway. It's not a problem because I don't have to turn it into that way. Other than that, I really need to give my car another oil change and to also get a doctor's appointment and go see a dentist. I really need to schedule those things and do some more paper work.
Well, I would like to go out and keep hanging out with people. It's fun to meet new people and to also catch up with the old. The bad things that happened aren't really that big of a deal anyway. It's not a problem because I don't have to turn it into that way. Other than that, I really need to give my car another oil change and to also get a doctor's appointment and go see a dentist. I really need to schedule those things and do some more paper work.
One of the Most Active
I could very well be one of the most active people out of my approximately 8,000 peers who blog on this site as well. It's because I'm only trying to average one post a day! It's just that simple, and I'm like ranked at the top of the most active people for that.
It must not be easy trying to write everyday on a blog that nobody really cares to give feedback on. This is where some crazies can develop and then when the individual does something to catch attention, then that's where all this material pops up which people would be like going nuts over. It's just human nature and just naturally being part of the flesh over stupid, funny things.
Anyhow, I'm looking to still read the Bible, work out, and then trade my way to millionaire status and six pack! I just need to work a lot harder than most people and stay pretty consistent at it. It's really these little and simple things that one needs to keep in mind, but so very easy to forget and not keep in personal check because of other, selfish agendas that are happening.
It must not be easy trying to write everyday on a blog that nobody really cares to give feedback on. This is where some crazies can develop and then when the individual does something to catch attention, then that's where all this material pops up which people would be like going nuts over. It's just human nature and just naturally being part of the flesh over stupid, funny things.
Anyhow, I'm looking to still read the Bible, work out, and then trade my way to millionaire status and six pack! I just need to work a lot harder than most people and stay pretty consistent at it. It's really these little and simple things that one needs to keep in mind, but so very easy to forget and not keep in personal check because of other, selfish agendas that are happening.
Trading Log
After about two days, this trade has managed to make about 170 pips which just means that it's a really nice return. Also, the indicators are showing that there is still more potential movement. I really love these types of trades, and I hope to make these often enough.
I'm basically looking at trading when it bounces off a resistance or support level. Also, I'm testing out my aggressive entry strategy as well. It looks like as long as the spread is decent enough, I could probably end up scaling all my trades to accommodate about 2-5% of my funds at a time while entering all the different currencies. It's because I'm trading with the daily chart and noticing the moves are big enough to profit while doing this strategy.
Monday, November 23, 2015
Pretty Simple
This is what I personally believe will work a lot when it comes to living a fully enriched life. The first and most important thing is to seek a relationship after God from reading the pages of the Bible. By loving Jesus, it just sets up the person to be the very best he or she can be in this life.
That being said, how it applies to me is finding an attractive and pretty strong-willed Christian woman to marry. It is through studying the Bible daily and applying its principles and finding a way to work out with the differences. I think all of that theoretically makes sense and works out in the end.
It's just pretty much hard work to have balance in every aspect of my life, but in the end, I believe that becoming a millionaire with six-pack abs will help me out a whole lot in marrying a decent and attractive believer.
I guess I can see myself having a little fun with playing golf too, even though I'm not that good at it. It would be fun to improve my game a little and to just have fun at it. I guess I have this imagination that needs to be filled up, and it's about coming to acceptance for me in that things are not always going to go accordingly to what I want and that I should work really hard at it without losing heart to minimize what I see as threats. It's to also take advantage of those who wronged me in a way too, without them really having to know about it.
That being said, how it applies to me is finding an attractive and pretty strong-willed Christian woman to marry. It is through studying the Bible daily and applying its principles and finding a way to work out with the differences. I think all of that theoretically makes sense and works out in the end.
It's just pretty much hard work to have balance in every aspect of my life, but in the end, I believe that becoming a millionaire with six-pack abs will help me out a whole lot in marrying a decent and attractive believer.
I guess I can see myself having a little fun with playing golf too, even though I'm not that good at it. It would be fun to improve my game a little and to just have fun at it. I guess I have this imagination that needs to be filled up, and it's about coming to acceptance for me in that things are not always going to go accordingly to what I want and that I should work really hard at it without losing heart to minimize what I see as threats. It's to also take advantage of those who wronged me in a way too, without them really having to know about it.
Trading Update
This is my current best trade that I have running as of now. I have been constantly looking at the charts to analyze a feasible pattern of trading and then trying to test it out in the live market. I do have a trading group that I can go hang out with to exchange some ideas and learn how to be successful in this market. It's pretty fun for me and something I can see myself doing really well in and eventually becoming a millionaire over!
I practically just changed it up a little again and made it even more simpler for my eyes. I have been trying to figure what the best times are to enter and exit the market. I'm also just trying off the daily chart from not desiring to spend a whole lot of time of this each day, and it looks like I'm on my way to tweaking this system so that it could cause me to make some moderate gains.
It's really quite simple actually. I'm just basing it off the laws of supply and demand, when it comes to dealing with trading currency. The numbers don't lie and the charts do a wonderful job at depicting where the market is currently going. It then just becomes a whole bunch of speculation after that.
Friday, November 20, 2015
Doh!
From the last post, it sounded all dandy just that I forgot to consider one thing. The girl I want to be married to has to have her sight set on Jesus. Basically, she needs to be a Christian for me to want to be very interested in her and with those really fun nights I would like to enjoy. I say this with a sense of humor. I'm sure if I texted this to someone I'm annoyed at, then he would get really mad and want to disown me as a friend. I guess there's other, attractive Christians to go find if it isn't here. I'm going to just hold my horses a little and find out as soon as possible, while trying to meet up a few female friends who could be available as well and making new ones.
