Thursday, February 7, 2019

Picking Up On Things Later

It feels like the more I'm exposed to things and stressed out by them, the more I try to naturally find a way to cope with them. Let's just say it took a really long time to get over drama that wasn't serious and to even figure out what I was so mad about. I couldn't communicate properly because I didn't know what that was so those people thought I was crazy! When it comes down to it, I'm sometimes sensitive about people getting the wrong idea about me and then shutting me down because of it. If it was something I agreed with and was given enough proof for, then I would accept the circumstance. However, these people were lazy and too angry to help me get situated with what their problem was with me! It took awhile to figure out because what they were angry about doesn't really make sense to get so mad about in the first place and also, they totally labeled it all wrong. If I could only go back to those days to solve their drama with me reasonably. It's a learning experience, and I wish I could be so proficient at it but it didn't go my way that time. It's not like the apocalypse occurred anyway!

With these experiences, I'm seeing how it translates me to being more patient around my lady friends who can drive just about anyone crazy. I know two of them, but the fact, I'm hanging around with them still and seen as a good family friend now, it's amazing how I'm really appreciated by their parents too. They want me to spend the night over too and these are homes where girls run them!