Wednesday, October 11, 2023

Reminding Myself of the Useful Epiphany

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands. 

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there. 

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Main Personal Daily Tasks Until Completion

  1. Good hygiene. Expectation:  my face won't break out and to also lessen worries over my teeth getting any worse. Value:  feeling good about being physically presentable to others. 
  2. Good exercise and diet. (Include stretches.) Expectation:  physically feel lighter, healthier, and stronger with plenty of confidence. Value:  my personal health the most and also like feeling good about improving in my workouts. 
  3. Work on completing main projects at work. Expectation:  gain more experience and to get paid for whatever amount I agreed to for it. Value:  having enough salary to support my lifestyle.
  4. Conduct trades and investments with intent to master them. Expectation:  eventually get really good at it. Value:  independence financially and with time. 
  5.  Work on learning. Expectation:  gain an education that will support my work and values. Value:  knowledge for the sake of always looking to improve my current situation.
  6. Clear out daily emails. Expectation: learn something and get better at doing it. Value:  not being overwhelmed by unchecked emails that are interesting for me to look at.    
  7. Enjoy life. Expectation/Value:  it's more of a reward so that's always something I would like to keep on including for myself. 
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What did I do right today?

I am reinforcing what I realized was good for myself.

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From reading up on my personality type, it says that I can come up with some good ideas. The next part is the hardest, which is putting these ideas into good practice and following through with them. My mom would advise me not to do too much and to not just keep on talking about my ideas at the same time.

Well, I think what my mom told me is annoying, so to come up with a counter is to come up with something better. It doesn't have to be the best, but just better to top it. Discussing about your ideas is being vocal and helps you remember better and talking about it means that you are finding ways already to dig deeper into it. It means that you are already doing some work naturally, and it's easier because you are interested in it. My mom is retired by the way and lacks energy to do hard stuff, so I don't know why she acts like she knows while talking about something she clearly doesn't know already.

Okay, let's get to the epiphany about how playing Poker is related to my life. Poker is so boring man! It doesn't mean that my life is boring, I know. 

Investing and trading to make money is like playing Poker for me on auto-pilot. It's the most important side hustle I have going for me, and it's something that I want to accumulate so much wealth over so it's worth it with all this strategizing. The best part about investing and trading being like playing my Poker hands is that it's safer because I can diversify it in many different areas. With playing Poker, I'm stuck with having to strategize on conquering one thing, which would mean that I would have to dominate and be the very best player every time. In a game of Poker, there's sometimes luck that favors the annoying opponent who can sometimes be a troll and then make you want to flip the handle or blow up the roof over your head. 

With investing and trading, you don't have to worry about trolls looking over private transactions in the market and start taunting you over the ones that you know were stupid! It's more peaceful for sure, and you don't have to be the very best at it to make money. You can easily be like the millionth person to collect some money on a no-brainer stock. 

I conclude that investing and trading is like my Poker games, but on auto-pilot and much safer. It totally makes sense because it's about strategizing and making money in the market. I just get to diversify and not have to worry about being the best while dodging some bad luck and managing my cool over some trolls. 

The only thing with diversifying my investments is leading me to how I handle options and bonds. I need more money and to learn more about both of them. I might dabble on futures, but not likely at the moment. With options right now, I'm open to doing covered calls to collect some guaranteed income as a way to hedge.