One of the Most Important Realizations Ever
Apart from realizing, Jesus is the way, truth, and the light. God sent Himself while being flesh and blood and was a perfect being because God can only do the impossible. God did this through being His Son Jesus and saved His believers from condemnation. That pretty much means everything to me, so I choose to worship God through believing upon Jesus with the help of the Holy Spirit.
However, there's something personal about my flaw that I just realized and have been developing at while giving effort. I've become a much nicer guy from trying to man-handle my own emotional disturbances. Basically, my personality flaw that causes disruptions in my personal relationships is from being annoyed at people and just texting them anything that bothers them. Why would I do that? Because it makes me laugh so hard and then I become cool with the person again. The other person doesn't like it and tries to chase me away from his or her life.
I've finally received help from what I believe God in this matter, just to come to the realization. Now, I'm making an effort to change my ways so I can be a better witness to these people I struggle in having a nice relationship with.
Another side note, my main reason for writing this deep post was because I was thinking about this friendly girl I was able to be around as just an acquaintance. I'm thinking I could marry her right now and have so much fun each night after going out doing something. I'm just putting it in Disney terms to sound still appropriate because it's funny to me! I know readers know what I'm talking about here. Anyway, I'm attracted to her and don't even know if she already has a boyfriend in mind that she's going to marry. Anyhow, just right in the nick of time, I realized my relationship crashing flaw from help above and so I'm going to work hard to make this second nature where I won't be sending texts while I'm annoyed at someone. I don't want to do this to her friends and then lose a decent opportunity; that would suck. I'm going to have to prove that I'm a changed man not just to her, but to everyone affected by me because of it. If I can do this, then I think I'm the nicest and coolest guy in the world for the job of having fun with her each night while married! Okay, maybe that's too much probably like once every two or three days to some degree.
Only in the Movies
An awesome writer has the ability to incite the worst out of people and sometimes to put on the brakes and then slowly reverse. These writers have a place in the world, and their talent belongs in movies, scripts, plays, and novels- they entertain the masses with their incredible gift.
I have an ability to write and make a contribution to the world with it. Yet, I don't really want to be just merely an entertainer. I want it to be used for something more useful. Now, I know that I have a personality flaw when dealing with my writing. I've worked on my texting, and it dramatically like changed overnight. It was like an effortless feeling to get to my friends actually responding back to me with "Yeah, let's go hang out." and "when?"
There's a time and place for my writing ability. If I abuse it, I can end up getting in trouble with some charismatic people who will try to lead a mob town against me. People in misery like to lead on others into thinking their conclusions are correct, and in one case that I was actively involved with, the other guy was having some trouble drawing reasonable conclusions and sticking to hasty generalizations. He would just go off and say things with absolutes, like for example, "No one wants to hang out with you." I laugh at that statement. He said, "Everybody is younger than you." I was like so and so isn't, and he was like "Oh really?" Basically, I couldn't take his comments very seriously.
Just In Time
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For this post, I'm just raving about how I managed to finally figure out my personality flaws that makes a few people go nuts and run away from me! It leaves me feeling so sad. I end up texting them non-threatening messages that talk about nonsense and drive them crazy from being so annoyed at them. No one honestly should encourage me to get there because that's pretty much the borderline of losing my cool.
I'm constantly laughing while I'm sending those text messages because I know they are going to read it. What I put on there makes me laugh while thinking about how the person is going to react. I then forget about it and become cool with the person I was annoyed with. However, the person I did it too now becomes unstable and doesn't want me around him or her. Well, that sucks, I'm so cool about hanging out with the person, but he or she is like not interested anymore.
It's funny in an inappropriate way especially if the reader likes to hate people in general. Maybe I'm a super and very cool person to be the most prettiest girl's lover if the world takes away my phone and access to social media on the Internet. If anybody would take away my ability to write, then I become like the greatest guy in the world.
I can see how my texting can be a struggle when I'm incredibly annoyed. The reason why it's scary is because I'm functioning like a normal person still and can be planning really scary stuff while thinking it isn't so bad to do to the person, like setting manure on fire and pretending it was an accident. Maybe I could set up a scarecrow and put the person's name, while the person is sleeping on the front lawn, overnight. I'll spray can it to create visible letters that says "Bird watcher". Those are the funny and sometimes nasty things I can think about doing, but it's better that I don't act on those feelings. Likewise, it was hard for me to see this with my texting because I take pride of keeping my cool in check. If the person is offended, then it's like I pulled a dirty prank on him or her already. I should definitely call texting someone while I'm mad at them one of my nasty tools that I should never take out from the toolbox of explosives.
Moving Forward
This one girl who I was attracted to physically and then the next girl and the next. All of those young women are a part of my memory, but it isn't really that significant enough to feel bothered about. I think my personality also gets me to linger about things longer than I should. It's like I'm missing out on something. I've actually developed an obsession to solve personal problems that I'm interested in dealing with. It could even be the smallest thing.
I'm actually seen as a nice guy, but I sometimes throw some things out there that gets people thinking I was out of line. I now understand why some people don't really want to be friends with me. It really doesn't quite matter so much anymore because I prefer being friends with those who are interested with me and also Jesus is the ultimate friend for me who will always be around because of my faith. I'm starting to see that perhaps lingering on some things dealing with people might not really be that important to worry about anyway. To be the greatest it takes a lot of work anyway and only a few will ever achieve it, while the rest pretty much get to struggle with their daily affairs. Even though the person might be great at that area, working to balance his or life might be some more work. Life is like a constant battle. It's an ongoing fight to be the very best you can be.
