Wednesday, June 28, 2023

Not Really Minding So Much Anymore

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands. 

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am starting to become really good at being aware of how things can work to my benefit.

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You know what's really so funny is how I'm seeing all of this. I'm only a 5 ft 3" male and that's considered to be super short. On top of that, some people have called me this really intimidating or scary guy from just trying to talk to them about something that doesn't even make sense to them after they were trying to help me on something. Man they were really so out of it!

I don't mind laughing about my height now or being made fun of for it. Heck, there was a unique guy named Muggsy Bogues who was a 5 ft 3" player and capable of dunking a basketball in the NBA even though he never did in an actual game.  He was able to outjump mostly anyone, so it makes sense for those people bothered by me to have felt so small underneath and so intimidated and bullied in a weird sense that even had nothing to do with us.

This is something I'm starting to laugh about. If there was a guy around my height who could dunk with an official NBA size basketball, then I'm happy to say that I'm tall enough even though I qualify to be a very short guy out there in this world. I'm officially 0.25 inches taller than the listed height of Muggsy Bogues, who is the shortest player ever to play in the NBA! Statistically speaking, I'm still packing more than enough meat where it counts to be very satisfying but let's not get to what I mean by that even if you already have a naughty sense of what I'm saying!

Those fools were just being a bunch of weirdos with passive aggressive and annoying attitudes.  They should let everyone know I said this, or I don't mind saying it for all of them eventually.

Sometimes with untenable details, you just have to man up even if you're a woman and force yourself to act better even under circumstances where you are feeling so insecure and crazy about something being so displeasurable. This is the case and the funny part is that the main things they were trying to argue with me about had nothing to do with it between us. I want them to let others know I said this too so that others can have a great laugh about this.