Saturday, January 14, 2023

Things to Try Working On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
  2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
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What am I grateful for?
  1. A decent head on my shoulder.
  2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
  3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
  4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
  5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
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What did I do right today? 

I am working towards planning my steps ahead.

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Well, I found out my laptop's battery stopped charging and that I needed a new one since it wasn't working anymore. My dad ended up facing something similar and he decided to just give me his old laptop and purchase a new one. So I now have two that I can repair and freely use whenever I want to! The battery is coming through the mail today, so I can't wait to test it out at the end of my shift.

What I want to work on now is making myself more attractive. I think I really need it more than ever, if I still want to have a chance with the best looking women out there. Honestly, I'm not really being that picky anymore because I want to date and get a good feel for it while trying my best to do good at it. I'm willing to part with all of my preferences now and just date any woman who is interested enough in me. I only want the experience while being as serious as possible. I am very open-minded now not to say the least. I don't really mind dating women who are considered fat or ugly anymore. If they can come out on their own to meet me, then I'm all for it! 

I even said at first that I don't want single moms, but now I'm fine with that. I'm even okay with dating women who have been divorced a few times but I'm going to be careful with them. I don't think age is going to be a barrier either. Therefore, I will be very hesitant about kissing some of these women! I want to learn the proper things to say and what going through the motion is like or being able to sense if it's going along smoothly. I'm just interested in dating any women in general now, so I'm going to keep a mindful and watchful eye on it without any of my friends really knowing about it. 

With the things that I'm doing to improve myself, I also want them to be comfortable for me and something that I want to enjoy doing as well so that everything will feel so natural for me first. The secondary reason is so I can find myself the best dates possible! 

I think my first step is really moving out of my parent's home and buying my own, but eventually, it feels like I'm going to be trying to connect with this one beautiful lady. I don't even know if she's already taken or not generally interested in men but it would be great to already know. I'm also okay if she has kids or coming out of some long term relationship. I think I would just feel great to pick up a nice chick like her! I'm seriously open-minded about it though as I am with my close friend, too.