Friday, February 24, 2023

Being Excited

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
  2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
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What did I do right today? 

I have made an important connection for myself with dating. 

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I'm very excited to be working on becoming successful with my side job of investing and trading. I find it to be giving me a sense of sereness.

I really ought to be combining my main job and this a lot. I'm just trying to always improve which is my main thing and be efficient at it while gaining more. 

I think a soulmate I used to hang out with has her limitations even though I used to admire her for talking about them. I think she does it for a point of self-validation. It does make her come across as a little needy for attention and self-centered. She hasn't shown herself to be that well composed after her last divorce and I think she's going to be like a broken record for the rest of her life because of it. I was very close to her so I noticed these unwanted changes in her and it just became too much for both of us after I snapped one day and then texted a couple invective jokes to relieve myself of the angry buildup I felt with her. 

I still consider her a friend for life, but just someone I'm not going to be around for a while longer. It just depends on how soon I reach my goals because I'm very serious about it. Once I do, which might be likely, it's probably going to have some more effect on people I haven't seen that I don't know about yet. I think the ones who were annoying me are going to be less nosy with me but I could be to them and they might close themselves up from not being at my level anymore and also because of my natural ability to be able to contend against them.