Monday, January 15, 2024

Clarification After Having Discussion With Old Colleague

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands. 

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there. 

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Main Personal Daily Tasks Until Completion

  1. Good hygiene. Expectation:  my face won't break out and to also lessen worries over my teeth getting any worse. Value:  feeling good about being physically presentable to others. 
  2. Good exercise and diet. (Include stretches.) Expectation:  physically feel lighter, healthier, and stronger with plenty of confidence. Value:  my personal health the most and also like feeling good about improving in my workouts. 
  3. Work on completing main projects at work. Expectation:  gain more experience and to get paid for whatever amount I agreed to for it. Value:  having enough salary to support my lifestyle.
  4. Conduct trades and investments with intent to master them. Expectation:  eventually get really good at it. Value:  independence financially and with time. 
  5.  Work on learning. Expectation:  gain an education that will support my work and values. Value:  knowledge for the sake of always looking to improve my current situation.
  6. Clear out daily emails. Expectation: learn something and get better at doing it. Value:  not being overwhelmed by unchecked emails that are interesting for me to look at.    
  7. Enjoy life. Expectation/Value:  it's more of a reward so that's always something I would like to keep on including for myself. 
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What did I do right today?

I am motivated to fully cope with any of my annoyances.

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Regardless of how you can sometimes feel about discussions you don't want to have, it can have some merit during its rare moments. The question is really about how open-minded you are with it, which is related to your own character.

I feel that each of us individually possess this powerful quality of good character and that it's sometimes hidden underneath in some figurative safe with a hidden key. I'm going to testify that it feels good to finally get it opened!

Regardless of how annoying it is to me, I'm open to hearing the thoughts of annoying people I've been still writing to! I wouldn't be a writer if I didn't receive any feedback and still not hearing back is some sort of feedback. I might have to be more vigilant to hear it from them in person and also use other sources to uncover the actual truth that I'm investigating but all of this is tying together after applying this self-knowledge that I have found for myself.

Let's get down to this clarifying business that I withheld from you after my free write on just the introduction which I find to be funny and fun at the same time! 

With my old college buddy, I discussed my four points to deal with any kind of annoyance effectively. He pointed out a concern quickly and said that it's like you're faking it, so I'll explain it. It didn't sound so bad when I presented it in writing to them, but during speaking it was so informal that he criticized it which was interesting to note.

My four points are having a sense of humor, speaking better advice that works for you personally, putting on a good show (the controversy is here!), and being in the right place with your heart.

Putting on a good show is like you're faking it- that's what my friend said. I'll skip to the ending. I told him that it's like an enabling type of idiom like break a leg. Get it yet? Let me explain a little further without trying to be lazy.

The literal meaning is to have self-control with your emotions and not go off getting into a shouting match with your annoying partner who is engaging in whatever negative comments and bad body language they want to communicate with you. Basically, your annoying partner can feel like a nasty person or opponent to you at the moment too and you can use it interchangeably.  

I feel enabled to do this with the last step which is having a good heart. Therefore, always put on a good show even by yourself or with another person by yourself without the world watching you. It feels good and works for me without feeling forced upon you like some good-for-nothing people think they know about you like how Crazy Lee and dumb Chris Kuch used to think about me! I'm going to say it on record because they are dumb from one of the official definitions being at least staying quiet! They are doing that quite effectively. They are quite dumb ghosters just like the rest of the lot I've been trying to work with.

I'm opening up the forum to express their thoughts which will be countered by me, so it's like why waste your energy with your passive aggressiveness and anger issues right? I'm ready to let the world see it for an issue that was never an important one to begin with out of using misinformed and misplaced, condemnable judgements which I don't really care for and can turn the page on. It's official when I do it in person someday. The sooner the better, but I have a more important and bigger thing to take care of considering the Kingdom. This type of talk is cryptic for all the Believers out there. I'm not a Jehovah's Witness. Enough said!  

I'm better at managing these things than they are and want the world around these people to see it now.