I'm actually seen as a nice guy, but I sometimes throw some things out there that gets people thinking I was out of line. I now understand why some people don't really want to be friends with me. It really doesn't quite matter so much anymore because I prefer being friends with those who are interested with me and also Jesus is the ultimate friend for me who will always be around because of my faith. I'm starting to see that perhaps lingering on some things dealing with people might not really be that important to worry about anyway. To be the greatest it takes a lot of work anyway and only a few will ever achieve it, while the rest pretty much get to struggle with their daily affairs. Even though the person might be great at that area, working to balance his or life might be some more work. Life is like a constant battle. It's an ongoing fight to be the very best you can be.
Learning About Personal Weaknesses
A good thing that I've acquired from the past is a sense of humor. Every once in awhile, I like to naturally bring up something to myself that didn't turn out to what I wanted. I could have done it differently now that I think about it, and it's something that just puts a smile on my face. It's a little uncomfortable, but I want to face these types of insecure thoughts and grow from them as a person.
One of the biggest things I've learned about myself is from making this one guy I know flip out. I actually like him as a friend, and I'm saying that not in a marriage-type of feeling way but more like I can see him as a buddy. I learned that I get annoyed sometimes and then just start attacking people that I'm annoyed at with text messages. It could sometimes even be like a build-up from something that happened in the past.
It definitely made me more aware of the person I am. I have also been constantly making an effort to improve myself mentally, physically, and emotionally. I keep my emotions in check even when I'm annoyed at people. It's got to the point where I can seriously elaborate on topics while thinking fairly cleanly while I'm still mad about something. Maybe it's a good thing after all to shy away from unnecessary battles and just leave it alone, even when I'm feeling annoyed about something.
One of the biggest things I've learned about myself is from making this one guy I know flip out. I actually like him as a friend, and I'm saying that not in a marriage-type of feeling way but more like I can see him as a buddy. I learned that I get annoyed sometimes and then just start attacking people that I'm annoyed at with text messages. It could sometimes even be like a build-up from something that happened in the past.
It definitely made me more aware of the person I am. I have also been constantly making an effort to improve myself mentally, physically, and emotionally. I keep my emotions in check even when I'm annoyed at people. It's got to the point where I can seriously elaborate on topics while thinking fairly cleanly while I'm still mad about something. Maybe it's a good thing after all to shy away from unnecessary battles and just leave it alone, even when I'm feeling annoyed about something.
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
Trying To Be Helpful
I think it really comes down to what makes someone happy and how he or she likes to tick. No matter what mistakes were done from stupid things, it's a great thing to think with a sound mind again and move forward. Just try not to repeat the same mistake again by not forgetting about it and understand the lesson that you get out of it. It's just important to not lose heart with having to backtrack or work even harder to work around those mistakes and get something happening.
I really can't testify enough about how developing a relationship with the true and living God through His Son Jesus is wonderful. Yeah, all of this stuff makes sense to me even if it's boring. It's like I'm in some zone of thought and it's entertaining to me.
I really can't testify enough about how developing a relationship with the true and living God through His Son Jesus is wonderful. Yeah, all of this stuff makes sense to me even if it's boring. It's like I'm in some zone of thought and it's entertaining to me.
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Current Best Trade
For the demo account I'm running, so far I've had this currency pair run for almost a week and it has continued to make me a nice gain. I'm once again updating my trading style and experimenting with different ideas. Like always, I feel satisfied with I have going.
It looks like this time I'm trading currencies based on determining if the price is at a current high or low level along with relying on an indicator to give me a signal. I also don't want to trade too low or high when I have a good signal, so I'm also relying on that as well.
By trying to do all this, it's limiting my trading aggression and forcing me to sort out and pick only the best trades that I think I can profit off of. I'm basically just having fun with this, nothing really much to go off of, but just that. Once I'm able to start generating profit consistently, I will be ready to attempt this with real money and try different ideas of maximizing my profit taking which will be the fun part.
Monday, November 16, 2015
Staying Busy
I don't really see myself playing around with video games and watching T.V. so much anymore. I think I'm developing a preference for hanging out with people more often than just being a homebody.
On top of that, I see it as being very beneficial with working out everyday and conducting personal hygiene. I'm just trying to be smart these days. Well, the trading currency part is still something I'm working at. I think I can live with making what I'm currently doing for my day job as a career.
In the meantime, I'll just continue to build confidence and see if I can find an opportunity somewhere while just persisting.
On top of that, I see it as being very beneficial with working out everyday and conducting personal hygiene. I'm just trying to be smart these days. Well, the trading currency part is still something I'm working at. I think I can live with making what I'm currently doing for my day job as a career.
In the meantime, I'll just continue to build confidence and see if I can find an opportunity somewhere while just persisting.
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Becoming More Serious
Well, I do owe about $13,000 for educational loans still. I have a car that I need to make monthly payments with still. It would be really nice to be relieved of any strenuous obligations for housing and transportation. I guess it makes sense then to just work hard and try flirting with some available and single Christian women I would like to get to know - haha.
The current job place that I'm working at is something I can see myself turning it into a living now. Even though I have a degree in Computer Science, I think I can still do something else. If this is where God has allowed me to get to, then I might as well benefit from it and use the experience to enrich myself wholesomely. I still use a little bit of my college background on my other interests anyway.
Last night, I ended up watching a re-run of a basketball game and knew my teams were going to lose ahead of time. I also ended up checking up on the storyline of a T.V. show by reading its Wiki site. Today in the morning after reading the Bible, I skipped my work out and ended up playing Bloons TD5 which is pretty fun and quite easy to play.
