Friday, March 17, 2023

What I'm Trying to Do

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
  2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
  3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
  10. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
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What did I do right today? 

I'm trying to make a good connection.

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I really want to make a lot of money and also live a pretty balanced and entertaining life. I do want to have this great, athletic body while not being shallow about it myself. I sort of want to give this dumb dude who called me friend a hard time for looking so fat and tell him to go work out while flexing my own muscles and also showing him my six pack. Yeah, it's likely he won't want to give me any more advice from getting so annoyed by me and accept that I made myself better than him while I'm trying to still be humble about it. I don't think he's even going to respond to me or try to make it much of a conversation anymore. I'll bring up what he did and then maybe he'll probably understand the error of his ways or still be a little narcissistic about it. It really doesn't matter to me anymore because I'm going to be happy and know beforehand that this is how I'm going to be acting. 

A few years ago, I kept on seeing cops drive down the street wherever I was. I don't know if it was because I was expressing too much frustration at the wrong places with the wrong people at the wrong time continually! I think it's also because my cellphone was always on, so yeah it would be easy to track me from hacking it or maybe it's even public information that you can easily acquire. 

It's possible that it could have also been a part of my anxiety that I had trouble dealing with. Nowadays, things have happened and the police force seems to have diminished after the COVID lockdown. 

I'm looking forward to getting married and having kids as well with someone who wants to have them. I'm looking forward to settling down and it's great that I finally figured out my main criteria that I'm looking for in a woman with who I want to be with. It's great that I can easily distinguish and make a fast calculation of any friend or acquaintance if they would be good or still have some potential with me. 

Even though my orientation is towards being with women, I can comically assess guys with my personal criteria too. Even the guys I have known as friends and have terrible personalities can already fulfill an area I've been looking for.