Monday, December 5, 2022

Wonderful Personal Experience

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
  2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
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One of my friends who I have been mainly hanging out with all these years claims to have a soft spot for me. Even though I've told her to never call me a brother, she says that she's mindful about it. I'm her closest guy friend ever! 

It feels good to have this kind of title. My feelings for her are that I absolutely care about her and don't want to lose her friendship which would be devastating for me. I am also open-minded about becoming more than just pals but going to keep this from her. Besides, she's already dating someone else! I am still looking to naturally practice basic chemistry with her. It seems to be working and what's holding this glue together for us must be that we are both open to communicating civilly whenever we have minor spats.