Pretty much I let my mind wander a little off-course from my ideal lifestyle again by letting fun distractions get to me. I don't really want to continue going that route when I have some bigger plans that I would like to attend to. I've really seen how my day starts right after reading the Bible. I probably get like 10% out of the ten chapters I'm reading, but that little bit is inspiring to me because I truly want to honor the Lord and love Jesus with all my heart, might, and soul. I need about two more weeks to finish the New Testament and then after that, it's starting all over again. I still have quite a ways to go with the Old Testament. I'll just keep reading and reviewing and trying to retain whenever and whatever I can comprehend in the Bible.
I can also see myself capitalizing on the side with developing my programming skills and creativity while keeping this full-time career and also managing to work out enough to get some muscles and a six-pack, while also getting married to start a family with a beautiful Christian woman. I'm really going to start looking into it with this whole programming thing and just go after whatever interests me while not currently caring about the quality. I'll fix it as it goes and just deal with the cheesiness. To summarize, instead of playing games and poker, I'm going to let myself be immersed with learning how to program and make something that I could eventually sell with no problem! It makes a whole lot of sense because I can do this at my own time, and it fits my personality. I'll just put aside my fun longings like space travel and surviving in the wild naked and afraid for now and work at developing wealth, a six-pack, and Christian wife (wherever Jesus leads me on this one, even if I'm supposed to stay single).
The current job place that I'm working at is something I can see myself turning it into a living now. Even though I have a degree in Computer Science, I think I can still do something else. If this is where God has allowed me to get to, then I might as well benefit from it and use the experience to enrich myself wholesomely. I still use a little bit of my college background on my other interests anyway.
Last night, I ended up watching a re-run of a basketball game and knew my teams were going to lose ahead of time. I also ended up checking up on the storyline of a T.V. show by reading its Wiki site. Today in the morning after reading the Bible, I skipped my work out and ended up playing Bloons TD5 which is pretty fun and quite easy to play.
Pretty much I let my mind wander a little off-course from my ideal lifestyle again by letting fun distractions get to me. I don't really want to continue going that route when I have some bigger plans that I would like to attend to. I've really seen how my day starts right after reading the Bible. I probably get like 10% out of the ten chapters I'm reading, but that little bit is inspiring to me because I truly want to honor the Lord and love Jesus with all my heart, might, and soul. I need about two more weeks to finish the New Testament and then after that, it's starting all over again. I still have quite a ways to go with the Old Testament. I'll just keep reading and reviewing and trying to retain whenever and whatever I can comprehend in the Bible.
I can also see myself capitalizing on the side with developing my programming skills and creativity while keeping this full-time career and also managing to work out enough to get some muscles and a six-pack, while also getting married to start a family with a beautiful Christian woman. I'm really going to start looking into it with this whole programming thing and just go after whatever interests me while not currently caring about the quality. I'll fix it as it goes and just deal with the cheesiness. To summarize, instead of playing games and poker, I'm going to let myself be immersed with learning how to program and make something that I could eventually sell with no problem! It makes a whole lot of sense because I can do this at my own time, and it fits my personality. I'll just put aside my fun longings like space travel and surviving in the wild naked and afraid for now and work at developing wealth, a six-pack, and Christian wife (wherever Jesus leads me on this one, even if I'm supposed to stay single).
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Happy Veteran's Day
Currently I'm still making some progress with this long-term and aggressive trading style. What I like about it is that most of the trades are running for days without getting stopped out. If the signals end up being a bad one, then I can just get out of it instead of just watching the charts and hoping it turns around.
Today, I ended up just messing around with playing the piano and thinking about if I could handle everything about marrying someone I am actually comfortable with dating and physically attracted to. I think it really comes down to if she's happy being with me or not. If she genuinely is and I feel the same way for her, then this mutual interest of being happy for making the other happy would be wonderful! It then becomes like having any physical infirmities instead of being the traditionally big and strong looking guy wouldn't really matter so much then. It's nice to be those things of course, but love conquers all and that's what really matters in the end.
Being in a happy relationship is really about being selfless in both directions. I'm starting to see that now.
Tuesday, November 10, 2015
Leviticus 13:46-59
Last month, I stopped at Leviticus 13:45 which stated that the person with leprosy will have his clothes torn while his head is made bare and his mustache needs to be covered and then he will cry "Unclean! Unclean!" Verse 46 says that he's going to be unclean for as long as he has the sore. As a result of the disease, he becomes isolated and is supposed to live alone. Leprosy must have been such a big deal back then because there was really no cure for it, from the medicine not having been quite as developed as today. In the New Testament, Jesus goes around curing people with leprosy and that must have been an amazing testimony for those who were healed.
Verses 47-59 talk about the law concerning garments that are infected with the bacteria. In today's America, leprosy is classified as a rare disease where there were 56 reported incidents in 2014 (Mayo Clinic). It is now an infectious, but curable disease that spreads by skin-to-skin contact while mainly causing skin lesions and nerve damage. Despite it not being so much of occurrence in this day and age, the part that still gets me is that for back then, the ones who had it were isolated and treated as outcasts. I guess it's depressing and can be seen as unfair for some people. I know I would want to avoid a person who had it too during its infectious stages.
Verses 47-49 note that an infected garment will be noticeable by looking for a greenish or reddish colorization and interestingly, being on leather won't also prevent it from spreading. It must be shown to the priest. Verse 50-51 states that the priest isolates it for seven days and looks to see afterwards, if it spread. If it did, then it's unclean. Verse 52 states that the priest burns the unclean garment in fire. Briefly, I'm getting the impression that God really loves us because He chose to still preserve us in His law that He gave to Moses from being unclean. God doesn't really value materialistic things because He wants His ultimate creation (us) to be about having a relationship with Him through His Son Jesus!
