Tuesday, March 14, 2023

Powerful Stuff

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
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What did I do right today? 

I'm realizing how my mind works very intuitively and how it could serve me well! 

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On my main personal list, I just appended the first and most important one to include my matching criteria. Take it, if you want. I probably won't even notice and no this might not even be copyrighted with loose ends that haven't been tied up and if it makes you millions of dollars, just do it tastefully. 

For the girl I think I'm in love with, I only think she's sexy. For the other criteria I would want, I don't really know that much about her to be able to tell yet. Yet, I feel this strong open-mindedness about being in love with her and don't mind if she's already happy with another. This is how open-minded my loving ability has become over the years. My love has become very open and accepting with certain women! 

I might just make friends with her eventually or just be a brave soul and try to ask her out. If she isn't that laid back or really isn't attracted to my appearances, then she'll probably reject the offer anyway if it didn't come across as too creepy while not already having any other plans that day. It's really that simple and something I could do to move on. 

Yet, since we're crossing paths pretty regularly now, I don't really want to be rejected and then feel awkward about the situation. I would rather be able to fully avoid her if this happened, so until I have this potential ability to do so, I really plan to not try to make a move on her. It seems like she could have already made a hint that she's into me. She initiated a very positive greeting with a huge smile on her face and said that we're now crossing paths. I just said "Hey" back while smiling in awe of seeing her. I think she's sexy and I don't care about anything about her appearance. I really think that I'm in love with her and just feel open about anything with her. It doesn't matter however many kids she already had and also how many past lovers! I'm ready to put all of that aside and want to confirm if she truly is my match. 

My terrible soulmate is not my match at this stage of our lives, but I'm still stuck with calling her a soulmate because we both made that kind of pact. It's just how I think it is now. Maybe it was a little too rash and I did mask it with some manliness while feeling some discomfort around her when it happened. I don't think I ever need to make it a serious point of conversation with anyone again! I did this on a date before which was a horrible move. Anyway that girl wasn't that laid back and behaved quite shallow so it wasn't going to work for me.