Friday, June 23, 2023

Finding Good Encouragement

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands. 

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am accepting of the things I've worked hard for in the past and now have a better relaxed and happier sense of purpose.

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It looks like I'm ready to be in a relationship with the right person. I don't really care about her appearance that much as it is not really on my top priority. It's really the personality and hopefully won't ever get too annoying for me. I mean I can handle the clingy and romantic types because it's sort of a turn on for me. 

I can say that whatever outcome happens, I now legitimately have a life partner to look forward to being with for the rest of my life. She's funny, charming, romantic, and very lovey dovey. The outside part doesn't really matter to me so much as I believe she's taller than me to the point that it's traditionally reversed by gender with how our heights are. Oh well, I turned out to be on the shorter stock but it's not really all about being fixated on that. 

I think it's really about how you make her feel and that's the most important part. The second most important part is vibing well with her truthfully. It just wouldn't make sense for you to pretend to be someone else while feeling miserable for the rest of your life. 

Looking back at my close friends who I have considered being in a dating relationship with, they have been so annoying at times! No wonder why I don't respond to them in that way romantically. They aren't really my type. They even crossed the line further at aggravating me by stating that I'm like a brother to them. It's pretty funny to realize all this now.

Besides, my close female friends are quite weird to begin with but I've learned to love them all for who they are. I'm only spending a lot of good time with one of them, since it's like I'm waiting for her to part into her next adventure or something like that in transition. The other one can be as annoying as one can be sometimes while still calling her a best friend and having a few narcissistic traits that are also very annoying to deal with. I'm currently not spending any time with her because I made a deal with myself in getting to where I need to be first.