Verse 53-54 states that if the greenish or reddish looking bacteria hasn't spread then the priest commands it to be washed and isolated another seven days. Verse 55 states if the color has not got back to normal then it's unclean and gets burned. "It continues eating away, whether the damage is outside or inside." I quoted that portion because I thought it had some spiritual meaning to reflect on, but it just looks like a keen physical observation made for science!
Verse 56 states that if the priest notices that the color faded then he must do the dirty job (haha) of tearing it out. Verse 57 states if it spreads again, then the garment gets burned. Verse 58 states if the bacteria managed to disappear then it needs to be washed a second time and then becomes made clean. Verse 59 concludes this section about how God wants the priests to deal with the infected garments. It is part of God's law.
Verses 47-59 talk about the law concerning garments that are infected with the bacteria. In today's America, leprosy is classified as a rare disease where there were 56 reported incidents in 2014 (Mayo Clinic). It is now an infectious, but curable disease that spreads by skin-to-skin contact while mainly causing skin lesions and nerve damage. Despite it not being so much of occurrence in this day and age, the part that still gets me is that for back then, the ones who had it were isolated and treated as outcasts. I guess it's depressing and can be seen as unfair for some people. I know I would want to avoid a person who had it too during its infectious stages.
Verses 47-49 note that an infected garment will be noticeable by looking for a greenish or reddish colorization and interestingly, being on leather won't also prevent it from spreading. It must be shown to the priest. Verse 50-51 states that the priest isolates it for seven days and looks to see afterwards, if it spread. If it did, then it's unclean. Verse 52 states that the priest burns the unclean garment in fire. Briefly, I'm getting the impression that God really loves us because He chose to still preserve us in His law that He gave to Moses from being unclean. God doesn't really value materialistic things because He wants His ultimate creation (us) to be about having a relationship with Him through His Son Jesus!
Verse 53-54 states that if the greenish or reddish looking bacteria hasn't spread then the priest commands it to be washed and isolated another seven days. Verse 55 states if the color has not got back to normal then it's unclean and gets burned. "It continues eating away, whether the damage is outside or inside." I quoted that portion because I thought it had some spiritual meaning to reflect on, but it just looks like a keen physical observation made for science!
Verse 56 states that if the priest notices that the color faded then he must do the dirty job (haha) of tearing it out. Verse 57 states if it spreads again, then the garment gets burned. Verse 58 states if the bacteria managed to disappear then it needs to be washed a second time and then becomes made clean. Verse 59 concludes this section about how God wants the priests to deal with the infected garments. It is part of God's law.
Thinking About Future
At my current workplace, my boss has asked me personally if I'm going to still stick around after ten years. He said that if my heart isn't for his business, then I should stop wasting my time and get out of it. I really have some thinking to do. I told him that I would have made up my mind by the end of the year.
My boss pretty much started the company from the ground up and then became the CEO. He says that if I keep asking people how to do things, then I will be below someone and never progress. He's really old-fashioned like that and believes that you have to do everything on your own and catch it with your own eyes. He pretty much went into this business thinking it was going to be the best direction for his family and while having no income. Basically, even though he had days where he felt the business was a total nightmare, he stuck with it and settled in with a decent 120 K salary while having workers underneath him.
I'm in a different school of thought. With the onset of better technology, I believe that equipping ourselves with a sound mind and receiving right instruction while updating our skill set with obtaining useful information, we can succeed with exceeding amounts of wealth and help make the world a better place. I haven't really willed myself and neither been given a lot of tasks to work on. However, I have been gaining valuable work experience that might even surpass my own manager one day.
My people skills are pretty decent, and I also have a physical intimidation factor too. It's really all about how I set my mind to something and working very hard to achieve excellence. This would also mean caring about every minute detail about my weaknesses and strengths. I can try really hard sometimes and go beyond my normal limits while feeling displeased with myself. However, looking back, it left a great starting point for others to build upon. I'm really happy that I did something out of nothing. It was really worth the good feelings.
My boss pretty much started the company from the ground up and then became the CEO. He says that if I keep asking people how to do things, then I will be below someone and never progress. He's really old-fashioned like that and believes that you have to do everything on your own and catch it with your own eyes. He pretty much went into this business thinking it was going to be the best direction for his family and while having no income. Basically, even though he had days where he felt the business was a total nightmare, he stuck with it and settled in with a decent 120 K salary while having workers underneath him.
I'm in a different school of thought. With the onset of better technology, I believe that equipping ourselves with a sound mind and receiving right instruction while updating our skill set with obtaining useful information, we can succeed with exceeding amounts of wealth and help make the world a better place. I haven't really willed myself and neither been given a lot of tasks to work on. However, I have been gaining valuable work experience that might even surpass my own manager one day.
My people skills are pretty decent, and I also have a physical intimidation factor too. It's really all about how I set my mind to something and working very hard to achieve excellence. This would also mean caring about every minute detail about my weaknesses and strengths. I can try really hard sometimes and go beyond my normal limits while feeling displeased with myself. However, looking back, it left a great starting point for others to build upon. I'm really happy that I did something out of nothing. It was really worth the good feelings.
New Updates
I have managed to allow most of my recent trades to stick around for a few days without stopping out. I've had to end a few bad trades early, but it turns out to be a good practice because you could end up losing more. I've cashed out on some of them already. Keeping in mind this is just a demo account, I sort of have something going on here. This style seems to be simple for someone who doesn't really have a whole lot of expertise with trading.
