4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
Summary of interpersonal goals:
Work on close friendships and love.
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What did I do right today?
I'm starting to maintain relationships that I want to keep as important.
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I do have a female buddy who I'm very close to. She's sometimes almost like an emotional train wreck. I thought I had these feelings of having a crush on her, but I think it just turns out that I naturally possess those kinds of pheromones from being straight. From being able to control it better, it's been useful for maintaining a good relationship with her. She's not a very affectionate person and her personality is also naturally self-centered even if her focus is on family.
From analyzing personal conflicts in group settings rather than at an individual basis, I've been noticing some type of herding mentality with having a common goal to treat so selfishly on their own as an individual. It's a pretty interesting psychological phenomenon I think I can recognize as a personal hypothesis that I probably will never try to research on. It's pretty much people with narcissistic traits banding together to seek a common interest that is failing to be met from the leader's perspective or could be perceived from presuming equality, so they can act out in a capricious and rambunctious manner to the person they see as the perpetrator. In other words, they aren't happy about not getting what they want so they act out unreasonably and emotionally out of control to a certain extent that is allowed by their personal conscience which will vary individually.
I might be onto something here. For myself, I have better mental fortitude from labeling some of my negative attributes as narcissistic and it keeps me in check better because I have a strong belief system that convinces me as such. I don't really need to depend on a regular person defining my happiness parameters. I see this as being individualized which makes us all unique and beautiful in our own way.
