Sunday, December 11, 2022

Thawing Back into Place

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
  2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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Right now, I just want to be frozen in motion because I feel so good underneath with everything that transpired. I put a little work into and used what was given to me to make the best of my situation. It feels great to feel like a winner. I think I'm ready to move on now.

In this universe, I believe that my job is to inform these unfortunate frenemies that they were never meant to give me any type of advice and went too far ahead of themselves. They like had their heads stuck somewhere in the clouds while possibly feeling they were really something special or capable enough to help me out. They really made a rookie mistake by closing off communication and reacting emotionally to it. They were never really good enough in the first place. 

To add some more insult to injury, I'm playing favorites with people I willingly take advice from.