For my push-ups, I have managed to finally hit 60 repetitions and not too sure about my sit-ups. I wasn't really paying attention this morning. Also, the day was cold and really breezy for a nice run, so I really didn't sweat that hard. I've been maxing out a set of push-ups and sit-ups, along with running for about 20 minutes for about two weeks straight. I have to say that it feels pretty good getting it done and helps keep my body more alert and better focused on mundane tasks at my job. I'm going to keep this routine going until I reach about 77 push-ups and 80 sit-ups under two minutes for each exercise separately and then I will switch over to the vigorous work-out program I purchased to get my six-pack abs pumping! My weight is also being better maintained and I've been losing quite a few pounds. I should be able to keep this up and reach my ideal weight again.
Basically, I'm just getting home after work and applying minoxidil on my head, which is what Rogaine is made of and wearing a hair helmet every other day for like twenty minutes, so that oxygen would flow better for my head and keep my hair from falling out. For the old guy that I am, I managed to do those growth stretches yesterday and boy those yoga stretches are a pain! They take about twenty minutes to complete and you are like in a very uncomfortable pose.
I have also been reading the Bible fast as possible and trying to get a good grasp of it at the same time. Okay, I'm worshiping God through His Son Jesus in spirit even though I don't really know what I was reading from not paying attention to it enough from trying to read it fast while thinking about something else. I figure that I'm going to be re-reading the Bible over again as much as I can in my lifetime, so I'm not really stressing about missing some important verses.
I have actually joined a Toastmaster's group and my buddy's programming group which meet weekly. With the Toastmaster's group, I'm going to work on my speaking skills and try to practice some leadership qualities, so I can have better confidence in dealing with problematic people the healthy way. The whole playing Magic: the Gathering thing is something I'm going to limit to for once a week. My deck is pretty much an all-around and efficient deck that controls the game while going for attacking the opponent rather fast.
Friday, November 6, 2015
Using All Imagination
Losing relationships with some people and them not really considering me a serious friend anymore really sucks! All I need to really do is just make fun of them when the going gets tough and stay honest. Another thing is to just laugh at them for whatever thing they did and go along with the flow. Being agitated and having that adrenaline flow is just a part of me that I don't really want to bother getting rid of. I might as well just save it and use it for something more meaningful then bashing some people who are in denial with me!
Okay problem solved- it's a waste of time imagining other possibilities with some individuals when it's not really going to get there anyway. I'm starting to think more practically now. I have a shot at forcing the girl with the former restraining order to add me as a friend on Facebook. Or better yet, going back to that church again and making a friend with someone there again. It would mean the whole world for me, but I'm not stressing it with having just one particular thing. I see many alternatives just feeding onto my positive ego. After all, I've even gone as far as thinking that if that church building is no longer in service, I'll be happy that they are all gone too!
I have some very strong energy that could turn the tide while dealing with people. I'm not going to waste my time with imagining those things anymore. I don't even care about offending those people now because I'm going to get them to add me as a friend on Facebook anyway. If they don't like it, they can just leave the premises of wherever I found them. I'll make a great friend with someone there anyway. Those particular individuals don't have to be a nice friend to me.
In the meantime, I'm centering my life around reading the Bible and listening to some sermons while I drive around town. Secondly, I'm working out and trying to get some six pack abs along with muscles. I'm dealing with it a little at a time, and it's not hurting that I'm maintaining it consistently. Also, I'm going to do those yoga stretches to improve my posture and try to force my body to grow. It hurts to read up on people saying that it's not going to work and stuff like that. I'm even a little reluctant myself, but the power of the mind is from doing something about it and having enough confidence in forming a relationship with an attractive Christian lady I have yet to find!
Lastly, I have a lot of endeavors that I'm thinking about doing for my pleasure in making money. It's just so fun and why not make a living off of it. Not very many people can say that their jobs are 100% pure fun and absolutely rewarding. Imagining myself being a millionaire and helping people potentially while boosting the economy is a ride that I want to take. Focusing on programming, martial arts, surviving in the woods with minimal resources, being trained to provide medical assistance, and having decent knowledge to provide computer security, there are a lot of directions that I can still go. I'm getting older and towards the end of the road. I might just go with trying to date any Christian lady that I personally like. It won't matter whether I like her appearance or not, but absolutely, I would like to keep in touch with those special gems and marry one of them if I can find the capacity. Basically, I'm disregarding my advice from my parents and older relatives to stick to just Korean girls! I'm going with whatever good thing I can find and seeing if I can settle with her. I'll work super hard to make it work, no matter how much they want to put forces on me to make it hard for me. I'm willing to pay the price to marry and keep around an exceptionally and beautiful Christian lady. If Jesus is putting it in my heart to marry well, then so be it, I accept it.
Okay problem solved- it's a waste of time imagining other possibilities with some individuals when it's not really going to get there anyway. I'm starting to think more practically now. I have a shot at forcing the girl with the former restraining order to add me as a friend on Facebook. Or better yet, going back to that church again and making a friend with someone there again. It would mean the whole world for me, but I'm not stressing it with having just one particular thing. I see many alternatives just feeding onto my positive ego. After all, I've even gone as far as thinking that if that church building is no longer in service, I'll be happy that they are all gone too!
I have some very strong energy that could turn the tide while dealing with people. I'm not going to waste my time with imagining those things anymore. I don't even care about offending those people now because I'm going to get them to add me as a friend on Facebook anyway. If they don't like it, they can just leave the premises of wherever I found them. I'll make a great friend with someone there anyway. Those particular individuals don't have to be a nice friend to me.
In the meantime, I'm centering my life around reading the Bible and listening to some sermons while I drive around town. Secondly, I'm working out and trying to get some six pack abs along with muscles. I'm dealing with it a little at a time, and it's not hurting that I'm maintaining it consistently. Also, I'm going to do those yoga stretches to improve my posture and try to force my body to grow. It hurts to read up on people saying that it's not going to work and stuff like that. I'm even a little reluctant myself, but the power of the mind is from doing something about it and having enough confidence in forming a relationship with an attractive Christian lady I have yet to find!
