Monday, January 9, 2023

Getting It

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
  2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
  3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
  4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
  5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
  6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
  7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
  8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
  9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order
  1. Faith
  2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
  3. Personal freedom
  4. Balance
  5. Understanding
  6. Health
  7. Strength and self-reliance
  8. Inner harmony
  9. Goodness
  10. Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:
  1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
  2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
  1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
  2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
  1. I have a purpose for living.
  2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
  1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
  2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
  1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
  2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
  1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
  2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 
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What am I grateful for?
  1. A decent head on my shoulder.
  2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
  3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
  4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
  5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
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What did I do right today? 

I did work by researching and communicating on what had to be done. I looked more into investing in my future.

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It looks like I'm totally mastering a lot of self-improvement techniques while not having to receive any therapy or advice from others. In a sense, it gets annoying for me sometimes to hear advice from others when it's really them encroaching me. I have to state that they are overstepping my boundaries because I think their advice sucks, compared to the good advice that I have already heard from others. 

Moving on with a blank page is something that I'm making a conscious effort to do daily now. Along with this, I'm also keeping a positive and open mind with finding myself in a relationship. I'm not looking for appearance to be physically attractive to me because it always fades for me with different angles. I can't ignore them so well with my trained eyes. I see flaws in everyone that I can judge to be ugly and even the ones considered to be the hottest. 

Therefore, caring about looks so much isn't going to cut it for me. I'll just go with presentable and anything attractive about them which is both inward and outward. 

With my career outlook now, I'm looking to combine myself with being a high level software engineer/manager and IT security consultant. I would like to enjoy the comfort of being able to work remotely.