Setting Goals With Timeline

I'm going to be trying my best by setting up goals with a timeline and just never give up until I don't really want to anymore. I'm going to try to do everything that is required to find myself a girlfriend and this is also while having the disadvantage of being short at 5' 3" and knowing that the majority of ladies in this world are attracted to men taller than them- it brings a smile on my face. Will I then have to settle for chasing after a girl shorter than me? It would have been nice if I wasn't born to just feel discouraged from all of these negative thoughts attributed to being a short guy going on dates, but I'm going to have to compete. Just the other day, I was hanging out with a friend and her fiancée; when she gave me a nice, warm hug I could see the burn of jealousy and rage on her fiancée's face. She still acts the same way, even though she texts me that she thinks of me as a brother. Anyway, she does think positively of me, so I guess she does like me a bit but my feelings of interest of her really wore itself out. She did look a little physically attractive to me, and I'm realizing it's just a natural thing because my libido is having trouble keeping itself under control; I can even feel a little something for my sister sometimes too but I control myself there because I'm not an animal! It can even want to feel gay sometimes, but I know I'm not though and fully straight because I never imagine seeing myself going on further from being gay- it's just not my thing and has always been about fantasizing being with a smoking hot girl.

Overall, with all of this madness, by the end of this year, I'm going to settle in on chasing after a girl even if she ends up rejecting me and finding happiness with someone else. I might as well make the best of it for all these coming years and being the man, I believe I'm the one that's supposed to be pursuing after the attractive ladies out there and seeing if there really is a romantic and potential sexual connection in marriage with one of them while trying to initiate a conversation with them. It's hard but there's plenty of people who have been through it. I just haven't been that lucky from being born short. I just wish I was taller but I'm going to have to go about it without it. Maybe there is a hot girl but I totally think it's a needle in a haystack at this point but hey, anything is possible still and if it just adds up and feels right then it's going to click. I might as well just maximize my chances of finding a hot girl to marry in the end and she's not only going to be with good looks but also will have the personality and be willing to be a pleasing partner as well to make my life much more easy going.