Lastly, I have a lot of endeavors that I'm thinking about doing for my pleasure in making money. It's just so fun and why not make a living off of it. Not very many people can say that their jobs are 100% pure fun and absolutely rewarding. Imagining myself being a millionaire and helping people potentially while boosting the economy is a ride that I want to take. Focusing on programming, martial arts, surviving in the woods with minimal resources, being trained to provide medical assistance, and having decent knowledge to provide computer security, there are a lot of directions that I can still go. I'm getting older and towards the end of the road. I might just go with trying to date any Christian lady that I personally like. It won't matter whether I like her appearance or not, but absolutely, I would like to keep in touch with those special gems and marry one of them if I can find the capacity. Basically, I'm disregarding my advice from my parents and older relatives to stick to just Korean girls! I'm going with whatever good thing I can find and seeing if I can settle with her. I'll work super hard to make it work, no matter how much they want to put forces on me to make it hard for me. I'm willing to pay the price to marry and keep around an exceptionally and beautiful Christian lady. If Jesus is putting it in my heart to marry well, then so be it, I accept it.
Trading Result
Out of all 24 pairs that I'm trading on my demo account, I had two stop out on me. With the remaining 22 pairs, 13 of them are currently in the money and the rest are slightly losing. Overall, I'm making some profit today. I don't really know what's going to happen in the future, but I really like this dangerous setup of mine. I'm going to try to keep running with this strategy and analyzing what will be the best way for me to make money in the future. The currency market is always going to be there, so I'm not stressing about rushing into it now. It looks like I could probably verify it will run more smoother by also looking at the 4H chart. I can also maximize my profit by adjusting my lots in accordance with using a tighter stop loss. It's going to be a little more advanced, but it's fun considering how I have this cool aggressive strategy that I'm running with now.
Thursday, November 5, 2015
Revised Trading Strategy
I accept that in currency trading there's always going to highs and lows in the business. Unless you have exactly all the information in the world by like being in a bank and have incredibly a lot of money, it's going to be basically impossible to be virtually perfect in each investment.
I pretty much reduced the setup of indicators to what I believe to be the most important piece of the puzzle. I don't care about winning or losing right now, as long as I make profit in the end after I put money in and it's all convenient for me. In addition, this is really just my preference that I'm dealing with here. There's really no sure-fire way and mine is just so different. I guess I'll see if this method holds up as I continue to analyze it. I'm pretty much using the daily chart which is just so easy for me to work with. This ECN broker allows for 24 different pairs to be traded, so I'm trading all of them so far based on this indicator alone just to test it.
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
Trading Progress
Right now, I'm letting a professional manage my account. He's slowly rebuilding the funds after having lost more than half of my $2,000 account the first month. I like how he's trading and he said that he's willing to share with me some of his strategies, so I'm really hoping it works out for both of us.
One of my demo accounts is winning and I'm thinking about putting in real money with that. It's still too early to tell for me. The picture I have above is my system that I have toned down to just three indicators instead of four at the bottom. The familiar ones include the trend lines and stochastic oscillator. I don't think anyone understood what I was talking about.
The one I showed is basically my own doing. I'm trying to put in the least amount of effort to trading, so I have decided to go with the daily chart, so I only need to monitor once per day and whenever I get the chance while being curious. I made some, obvious bad decisions, but it's been a free experience for me without losing anything. I'm still waiting to become consistent with this, before I actually do put in real money.
Great Working Out Strategy
The ideal amount of push-ups a man should be able to do without taking a break is 77 and for a woman it's 50. Right now, I'm stronger than the ideal woman and with her push-ups. No duh, I'm a man's man or I at least wish to be! I can only do four more push-ups than the ideal woman can, oh well; I'm still weak.
For sit-ups, men and women should both be able to do 80 non-stop. My sister can only do like 20 before complaining. I can only do 65 right now. I'm about 15 away from joining in with the champs!
For running, men should be able to hit 6 min and 30 seconds per mile. It needs to be maintained for at least two miles. I've done it for the first mile, but then blow out during the second mile and get like 7 min and 15 seconds. I'm actually a pretty decent runner from having built endurance while doing marathon training. For women, they need to do run it at 7 minutes and 48 seconds per mile at least twice. Oh man, that's too easy for me! So okay, I've seen some very athletic and female specimen and run right past them to the finish line while I have this slightly chubby body of mine. I impress the ladies with my running skill, ha-ha! It's called true determination and muscle usage while I have a slightly fat tummy.
With my description of doing push-ups, sit-ups, and running at least two miles, I'm doing it everyday by just trying to max out a set of push-ups and sit-ups and then doing a two-mile run. The running part obviously takes the longest for me to finish. It doesn't matter if I'm sore or not. I can still perform this basic routine, and it's been helping me to lose a little bit of weight like only a pound each day from working out. I guess when I stop losing weight from doing this work-out, then that's the day that I became two skinny and my body wants to conserve some fat. I'm going to start changing up my work out once I can hit 77 push-ups and 80 sit-ups non-stop and doing it rather easily and it's all under two minutes for each.
For sit-ups, men and women should both be able to do 80 non-stop. My sister can only do like 20 before complaining. I can only do 65 right now. I'm about 15 away from joining in with the champs!
For running, men should be able to hit 6 min and 30 seconds per mile. It needs to be maintained for at least two miles. I've done it for the first mile, but then blow out during the second mile and get like 7 min and 15 seconds. I'm actually a pretty decent runner from having built endurance while doing marathon training. For women, they need to do run it at 7 minutes and 48 seconds per mile at least twice. Oh man, that's too easy for me! So okay, I've seen some very athletic and female specimen and run right past them to the finish line while I have this slightly chubby body of mine. I impress the ladies with my running skill, ha-ha! It's called true determination and muscle usage while I have a slightly fat tummy.
With my description of doing push-ups, sit-ups, and running at least two miles, I'm doing it everyday by just trying to max out a set of push-ups and sit-ups and then doing a two-mile run. The running part obviously takes the longest for me to finish. It doesn't matter if I'm sore or not. I can still perform this basic routine, and it's been helping me to lose a little bit of weight like only a pound each day from working out. I guess when I stop losing weight from doing this work-out, then that's the day that I became two skinny and my body wants to conserve some fat. I'm going to start changing up my work out once I can hit 77 push-ups and 80 sit-ups non-stop and doing it rather easily and it's all under two minutes for each.
Tuesday, November 3, 2015
Review of My Last Post
My last post has some embarrassing material and fortunately, I was able to write it without putting down names. I believe that only the people closest to me will be minimally affected by it and that it might be safe to share with the whole world. Originally, I didn't mean to put it on here. I actually left it word-for-word on a section for people who wanted to rant anonymously.
This morning I received an e-mail from a reader that I made his or her day and wished me a happy life. I wanted to boost up everybody's morale or anybody who could benefit out of it, so that's why I made the decision to paste it on here. Whether that was actually meant to be a sarcastic message for me or not, it was still touching to me. I'm looking to be a more positive person, even through my negative outcomes and personal challenges. You really can't win them all, which is where I'm selfish about wanting, but it's turning out to be enjoyable that God is giving me something spiritual to work on with myself.
This morning I received an e-mail from a reader that I made his or her day and wished me a happy life. I wanted to boost up everybody's morale or anybody who could benefit out of it, so that's why I made the decision to paste it on here. Whether that was actually meant to be a sarcastic message for me or not, it was still touching to me. I'm looking to be a more positive person, even through my negative outcomes and personal challenges. You really can't win them all, which is where I'm selfish about wanting, but it's turning out to be enjoyable that God is giving me something spiritual to work on with myself.
Dumb Restraining Orders
Out of two dumb restraining orders, I developed a best friend who likes to play Magic: the Gathering with me.
Another friend who struggles with being smart in relationships and gets lazy by playing video games tried to intervene for us. He told me I was the better man, and I guess I still am to him because he said he doesn't hang out with him. Whether he's lying about that or not, I got to take photos with him so that doesn't hurt while just hanging out and it got put on his Facebook. He had moments of raising his voice while being in frustration with me in our phone conversations. He then said that I was texting crazy stuff to him. He didn't want to read it because he just complained about how long it was. Anyway with this guy, my old co-worker got mad at him and said that they were no longer friends because of me. I saw this as my window of opportunity to go screw that co-worker. I rushed him at his house. The lucky guy locked his door and roommates were around so I couldn't like grab an ax or something. The next morning at work I said something to him. He was shaking so much all over his body like he was freezing or wanted to go to the bathroom. Anyway, that's what the restraining order said in that I just rushed him. His proof was a blog post that talked about how he felt I was into doing terrorist activities! I guess that's a minus then that an offended and sensitive friend would take something from my blog. It's really hard to incriminate me with everything I have on there now because I consciously give effort to not obviously break the law by making vivid threats.
The second one isn't that bad as the first because I lost a guy friend who I'm grateful to for having hooked me up with a job. He even let me hit on a girl he was cheating with because he wanted to set his life straight. The girl had a nice body and really ballooned up chest, but her face was a little whack. Anyway, we hit it off according to him. I thought I was just doing him a favor. I kept pressing to go out with her and it worked. She relented to me. I didn't go any further after that. I thought it was going to be too much work, and she seemed still attracted to him.
The second one came from a church girl who was trying to kick me out of her church. Long story short, I let it default by submitting to the court for three years. After it ended and not making any contact, I heard she went to go extend it and when I went back, the pastor gave me some court papers to try to prove it. Anyway, she failed to get it extended. I was on cloud nine after that. I went back and fluffed my way and just sat there. The cops came in and couldn't take me in while they had me handcuffed. A few people were laughing. No one really came out to check up on me. After two weeks, I dressed in my machine shop clothes, had shades on that made me look like a murderer, and sneaked in the church through the back entrance. The girl with the former restraining order has lousy singing ability. I was debating whether I should or not. I was feeling scared and pressured and even had my phone on record to get the whole sound experience. After hearing her talk like an angry woman who still had some hate in her, I was like I'm going in. I went up on stage, she screamed and was like "AHHHHHHHHHHHH!" The pastor came up and tried to block my entrance path to her, but I wasn't there for her. I ended up throwing a Jehovah Witness Bible at him but it missed. DANG! He had that scared look on his face and then he smiled with laughter. I yelled "Oh shoot!", after his wife got up and scrambled off stage and tripped on the carpet. I got up really fast and ran out the back. A puny guy came out to try to stop me, and he was laughing. I even ran faster and got to my car.
I never heard from the cops about that incident, but I have the girl's scream on my cell phone. I played it and my buddy's twin brother who is a complete jerk started laughing his tail off with his obnoxious and childish laughter. He wanted to continuously hear it after that, and I'm like forget it all the time. The last thing I've heard about them is that they said it's okay for me to come back, meaning they aren't going to try to force me to leave now and that most of the people who got involved with the court order left the church. They want to force themselves in accepting me because they don't want me to commit a crime that I'll get away with and will massively screw them over while still being accepted by the false god that they worship.
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